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guess who’s back bitches

#anorexik #anadiary #anareksya #anarexja #tw ana #anarecia #eating disoder things #tw ed thoughts #tw ed things

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here comes nothing, 158cm and 46kg

#anarecia #anorexik #pro only for myself #anareksya #anarexja #tw ana #annamia #bulimina #bulimxa #eating disoder thoughts #tw ed thoughts #tw ed things #anadiary #body dysmorphia #b0dy check #bodychex

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so the biggest trigger that made me stop my “recovery” and come back here was my bestfriend, she started losing weight and smashing it in my face so thanks hoe, the skinnier one wins

#anarecia #anareksya #anarexja #tw ana #ana thoughts #annamia #bulimina #bulimxa #ed culture #tw ed things

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This isn’t a meme, I think I might actually have a problem

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I’m back bitches, recovery isn’t for me

#anarecia #annamia #ana diary #anorexik #anareksya #bulimina #bulimxa #ed culture #tw ed things

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I lost my youth to mental illnesses and those are years I will never fucking get back and it‘s not poetic it‘s fucking devastating

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me

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I lost 3kg❤️

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couldn’t scroll past this

If you love your Dad reblog this. If not he dies in 13 days.

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I had such a nightmare yesterday... I dreamt about about binging so much and it was so realistic I was relieved when I woke up

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this week is literally my best week, I’m so strong, I haven’t gotten above 500kcal per day and I’m extremely proud of myself.. I can’t ruin that now

#anarecia #anarexja #anareksya #tw ana #ana thoughts #annamia #bulimina #bulimxa #ed culture #ed thinking #tw ed things

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i thought i was dead

i had a experience today where my body overheated i started to lose focus in my schoolwork my heart started beating so loud and fast and hurting like a mf and i thought “omg this is it this is how i die i am going to die in the middle of art class” then i decided to try to alert someone i tapped my friends thigh my breathing was shaky and loud and my face was red and tried to tell her “get the teacher somethings happening” all that came out was a scrambled mumbled sentence and i thought i was about to faint but she understand and the teacher got her to take me real quick and since she knew i was anorexic she got a proteing bar and made me eat that shit and the second i took a bite everything slowly started to calm down and i have honestly never been more terrified

dont take life for granted as someone with an ed it doesnt matter whether your bmi is high or low your heart can stop at any second

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WHAT NOBODY TELLS YOU ABOUT FASTING

For gum chewers: Nobody tells you that you will expel a storm of wind out of nowhere or whenever you drink water.

Nobody tells you that your legs will feel like literal jello if you go past 24hrs.

Nobody tells you that after a certain point you’ll have a constant headache.

Nobody tells you that your stomach will growl loud enough for a whole room of people to hear.

Nobody tells you about the pain in your ribs.

Nobody tells you that you’re going to feel like you’re going vomit the lack of anything in your stomach.

But what we do tell you, is that you’ll get used to it.

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I’m at that point in starving that I’m not even hungry anymore