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aidansgillens · 8 months

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can i ask why u deleted everything??

So, i've had this message in my inbox for quite some time, as i've been trying to figure out how to say this as kindly as possible.

Essentially, I was hounded by some seriously unfriendly messages repeatedly. Being autistic that made me feel very unwelcome in a community I was in from the start. Normally I would be able to brush comments off, but when this individual starting attacking me personally, I decided it was a community I no longer felt comfortable in or wanted to contribute to. So, I deactivated the blog. I only remade to save the name should I feel comfortable enough to rejoin the community/fanbase. [I also reclaimed the username somewhat out of spite because they claimed I only got attention because of my user].

Essentially, they attacked my motivations for liking Aidan, claimed I was a trend hopper, said I was a fake supporter, said I was only interested in getting notes on here, that I was a vile and disgusting human, always commented on whatever I posted saying that I was fake, an idiot etc - and after a while it started to wear me down.

I apologise to everyone who used my blog as an archive, I do regret deactivating, and I hope to start posting again!

#aidan gillen

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