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anyways yeah rogue isn’t afraid to do what needs to be done

#I haven’t seen the new episode yet just tidbits but #please remember her brotherhood background!!! #it’s why I hate recent comics making her like extremely strict morally #because that’s not how rogue is #FOLLOW HER NAME AT LEASTTT LIKE SHES ROGUE FOR A REASON #idk I’ll expand when I watch im not making sense

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rogue does not simply copy abilities. she’s a parasite, she can take everything that makes you you and leave you with absolutely nothing

#like it’s not just yeah she can take it #no depending on how long you’re in contact with her #she can leave you comatose #you can be a brand new person your life will never have existed to you #she will invade every emotion every memory #everything you’ve ever wanted everything you’ve ever thought of #IYS NOT SO CUT AND DRY

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I think another reason why I prefer rogue’s hair to be huge and untamed is because I think it fits her a lot more personality wise. rogue might be southern, but she’s never fit into that southern belle type of box. she was born into a cult, and then she was raised by terrorists, and that made a major impact on the way she deals with her feelings and surroundings. rogue can be incredibly violent and aggressive. whether it be threatening remarks or just actual violence she struggles a lot with having a proper response to certain situations. she has very extreme reactions, like her commitment to being self sacrificial to those who show her kindness, or the fact that a small disagreement can lead to her beating the shit out of someone

#in the end it all boils down to not having proper guidance #when it comes to regulating her emotions #she has such complex feelings and she can’t handle them #and obviously with time she gets a better handle on it #I mean rogue is an incredibly empathetic person it comes with her powers #she can quite literally understand what you’ve been through #but she’s been raised in unhealthy environment after unhealthy environment #that anger was just the correct response #violence was the correct response #if mystique wanted her to take care of something she would #and violence was rewarded you know #rogue got mystiques appreciation and respect #and so she uses violence as a form of love now #and she wants other to use it as a form of love for her #because it’s what she knows #I DUNNO LIKE AHHH SHE IS AN INHERENTLY ANGRY WOMAN #why do you think she gets along so well with Logan #idk I feel like I’m just saying a whole lot of nothing but I think it’s so interesting #and I think rogue having a wild mane fits who she is #she’s all over the place she’s a firecracker #her emotions are so extreme she can’t help it

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&. 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬.

( dialogue prompts taken from the second season of hulu's the bear, created by christopher storer. feel free to edit and change as you seem fit. )

❛ you ever think about purpose? ❜

❛ i love you, but i do not have time for this, alright? ❜

❛ i have time for this. ❜

❛ you know what the fuck you're doing. you love this shit. it's fun for you. i don't have that. ❜

❛ i'm afraid one day, i'm gonna wake up and you guys are all just gonna just drop this ass. ❜

❛ if this shit is not fun for you, what the fuck is fun for you? ❜

❛ i'm not making the same mistakes i made last time. ❜

❛ what kind of insurance coverage do we have for people falling through the fucking wall? ❜

❛ sometimes, i look like february. ❜

❛ you want a sprite? you look kinda green. ❜

❛ can i ask you something and you can tell me to fuck off if you want? ❜

❛ chef, that's way too much acid. ❜

❛ you, uh, making a sundae? ❜

❛ that actually sounds delicious. ❜

❛ because you're the bear and i remember you. ❜

❛ i love taking care of you. and i always will. you know that? ❜

❛ i'm glad i came 'cause i get to eat this. ❜

❛ i gotta come up with three really great desserts. you got any ideas? ❜

❛ you ever made ice cream before, chef? want to? ❜

❛ it kind of tastes like a, um... minty snickers bar. ❜

❛ so how long you been a cook? ❜

❛ how’d you get good at this? ❜

❛ you can spend all the time in the world in here, but if you don't spend enough time out there... you know? ❜

❛ speaking of dead brothers, do you wanna go to a party? ❜

❛ it looks so pretty on you. you should keep it. ❜

❛ what's going on with you? i know there's something. just tell me. ❜

❛ what are you talking about, i don't give a fuck? why would you say that to me? i give like a huge fuck. ❜

❛ you're not by yourself, alright? i'm right here with you. ❜

❛ did you just throw a fork at me? ❜

❛ i think time spent doing this is time well spent. ❜

❛ never too late to start over. ❜

❛ i just want you to know... that this is really nice. ❜

❛ i'm thinking you're very, very beautiful. ❜

❛ we just don't say hello anymore? ❜

❛ you're wearing a suit? ❜

❛ uh, yeah, i wear suits now. ❜

❛ i'm sorry if i took anything out on you and if I treated you like shit. ❜

❛ i actually do think that we could fit good together. ❜

❛ i could be good at things that you don't really wanna do. and you're obviously really great at a whole bunch of stuff that I don't know how to do, you know? ❜

❛ i'm wearing a suit 'cause it makes me feel better about myself. ❜

❛ i know that you're trying. i see that you're trying. ❜

❛ you just came from a funeral? ❜

❛ yeah, a funeral of all my enemies. ❜

❛ you want me to make you some coffee? ❜

❛ i just need your focus like you need mine. ❜

❛ you good? ❜

❛ what's your relationship with your mom like? ❜

❛ alright, chef, i need you to salt that like a sidewalk. ❜

❛ looks gorgeous, chef. ❜

❛ i haven't eaten yet. ❜

❛ oh, let me make you something. ❜

❛ yeah, i can make you an omelet. ❜

❛ that wasn't like an ask out or anything, was it? ❜

❛  i'm looking really good. i 'm thinking you should start calling me chef. ❜

❛ well, i'mma keep calling you jagoff, 'cause that's what you like. ❜

❛ you deserve my full focus. ❜

❛ i guess i'm scared that i don't have what it takes to not fuck this up. ❜

❛ you're not gonna fuck it up. ❜

❛ i fuck things up all the time, like, every day. ❜

❛ you could do this without me. ❜

❛ i couldn't do it without you. i wouldn't even wanna to do it without you. ❜

❛ you make me better at this. ❜

❛ you still love to cook, right? ❜

❛ how's the wine? ❜

❛ yo. we're low on forks, chef. ❜

❛ okay, let's start firing some caviar, please. ❜

❛ i was just gonna say how special and cool and great this place is and how i'm the most proud of you ever. ❜

❛ i really appreciate you being so patient with me. ❜

❛ do i have time to go outside and scream "fuck"? ❜

❛ just don't tell them you saw me, 'cause this is embarrassing. ❜

❛ i love them so much. i don't know how to show it. ❜

❛ i don't know how to say i'm sorry. ❜

❛ i need you to say it's okay. ❜

❛ you are being so fucking weird, man. ❜

❛ i'm stuck in a goddamn refrigerator on the opening night of my fucking restaurant. ❜

❛ i failed you guys and it's not gonna happen again. ❜

❛ maybe i'm just not built for this. ❜

❛ because no amount of good is worth how terrible this feels. ❜

❛ i'm really sorry you feel that way. ❜

❛ would you shut the fuck up and get me the fuck outta here, please? ❜

❛ i don't understand why you can't just let something good happen for once in your fucking life? ❜

❛ you wanna talk to me about my fucking kid? at least i got a kid. ❜

❛ where were you when i fucking put your brother in the ground, you selfish piece of shit? ❜

❛ i fucking love you! ❜

❛ you fucking need me. ❜

❛ i just had this sudden urge to tell you that i've always had this, like, massive crush on you. ❜

❛ i love you, chef. ❜

#I GET OFF EARLY TODAY!! #will try to write pls indulge me :3

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reiterating! Will be back April 28th please don’t Die

writing will be scarce for the next few weeks! I’m assistant film director for my city’s film festival so I will literally be there everyday :3

#TO ME MY XMEN

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also I did enjoy magneto saying rogue would be an empathetic leader because that’s it!!! she feels so deeply so violently

#that’s a side effect of her power I mean how can she not #she’ll know everything you felt your emotions are hers #but in general rogue is always called in as a mediator it seems #because she’s so willing to hear your side #because she’s been on both sides she knows people have reasons for what they do #I DUNNO I JUST LIKED THAT I DID

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I don’t think rogue has had to apologize to carol danvers for a longgggg time and I’m sorta over rogue still feeling guilty over the whole ordeal too!

timelines are messy so if I mess this up whoops — but during the whole Genosha incident, rogue let carol take over her mind and body for a period of time so that she’d be able to withstand the assault (both internal and external) that was occurring against her. however, carol decided her way of getting even for what a 16/17 yr old did to her was to take over rogue’s body whenever she felt like it :) rogue would regain consciousness and have no idea what she’s done, who she’s been with, what she was WEARING. Carol completely violated her in this way MULTIPLE TIMES.

Not only did rogue have a severe breakdown because of this, but in a way she also thought it was justified?? I’ve noted underneath that one comic panel I posted that rogue is willingly sacrificial, she will throw herself in the line of fire because of her guilt and the fact that she simply does not see herself as a person worthy of life. So rogue in some capacity believes that what Carol is doing is a suitable punishment when it is?? Not??

#continuing here because it’s really upsetting #I’m sick of issues past what happened here bringing up the carol rogue incident #or before the recent carol stuff when Carol would be hesistant like #U TOOK OVER HER BODY!! #YOU USED ROGUE AS MUCH AS SHE USED YOU! #and what rogue did was under stress and manipulation #it was under this desire to prove herself worthy of mystiques love #to prove herself worthwhile #and she didn’t even mean to absorb Carol like that?? #it was AS painful experience for Carol as it was for rogue #and carol’s disgusting acts after are a GROWN WOMAN doing this to a barely 18 yr old #idk it’s upsetting she doesn’t have to be sorry anymore #and I know in recent issues it’s over but rereading things gets me!! #I’m like girl ITD OKAY!! #sexual assault / #assault / #manipulation / #ask to tag.

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rogue board ily

#I don’t have a separate pinterest blog for her I just use my main because I’m lazy’ #*! #but if you wanted to create dynamic boards … I’m LISTENING #mobile /

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hi let’s talk dynamics >:)

#Just got off work but HI #just to get general ideas and then I can write stuff :3 #also if anyone wants to do a diff verse like ERM my fantasy verse rogue…

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Susan Sontag, from As Consciousness is Harnessed to Flesh: Journals and Notebooks, 1964-1980; February 20th, 1970

Text ID: Everyone who has had a bad childhood is angry. I must have felt angry at first (early). Then I “did” something with it. Turned it into—what? Self-hatred > Fear (of my own anger, of the retaliation of others). Despair.

#tag this when I get home #rogue thoughts while I’m at work is insane #the way she just absolutely hated and was constantly disgusted with who she was #because her body was never her body!

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Let the Right One In (2008)  | dir. Tomas Alfredson  

#this is exactly what happens when rogue absorbs too much I want it to be grotesque #like I said in tags I want a real visceral reaction #like when she touched Wanda or when she touched carol it was more so #auditory like you could tell it was she in pain because she yells out and stuff #but I want it to be an overload all over like genuinely #IDK I WANT IT TO BE MORE GRUESOME N GROTESQUE CAUSE I LOVE THAT :3 #scopophobia / #blood / #ask to tag #*tell she was in pain #I’m illiterate WHEW #NO BUT LIKE THIS LIKE #it overloads everything #it’s too much not only for her mind but for her body

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#throws up #she's always like this she's always so adamant on being the one to throw herself in the line of danger #it was much worse when she was younger and starting out inthe x-men but #it's still there!! #this need to suffer and sacrifice herself! #to prove that she can be good! #but not only that but because she still does not believe her life is necessary #why do u think she's so upset when wanda does her no more mutants things #partly because she STILL has her powers #she still is unable to touch #she still has to live with the fact that every day she has to exert massive energy to controlling herself #to make sure if she does touch it's only what's needed in the moment #being her is exhausting its tiring #having to inhibit a sense #just so that others can be around you #she's extremely dangerous and she's extremely guilt ridden #AND THIS LIKE SCOTT IS TALKING ABOUT SENDING A TEAM #and rogue is like no i'll do it by myself only i should risk my life because who actually cares im not even real #still so hung up on her past self and constantly trying to atone for it #and it's not even self sacrificial in a glory way she just genuinely doesn't care about herself that much

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@optiblasts: i didn’t ask that.

“ yet ah’m tellin’ you anyways! ” anger is a blossoming scarlet, a heated tint that capsizes her sunkissed features. her wild mane adopts with this change in mood, curls like tendrils of ivy, whipping frantically against the nape of her neck. the burden of leadership is not rogue’s weight to carry, but the burden of her empathy cripples her; for what is she if not a past littered with bones and bloodshed? who is she to play the role of judge, jury and executioner? “ ah told you to let me talk to ‘im, to give ‘im the chance to explain! ” her voice cracks with emotion, and she turns away, embarrassed by the chip in her armor.

#probably wade fucking smth up i wont lie #ic⁎ you picked a bad day to mess with the wrong woman.

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@psigem: i’ve been entertaining myself.

“ alright alright! ah don’t get paid enough to hear about what you ‘n scott are gettin' up to …” she can’t resist a smirk, followed by a somewhat stifled hoot of laughter. her lack of decorum is but a seedy welcome back, an attempt to smother any awkwardness that should arise from their lack of communication. she’s never been good with an uncomfortable silence. “ we’re playin’ a bit of ball outside, if her highness would be so inclined to join us.” 

#how do i make this less uncomfortable um... #let me say something freaky >:) #ic⁎ you picked a bad day to mess with the wrong woman.

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also sb is @anxman for aesthetic purposes :3

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interview with the vampire (2022):  episode 5,  a vile hunger for your hammering heart. tw:  murder, death, abuse, violence, blood, strong language, all vampire things.

* i can’t die like this!

* let my dog live.

* it’s a kill list in a teenager’s handwriting.

* i’m trying to think of something more fucked up than this.

* they’ll scale the sides of this building, force their way inside and paint the walls with his blood.

* don’t look down on them, look in the mirror.

* he’s an opinionated young man, he lives to share these opinions even when they are not solicited.

* what does he taste like?

* i didn’t ask that.

* you were thinking it.

* he tastes like honey and pineapple, he stuffs himself for days before he offers himself to me. would you like to sample?

* i care for him more than he cares for himself.

* stay out of my head.

* you wouldn’t find the corroboration you’re seeking even if you could. we burned, we buried. and a convention city is not motivated to advertise grim statistics.

* i know what i’d do, but you’ve cut my hands off.

* don’t do that, it’s private.

* what night is it?

* i couldn’t hear you over the tugboat.

* a whole lot of concern has been wasted on you these past months.

* did you read my other ones?

* well, you better hope and pray you taught me how to clean up good.

* you gonna let him do this to me?!

* i’ve read some passages out loud, i’m afraid. hurtful words for both of your guardians.

* i buried them, okay?! way out of town! nothing out there for miles, no one’s ever gonna find them except maybe criminals burying bodies of their own.

* i’m never gonna forget what happened here. i hate you.

* get out of my room!

* you want money?

* i mean, it’s always a straight line with you. yes, i am asking for your support in my campaign.

* sounds like there’s a maniac on the loose.

* don’t be too startled if the police come knocking on your door.

* i was in the middle of cleaning when they knocked.

* you often leave your daughter alone with access to illegal spirits?

* that’s my daughter’s room!

* oh, i’m getting ready for bed!

* have you lost your goddamn mind? overnight, in a jail cell, with no coffin. we all be dead by morning.

* we do not bring souvenirs into the house!

* so much wine in his blood… and beer, and whisky.

* you wanted her, you fix her!

* do you remember our life, how happy we were before her? an anvil tied around our ankles, pulling us towards the pitch-black ocean floor.

* who am i supposed to love?

* how are you gonna fix it, huh? which one of you is gonna fuck me?

* well, you’re not my type, i like a fuller figure.

* if you could find other vampires, which you won’t, they would shred you to strips because you are built like a bird, because you are a mistake.

* how about you shut the fuck up?

* he treats us like shit and you take it! why is that?

* you, as cruel as the devil ever made, to refuse me one love when you got two!

* i’ve been entertaining myself.

* i’ll kill her soon.

* don’t run off…

* why did you take me home? why not a hospital? maybe i’d have a handsome husband by now, or he’d be plain with a good disposition. that’d be fine too. i’d be sweeping floors, making dinners, nursing babies. maybe i’d go to church… you think on that some.

* i had no words for her, what words were there? “it all happened so fast”, “i was trying to save you”… “all vampires are born out of trauma.”

* poor dear. she wasn’t held enough in between ritualistic murders.

* look, charlie manson wrote a couple of beautiful songs. still, he was charlie manson.

* is that all you think of her?

* it won’t matter what your intentions are… it’s the world out there right now.

* once you put it out there, they decide what it is. it can get away from you.

* i won’t have her exploited.

* keep reading.

* keep talking.

* assume we are under suspicion. assume our finances no longer provide us protection.

* make your kills outside of the city, one a night. no persons of note… unfortunates, undesirables.

* we should leave the city, start anew, turn a betrayal into an opportunity. new york, chicago, los angeles…

* we should dismantle her room.

* she’ll be back.

* there would be no roaring twenties for us.

* we were underground for seven years.

* (name), come home. i know i hurt you. i know i can make it right again.

* little girl… i’m talking to you. now what were you doing in the library? you’re not allowed in there.

* i don’t talk to strangers.

* you can read?

* just as i thought, a little thief. you’re coming with me.

* what are you gonna do after that? after you turn her in, after it makes you feel like a big man, what’s your next move, you think?

* you’re not allowed to ride one of those on campus.

* this is our school, where is your fighting pride?

* you hungry?

* flaubert’s style is so dense. the absence of metaphor is so striking…

* should we make it a night of the two?

* you sound like every pompous sorbonne student i’ve ever eaten.

* should i do it like you instead? read the first ten pages of every book and pass myself off as cultured?

* well, at least you’re listening. i sit there thinking “light yourself on fire, see if he’ll notice.”

* you draw me into your gloom.

* it’s your fault she’s gone. if you hadn’t pushed her…

* i cannot listen to this insanity about (name) one more time.

* i got to hear my own funeral. only couple dozen people showed up, most didn’t have much to say. started talking about the weather a few minutes in.

* poor fella digging my grave lies resting on the family plot.

* what was he like, your maker?

* it ain’t like that, he’s more like a dad.

* oh, now there’s three of us.

* got me wondering what it’d be like, ride with others, hunt in a pack. a little fang gang.

* you got a name?

* you don’t kill like a (name), you kill like a killer.

* there are four pages torn out… did she tear them out? didn’t seem like something she would do…

* when you do that, when you editorialize, however noble the reasoning, it calls into question all of the other shit you’re shovelling my way.

* don’t ask again.

* it could be her, but i’m the one who is presently standing in front of you.

* so, if my considerable considerables continue to be squandered…

* hello? oh, sorry… no, it’s good to hear your voice.

* we’re headed north… crash cleaned us out. and don’t offer, ‘cause i’m not asking.

* you look good.

* don’t need that either, (name). or… whatever you are that took my (name).

* i prayed myself old, begging what to do about you. god never talked back, so… this is how it has to be, for me, for my family. you understand?

* i’ve come to apologize, i put you both in a bad spot. i wasn’t right in my head… i am now.

* apology not accepted.

* so, quick stop home to do laundry before you fuck off for good?

* perused a few folklore anthologies and now you’re going to cross the ocean to take on a society of monsters?

* if what i’ve read is lies, then tell me what’s true.

* seven years and what’s changed other than you need a housekeeper?

* the vampires out there are vicious… oh, but you know that already. who did you meet out there?

* that’s it, keep ‘em scared. that’s his way.

* we took her life from her. we cursed her.

* come with me! come with me, (name)!

* i thought i could live without you but i was wrong.

* his love is a small box he keeps you in. don’t stay in it!

* a thousand nights of sulking, and the first sight of her you’re just gonna up and leave me?!

* please, come with me! let’s be vampires worthy of your love!

* i fought myself a million times, fought my nature, controlled my temper… i never once harmed you.

* let him go… he didn’t do nothing. it’s me you want.

* i have patiently waited in vain for you to love me as i love you. just say it… i’m never going to love you. it would help me a great deal to hear that from your lips… your quivering, hateful lips.

* let go of me.

* anything for you.

#I’m writing like crazy send more