abbigailnichole

[abbigailnichole]

The two of us ? It was unexpected, but it was so obvious

-I never want to be just your friend again

[abbigailnichole]

They say before something amazing happens, everything has to fall apart. But when does the falling apart end? When do you finally stop crying? No I don't want to forget your laugh, ot the way you looked into my eyes like I was the best thing in the world. When we stayed up until 3:00 a.m. talking about nothing and everything all at once. What I want to forget is the way you screamed every time something bad happened or I did something wrong. I want to forget the way you bruised me. I want to forget the way you threatened me. I want to forget the way I felt like my world is falling apart every time you called me a bitch. I know exactly how it was going to end. But that doesn't make it hurt any less. They say before something amazing happens, everything has to fall apart. I'm really hoping the amazing part comes soon.. because I don't think I can handle any more heartbreak

[abbigailnichole]

“I wondered what happened when you offered yourself to someone, and they opened you, only to discover you were not the gift they expected and they had to smile and nod and say thank you all the same.”

— Jodi Picoult, My Sister’s Keeper

[abbigailnichole]

“The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.”

— Marilyn Monroe

[abbigailnichole]

“The marks humans leave are too often scars.”

— John Green, The Fault in Our Stars

[abbigailnichole]

“Sometimes I wonder how fast you have sneaked into my heart…”

— Thoughtkick

[abbigailnichole]

“I don’t think we can ever truly defeat our darkness. Maybe all we need to do is just give it a little bit of light.”

— 10/13/20, anastasiasyah

[abbigailnichole]

[abbigailnichole]

Nothing kills you more than your thoughts.

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“I’ve spent my whole life writing with my pain as ink, wishing it will run out someday. Sadly, the ink is as vast as the ocean.”

— 09/23/20, anastasiasyah

[abbigailnichole]

“Nothing is permanent in this life, including your pain. One day, it shall pass too.”

— 10/13/20, anastasiasyah

[abbigailnichole]

[abbigailnichole]

.

stop trying

to teach people

how to love you

and find people

who do

.

~@pocketfullofpoesies

[abbigailnichole]

“There’s that one person you’ll never get over no matter how long it’s been.”

— Avinash Wandre

[abbigailnichole]

“I survived because the fire inside me burned brighter than the fire around me.”

— Joshua Graham

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“No, I won’t try to escape myself by losing myself in artificial chatter ‘Did you have a nice vacation?’ ‘Oh, yes, and you?’ I’ll stay here and try to pin that loneliness down.”

— Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals Of Sylvia Plath (via heresay)

[abbigailnichole]

“I thought I should be the one who must end all wars. That is until you touched my face and ended the war in my mind.”

— “And what can I do to ease the chaos in your soul, my dear?“, anastasiasyah