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-William Wordsworth

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This is actually such a powerful image

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You’re gonna have to take Terry out to make this point.

And calling Will Smith gross is disrespectful.

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“I hope one day we can forgive each other for not being what we wanted each other to be”

— Kriti G.

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Educate and protect both of them

Before I have to educate them while you try to protect them.

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“growth isn’t always constant. relapses happen. it doesn’t erase all your success.”

— Unknown

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Sometimes it’s not even about the driving.

I enjoy ending the night together.

Even if I leave in my car and you in yours.

Also, driving your own self so you have the power to dictate when you go home but I understand just being a passenger has its benefits.

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If you think my mouth is cute now, wait til I’m eating you out until the only thing you can do is whimper and beg

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true or false - did the spirit of richard compel will smith to slap chris rock?

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IG: avegansparadise

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Poetry died with you

You know.

Well.

Us.

Either way.

She’s dead now.

It’s ironic watching what was once my favorite poet in her life stage of “I really hope she bears this thing” hoping you’re somewhere beating your demons too.

Hoping I’m not one of them.

I’m getting to old to run let alone chase things. Let alone chase dreams that feature the boogie monster.

I hope when the monster opens with out knocking the love from boo turns screams into giggles and melts your heart.

It’s crazy. I’m so happy to finally know that wasn’t my role in our movie.

But I am sad the credits rolled so soon.

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I wanted to save this, and I’m not sure if anyone else needed to see this so here :

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sorry im so stupid but what does nsfw stand for???

no spaghetti for waluigi

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I often wonder what trains you still ride.

I found myself on that train that night

At like three o'clock in the morning Before the sun came up. Holding your head Unsure if I could hold my own I finally knew what love was.

We had an odd history with trains.

Coming and leaving And Coming and staying And Disappearing. Like magic tricks

It still feels odd some days That we live two completely separate lives

But that night I learned my mother could choose to love me or not I learned my dad knew love but not responsibility I learned that loving you wasn’t in question

I also learned that I had nothing to offer you But homeless nights And endless train rides And I watched you Sleeping Loving me anyway.

And I never let my self deserve that.

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It’s so bright

And sunny

And we made it

Driving half way with our eyes closed.

Hoping the right turns wouldn’t send us left.

Forgiveness doesn’t exist

Nor need to when love is present.

I’m fine with us loving our way through messes we inherited

Like pain

I’m sorry she’ll never apologize

But the pain she caused came from love

How ironic

Like the person giving you nothing

Getting everything.

I’ve learned there’s so much more I could tell you than things you can’t change.

Like I’m excited for you to see this kid.

Like I look up to you

Like healing looks good on you.

Like I see you pain

But I also see you breaking through

Secrets just become memories forgotten

Not worth the dead space

And demons are only angels

Lost

Not sure where home is

Looking for a physical space

Instead of looking within

One day

I’m going to have to tell you. But I love you And I’m not ready to see your heart shatter. And I can’t lie Not about this And well It is your fault. You didn’t protect me You didn’t save me But I know you didn’t know how. It wasn’t your job to You were doing what you were taught

We all were

They taught us to hate 
In the name of a God 
All we wanted to do was praise

They taught us to judge

They taught us shame They colored it with blessings And hopes And prayers They fed us eternity Equipped with salad forks and steak knives.

My plastic silverware wasn’t cutting right

But you had your own steak to deal with. You had your own demons speaking to God against you And it seemed easier for him to test us than rid them And I would never make a good Job. But brother I love you.

More than you’ll ever know

I think about the way your heart beats And pray it’s consistent

But secrets can’t dwell in love Or love can’t live with secrets Or living ain’t secret with love Lately i don’t know what order To step in

But I see our future now And it’s bright And sunny And we made it Kinda And I always knew you would change the world Even if it was just mine.