#y'all know me im allergic to writing anything short

[orcelito]

Honestly. OK. It's been some weeks since I did any writing. And I SHOULD push to finish ladue chapter 3. And i will. Eventually. BUT

My brain keeps scrabbling towards trigun, & I know it's inevitable I'm gonna write smth for it, but I still don't know what to write bc Realistically I'm still in the digestion phase. I'm not the type who will write while in the middle of absorbing a thing. I will write only after I have reasonably completed the thing, bc I would DIE if I got any details wrong for the thing

So yes I watched all of tristamp, but im only 20 ish chapters into trimax, so I'm not gonna be writing anything until after I finish that manga. Which you'd THINK would be good incentive for me to push to read the manga. But get this. Wolfwood Fanfic Good.

Also anytime I start reading I can't stop & I have literally given myself headaches doing this reading all of original trigun manga in one go And then 2 nights ago reading chapters 4 through 20 of tristamp in one go. Yes I read a few more last night and didn't get the Brain Grip, but I can tell shit's about to go down HARD & that's what got me getting only 4 hours of sleep the night before last bc i could not stop READING

I have to be cautious. Hyperfixations are a dangerous thing if you don't have the time to commit to them.

.... and I still really wanna write vashwood fanfic 😭

#speculation nation #y'all know me im allergic to writing anything short #i dont wanna start anything too Truly wrong bc i do NOT need another 500k+ fanfic in the works #especially when i still havent finished the last one #(discacc my baby im so sorry im neglecting you 😭 blame the brain pls) #still tho it's doubtful id be able to write anything shorter than like 20k. at the absolute minimum #(side-eyes ladue chapter 3 WIP which is 18k words and not done) #yes i have the ideas for vashwood smut stuff but i dont wanna have it be Just the smut ykno #my brand is heart wrenching angst anyways. the smut would just be a conduit for that #in any case im still building my perceptions of their characters. i cant start writing anything rn #im definitely leaning more towards trimax characterizations though. their Loser Ways have bewitched me #i like little shit wolfwood more than sleazy bastard wolfwood anyways. aka trimax vs tristamp wolfwood lol #DONT GET ME WRONG i love all wolfwood. but the urge to punch tristamp wolfwood has never gone away since i first saw him #gonna b interesting to write for wolfwood. i might end up leaning towards 'nico' as a nickname #considering one of my fav ocs is named nico lol. do what you know & all. & ive written Many words for my nico #then again it might be weird to have the mix up. it's the primary reason i havent started going by nico myself #just keeping it nicky i guess. but now here's wolfwood. nick nico nicholas. stealing my names there bub #my fate is to fixate on characters that share a diminutive of one of my names. yes one is my character no it was not on purpose #my name nicky does not come from my character nico. his full first name's nicostrato anyways #im just rambling now. tldr: I Wanna WRITE