#yk i really try my best to love myself but yeahhh i can't deny that i have insecurities w how i look T_T

[noxtivagus]

looking in the mirror rn wowow i think i give tall vibes

#🌙.rambles #HELP WHSJFJSK I'M JUST LIKE 5'4 or smth tho T_T #ngl i swear i felt so short today at the con #looking at pics tho today i'm #ARGHHH I LOOK SO AWKWARD #at home i swear i'm all girlboss n all but #in public places. around other ppl #I'M SO SHY that my confidence does Not show T_T #hoping that tomorrow when my family goes out again #we go to conquest again for a bit bcs i might as well make use of this weekend pass (tyvm again AAAA) n enjoy the con both days #YOOO ISTG I'M SO AWKWARD T_T #my hands look like they have no idea what they're doing #n my hair's messy T_T tbf my hair's always messy 🤕 #i pose awkwardly bcs i'm too SHY #n bcs of that i only look good at home bcs i am natural and have no anxiety #yk i really try my best to love myself but yeahhh i can't deny that i have insecurities w how i look T_T #when it comes to my personality tho. i know i'm top tier 🤩 /lh #damn i really need to take better care of my health tho #WAIT I'M GETTING OFF TOPIC #a lot of my friends (from way back before highschool n the pandemic started) are shorter than me ehe #one dynamic in particular that i rmber well was a friend i had in gr 6 who was in softball varsity #she's short than me so i tease her abt that often n she always says she's 'average height' which is true but her reactions are just cute #same goes for my two closest friends hehe #i rmber one of them used to be a whole head short than me but now's she's grown so much 🥺 (still shorter than me tho) #i rmber another childhood friend that i'd tease abt her height whenever we'd meet up n all bcs our parents are friends #+ i rmber that long lost friend during summer swiming lessons from way back (that i reconnected with during the summer #like we just talked for one night LMFAO then no more interaction but we have each other's discord's lmfao) #they used to be shorter than apollo and i but now they're 5'10 💀 #speaking of apollo T_T sobs i'm the older twin but she's taller 😞 #yk what i'm gna fix my sleep sched n grow taller while i still can ✨