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transformative

#one of my favorite performances of ever

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Missalina Rei signed photo

#Arisu in his btssb & grape vine is it for me

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There is no nyappy in the world

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I think about abandoning this blog often because it doesn;t always feel good to center consumption & adoration of the other/influence of things external to the self, but at the end of the day I'm grateful that I have this secret dwelling to indulge my inner loser while maintaining a normie facade on the surface

#when I'm posting it feels like going into a hole #the internet & digital collecting is where I draw a lot of inspiration for life . #I've always wanted to start a self-centered personal blog but I like having the distinction between the tangible & digital self #I'm far too fractured to write anything worthwhile n e way

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under the rose

#rouage #my gif

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when the moan is dismal and endless

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Gothic & Lolita Bible Issue 1 - Mana-sama for Moi Meme Moitie 

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Rika

#rouage #my scans

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Jane Marple ~ '96 Summer Novelty Bag

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kiss me

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First of May ~ Rose Bouquet JSK

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Maxicimam Screen Print Art from 2002

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Ruth Bernhard - Enigma, 1976