autumnal-ruvyzvat

[autumnal-ruvyzvat]

Hey I'd love a playlist for a dogkin/wolfkin, I love everything but country and rap and I'm hoping for some different moods ranging from hunting to fighting to lonely to happy to loving or whatever you can find!

Honey, It’s Alright - Gregory Alan Isakov

Wolf - First Aid Kit

Feral Love - Chelsea Wolfe

Happy Hour - Infinity Crush

Furr - Blitzen Trapper

Human - Daughter

The Enemy - Mumford and Sons

Howl - Florence And The Machine

The Hunted - Snow Ghosts

Dirty Paws - Of Monsters And Men

Old Pine - Ben Howard

#[i’ll come back to this later] #rb

[autumnal-ruvyzvat]

Songs for kin!

Galaxykin: Stardust, by MIKA

Dragonkin: Firework, by Katy Perry

Faekin: Chandelier, by Sia

Demonkin: Girls Like Girls, by Hayley Kiyoko

Angelkin: Infinity, by One Direction

Wolfkin: Wolves, by One Direction

Mermaidkin: Underwater, by MIKA

#[i’ll come back to this later] #rb

[autumnal-ruvyzvat]

As a tear nearly rolls down my face while my finger scrolls the Ninjago Wiki, a shiver runs down my spine. The cold, the intelligence, the loneliness, the isolation, the protective role, the soul-searching; all of it screams my name. It felt so natural to me seeing presumably my past and my creation as a nindroid—it’s like I remember things I thought I lived.

Alas, I have yet to know if it’s relatability or kinship. Another day of feeling too much like a human. For now, my gender has my back.

#🌺; questioning #🐰; down the rabbit hole again. #|| #ninjago zane #ninjago #zanekin #zanekith #otherkin #otherhearted #otherkith #otherspin

[autumnal-ruvyzvat]

I wish to know: what are the fantastique feelings of kinship anyway? Is it to get teary-eyed and chill-reigned arms at depictions of your source—to have an inside view of such a spectacle? Is it to feel envyous of those who have befriended or even beloved your character in their media? Is it wanting to jump into their world and experience it as them—wanting to feel their emotions and think their thoughts?

I wish to know: am I the idea I claim to be and have? Am I the Russian stickman I place myself in? Am I the headcanon I created for my source—the hyperfixation I had for a while? Am I the music that gets stuck in my head, sung by him as a reminder to who I might be? Am I his asociality and cold-heartedness attempting to be personified?

I wish to know: did the character’s history and biography alter my self-perception? Did his introverted-ness, poor social skills, and loyalty shape my identity? Did my realization of our commonalities create a bond between us?

I wish to know: is the Ruvyzvat figure I obsess over a canon version of myself? Is the true me hidden by lies from the last [x] years?

#🎶; Ruv speaks #🎤; the name's Ruv by the way. #|| #i might add to this later #unreality cw #unreality tw #cw unreality #tw unreality

[autumnal-ruvyzvat]

it’s funny because i don’t know how i never truly understood my kin with Ruv. i mean, i’ve always felt super connected to the in-game song(s) by him and i even get a bit emotional just looking at him. i think what made me realize was the “headcanon” i made (which might have been me projecting myself onto him subconsciously).

either way, i guess i do feel like him. but i’m still having a tad of doubt. i don’t know.

#!remindme #to add the link of my headcanon post #|| #🎶; Ruv speaks #🎤; the name's Ruv by the way.

[autumnal-ruvyzvat]

[“I would be too tired to do this kind of stuff, but I have to do what I’m meant to do.”; quote from Ruv in-game with an image of him and a joypunk flag background.]

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