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Sometimes I feel as if I’ll never be able to love again.

If I’ll ever be able to truly love myself.

A feeling of hopelessness.

Even with the money and the friends.

The luxury’s of the good things in life.

Money only buys temporary happiness, which becomes old.

The only thing money buys is a sense of security and a comfortable life.

When the night is over and the bedroom door is closed, money creates no type of happiness.

I pop my pills, I lay down, I smoke my tree.

I’m a whole new me after that.

The demons appear.

The skeletons in the closet on my conscious.

Uncontrollable thoughts that pace faster than the speed of light.

So many thoughts of not wanting to be on this earth.

Thoughts of ending everything seeing it as a selfless thing to do.

That was the old me though.

The message I’m giving to all is you are not alone.

You will have demons that you can never get rid of.

What it all comes down to is learning how to tame the demons that will never perish.

Always remember what you give to the universe is what you get from the universe.

Love yourself

Never rely on someone or some thing for YOUR OWN HAPPINESS.

The only way you will conquer the dark is by fighting & taming your demons.

You will see the light I promise you will.

You are limitless.

Your capable of doing anything you can imagine.

If you want something that bad and wish it into your power that bad in life you will have it one day I promise you will.

You will not suffer forever.

Never give up, no matter what life throws at you.

I promise you will make it to see the light.

Most importantly, never forget who you are.

-samesadkid

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“I'm a goth boy kinda like my own clique.”

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“Why the fuck do everybody act like they care? I was dying and nobody was there, Please don't cry, baby, life ain't fair” Lil Peep, Runaway.

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