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why?..

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Haha yasss

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not me literally cutting on my ankles and shoulders lmaooo i am desperate

i stole this from twt, i found it very relatable.

anyways, hello! it sure has been a while since i last posted.

#vent #s3lf h4rm

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for a second I thought it got better, but here I am once again

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The urge to cvt but not wearing the right clothes to hide the bl00d stains <<<<<<<<<

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how do i cover my whole body in scars without anyone noticing

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i have made meme. enjoy

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cutting on your hips makes pulling down your shorts kind of hard, like shit shit shit that hurts but that tiny part of your brain is saying “yes give me more give me more.”

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its fucking getting bad again

WHY IS IT GETTING BAD AGAIN?????

everything was FINE!!!!

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water on an empty stomach>>>

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going through the horrors (sunday evening)

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Life is boring when you’re not obsessed with looking perfect

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bro it feels so fucking good when you go back to it. The numbers, the tracking, the steps, the fasting. Being all in control. That’s my forever safe place.

#thinspo #anorecca #ana #anorexik #eating diary #eating disoder things #edtblr #pro 4na #pro4na #tw ed #intermittent fasti #actually ed #anorektyczki #anorexsick #ed blog

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