#why must he use 5000 words to say something that'd only take 500 and go off on a million tangents aughhhh

[robinsnest2111]

I hate................ my father's rambling..................

#why must he use 5000 words to say something that'd only take 500 and go off on a million tangents aughhhh #probably the undiagnosed adhd lmao #it irks my (most likely autistic) brain in the worst of ways auughhhh #...oh and also the cigarette stench. can't forget that. my number 1 enemy fr. makes my head hurt so bad #and it just lingers and lingers and lingers for HOURS. #but he has to come into my room to check on the mold situation so i can't avoid it #feels like my only safe haven is getting violated over and over again by foul smells:^))))) #but i gotta deal with. grin and bear it. even tho it's making me want to explode #ugh i need to go out. i need to leave even if it's just for an hour or so. this room feels like a prison cell #nowhere to rest nowhere to relax. always on edge and it's grinding my very bones into tired dust