#will fall and fuck knows if it'll buy his husband and child enough time but THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD HE WOULDN'T DOOOOO -BAGPIPE SOLO

[lancewiththeantlers]

yes existing is hell but there are folk metal covers of pop songs to play on loop and gay demons to write about while I do that so maybe I can survive the morning actually

#average lance behaviour #blasting Hey Brother by D'Artagnan #is my life crumbling around me yes very possibly but there's nobody but the hounds in the house and I can yell WHAT IF I LOSE IT ALL #screaming DO YOU STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE I WONDER at the kettle because everything is AWFUL but guess what #there's tea to brew and Per Aspera to write #you know when you're SO sad and hear a song and suddenly you are actively in the mindset of your character who is striding out to #defend all he loves against an enemy far more powerful than himself and he WILL meet his fate head on because despite the certainty that he #will fall and fuck knows if it'll buy his husband and child enough time but THERE IS NOTHING IN THIS WORLD HE WOULDN'T DOOOOO -BAGPIPE SOLO #I'M IN SUCH AN INTENSE MOOD THIS MORNING NOBODY LOOK AT ME I am FINALLY writing this FUCKING THING OH MY FUCKING GOD #per aspera shitposting