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everyone pretending to care when i’m sad but soon as i'm angry nobody wants to help anymore

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you ever think youre special to someone, but then you see them talking to someone else and youre just "oh"

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Yall know that feeling when you just want someone to pay attention to you, you don't even care if they're abusive or not? Like I'll ignore the manipulation and abusive if you pay attention to me fr

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can u sexualize me again i miss feeling like i meant smth to u lol

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AM I JUST NOT ENOUGH???

fuck it, i give everything and it's still not enough.

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That moment when you realize that your fp treats everyone that way and suddenly you don't feel special anymore and now you wanna cut and die

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Not denying it anymore. I am manipulative! I am problematic! Love me!!

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i get so fucking numb and empty feeling when people talk aabout their childhood or stories they had as kids. even the really sad shit. i cant remember almost anything from before i was 12.

i have nothing.

i was nothing.

i am nothing.

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the bpd urge to test your fp by withdrawing and seeing how long it takes for them to text you

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I hate that he doesn't miss me like I do I need him to need me

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i say i'll cut them off because it's not healthy for me or them but the moment they talk to me again i fold.

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Imagine calling a man “Daddy” and then he leaves you like your dad did.

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it was dumb to think i was ever really needed in the first place.