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“You alone are enough. You have nothing to prove to anyone.”

— Maya Angelou

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I wonder who I would be if I wouldn’t have depression. I wonder where I would be if Anxiety wouldn‘t always win. It hurts to know that I could be someone else.

(-deepthoughtsvibes)

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I want to fucking die

I want to fucking kill myself

I want to jump under a bus

I want to throw myself off a building

I don't want to be alive

I never chose to be alive

I hate being alive because I get no fucking joy or happiness out of it

I fucking don't want to be here

I never fucking chose to be here

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I want my mind to stfu

#depression

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“Do you ever just get waves of missing someone? Like you’ll be okay for awhile, then all of a sudden, your heart hurts.”

—

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I've been sad for years now. I just wanna die.

#Sad #Feelings

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I don't wanna feel anything anymore.

#Feelings #i'm tired

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Will I ever be able to forget about you, to stop loving you the way I do?

#Heartbreak #I miss you #:') #feelings

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Her (2013)

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Atticus

[Text ID: my darling,/you will never be unloved by me/you are too well tangled in my soul.]

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Kuoleman puutarha /The garden of Death by Hugo Simberg, 1896

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I'm sad.

#I still miss you #ily #Feelings