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It'd take awhile on how things have been going on in my life in recent months, but there is one thing.

It's really frustrating. I was able to accept that a certain someone had more or less moved on, but knowing now that she may or may not be appearing again soon. I should be excited about it. But... I just feel more... angry about it. Maybe not angry, but more frustrated. Frustrated that we had to spend several months completely radio silent.

Don't get it twisted, I'm not frustrated at the person who disappeared. It's not like they had a choice. But the fact that this entire situation ended up happening in the first place is what makes it painful, and the fact that it has yet to conclude is even worse.

Honestly? It feels even worse, because for sure her return is gonna be delayed to build up hype. Meanwhile her older fans have no choice but to sit and wait even more. At least before I was at peace, now I'm just at the same spot I was in the beginning of the year, just growing anxious until her return.

I do worry about the stuff said about making a choice they didn't want to make. I'm just not happy with what happened. And I'm not really happy that the only reason we have to wait further is because it's more building hype for people who probably weren't there when things went down.

Then again, it felt like I've been the only person who have been watching their past archives for months now and the people who have been hornyposting don't even know the type of person she actually is. It just kinda felt like I was the only person who wasn't just either looking at her sexually or just wanting to use her as a way to promote their tribalism. I get that it's their way to cope but I don't know. It's just felt so shallow and it was more clear that it was all about not being able to watch her past videos like I've been doing.

It kinda sucks since it means I pretty much feel rather isolated. I suppose that will change soon. People will hopefully see her more than just an object of any kind. I feel like until she pops up again for real I'm just gonna get more and more frustrated hanging around that place.

This isn't gonna to be enjoyable, but it'll be worth it just to finally hear her voice again after so long, to hear her be happy again doing the thing that she loves the most.

I just wish this didn't have to happen. It shouldn't have happened. If the people responsible were actually competent and had any sort of indication they gave a shit about them nobody wouldn't have dealt with the pain they had to deal with.

...But I suppose I have one thing to look forward to now.

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