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@ all you self shippers out there: 

please keep doing what you’re doing. don’t at all worry about pleasing anyone or “being embarrassing” or whatever else. this is your experience to make, your ship to explore and create, and your happiness. 

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Hey it's been awhile

I'm still not sure if I'm coming back but I'm certainly back to drawing some! I did a full update of my SI's costume cause I've gotten inspo lately!

I combined their old main costume and their Nighty AU costume with some new elements, plus made the casual clothes more simple

#noah•shush #selfship #•ark insert• #arks•arts #self insert #f/o

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Hey how are ya'll doin?

I'm still struggling with that sense of dread but I do miss this community a lot so Im figuring out what I wanna do...

It's a new year, I've been growing closer with my F/O in a sense. Things have been stressful too so he's been a huge comfort for me (mostly Goldy and Baddy).

I hope you guys are doing well!

#noah•shush

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An announcement

I'm not gonna be active on here, whether permanent or temporarily I'm not sure but I know I won't be active

Lately self shipping, or more specifically sharing my selfshipping has been filling me with a terrible sense of dread and it's been stressing me out a LOT. Why? I'm have no idea but it's not good

For my own mental health I just won't be active for the foreseeable future. I'll still be self shipping and maybe drawing just... Not sharing any of it

I won't delete my blog or anything, I'll leave it up as an archive for myself

Thank you all for following me, it brought me so much joy to share all this with you and helped me out of the intense burnout I was having because I didn't feel trapped by my art anymore but I just don't get that same feeling from sharing it anymore

I wish you all and your F/Os good luck, and maybe one day I'll see y'all again

-Noah

[arks-self-ship]

An announcement

I'm not gonna be active on here, whether permanent or temporarily I'm not sure but I know I won't be active

Lately self shipping, or more specifically sharing my selfshipping has been filling me with a terrible sense of dread and it's been stressing me out a LOT. Why? I'm have no idea but it's not good

For my own mental health I just won't be active for the foreseeable future. I'll still be self shipping and maybe drawing just... Not sharing any of it

I won't delete my blog or anything, I'll leave it up as an archive for myself

Thank you all for following me, it brought me so much joy to share all this with you and helped me out of the intense burnout I was having because I didn't feel trapped by my art anymore but I just don't get that same feeling from sharing it anymore

I wish you all and your F/Os good luck, and maybe one day I'll see y'all again

-Noah

#noah•shush

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self care is imagining your f/o looking at you and being so in love they see you surrounded by bubbles and sparkles

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Sorry I'm not active lately! I'm absolutely exhausted and I haven't had the energy or inspiration to write or draw anything :(

I am still in my head 24/7 with my F/O tho

#noah•shush #doesnt help that when i do try and draw my F/O and my SI i get a random surge of extreme anxiety and stress #i have no idea where its from and i get the same feeling when thinking about this blog sometimes too #i have no idea why but its a bad feeling so i havent been doing anything with my F/O outside of my head

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F/O: Hey, love, have you seen my jacket?

You, huddled in it while lying on the couch:

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resting my head on my f/os stomach,, looking up at them with love in my eyes as I smile and them and mumble I love them

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my f/o: *loves me, takes care of me, spoils me, calls me pet names*

me:

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Imagine your f/o’s reaction to you falling asleep in your arms for the first time. It’d be rude of them to move and wake you up, but… No! There would be no reason for them to wake you up. They think you look like an angel while you’re asleep and they don’t want to disrupt you. They keep a watchful eye over you and hug you as a way to protect you from any nightmares. You deserve the nap. Eventually, your f/o ends up falling asleep too. They continue to hold you in their arms even while asleep.

#blueue #•baby blue this ones for you• #•baby blue three• #•baby blue goldy• #•baby big blue• #•classic baby blue•

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Still moving but I found some time and finally designed Big Blue!

Including the soul sword from his world because it plays a huge part in his story, as his soul was fed to it and after the last wielder was killed he absorbed the sword in an attempt to get his soul back. It didn't quite work but he is now bound to the sword and acts as a scabbard of sorts (usually the wielder is the "scabbard" but he messed up how it works)

Eventually Ark is able to help him to restore him partially to his former self with the aid of Dr//strange of earth 6/16 but his soul was absorbed to long ago into the sword and it can't be separated from it (think like putting food coloring in water, it's there but you can't remove it) and being stuck in that form for so long would leave some scars (in a sense). But they were able to align the sword which was enough for him to return to his former self, and with practice he learned to align and un align the sword so he can transform (fully and partially)

Got a lotta new powers from it too like Anti-magic fire breath, being able to grow claws at will, longer range teleportation, and a minor healing factor

#blueue #noah•shush #f/o #selfship #arks•arts #•baby big blue• #•baby boy blue•

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Holidays are approaching sooner than later and for those of us who struggle with difficult or toxic family...please imagine your f/o by your side, squeezing your hand whenever you feel anxious or sad. A small feeling of comfort can fo wonders to get you through stressful times.

#blueue

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your f/o: ugh, your hands are so cold

your f/o: i’ll hold them to warm them up i guess

you: you don’t have to—

your f/o: no, i’m gonna

#•baby blue goldy• #•baby blue this ones for you• #•baby big blue• #blueue

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Hey, I just wanted to say that this blog is really freaking cool, and that you're also very cool!! Have a nice day!!!

Oh my gosh thank you! ;;v;; I haven't been active so I don't know when this is sent but it's very sweet

#noah•shush #•answered•ask• #•answered•asks• #talons-and-flowers