#wish it snowed here but eh at least there'll be beach days with my new swimsuit

[tleeaves]

So many people I talk to want a bookish gamer girl who's quick and relentless with comebacks, is kinda depressed, is either alt/goth, and has ADHD or a hint of the 'tism in theory. 'Cause in practice they overlook a lot of those women. Wonder why that is.

#day 246 of mentally flipping off these people #I swear guys in particular are deathly allergic to dating #the guys who WOULD date me are the ones that scare and or creep me out #hot girl summer this year is actually gonna be spent with me not being romantically involved with anyone according to my forecast #I have some good books and movies lined up #new videogames too #let's not forget about christmas #wish it snowed here but eh at least there'll be beach days with my new swimsuit #this is probably my first unromantic summer in years and I'm actually relieved about that despite the tone I gave off above #going on dates and trying to talk to new people is exhausting #hell being emotionally attached to people in ways other than platonic is exhausting #so take my complaints with a grain of salt because I'm now resigning myself to not looking and unavailable for the rest of my degree #which means any complaints about being lonely are pretty mild #I'm enjoying feeling like I can breathe again