altkris

[altkris]

[altkris]

"Paranoia"

Acrylic painting on canvas

2021

[altkris]

yall are pro mental illness until they hallucinate

yall are pro mental illness until they dissociate

yall are pro mental illness until they self-isolate

yall are pro mental illness until they're paranoid

yall are pro mental illness until they split

yall are pro mental illness until it's too Scary for your comparatively neurotypical brain to handle

[altkris]

so tired of people hearing the word schizophrenia and running as if im dangerous. 🙄🙄🙄

schizophrenia does not make me dangerous.

schizophrenia does not make me a bad person.

schizophrenia does not make me unlovable.

people need to get educated and grow up.

[altkris]

do you feel crazy?

[altkris]

"get some sleep youll feel better when you wake up"

thats the issue bro. i dont want to wake up.

[altkris]

think I picked a bad time to relapse considering it’s getting too hot to wear a jacket/long sleeves but fuck it

[altkris]

“you don’t even love yourself?”

i’ve been self harming since i was 12, and i’ve been heavily thinking of hurting myself every chances i get but sure, i do love myself

[altkris]

i called a suicide hotline and got disconnected. what a poetic way for the universe to tell me to just do it already .

[altkris]

i love the color of crimson running down my thigh after any minor inconvenience in my life.

[altkris]

Lmao to think I’ve been SHing for over 13 years now 🙃 more than half my life spent cutting away at myself until I disappear

[altkris]

I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to cut I need to suffer

[altkris]

pro tip : get violently drunk!!

[altkris]

i wanna go for a walk and never come back.

[altkris]

Always tired

Always bored

Always wrong

Always lonely

Always nothing

[altkris]

self harm while drunk is so much scarier

completely out of control

filled with regret in the morning

[altkris]

I'm starting to think I'm the problem