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Death of a character. ./ooc rant on

 I’ve been holding in a lot of these feelings the past few weeks, simply because I don’t like causing waves, or drama, but I feel this is a necessary that needs to be put out there, in some form. Will the people that this matters for read it? Who knows. I don’t think any of them know about this account. First and foremost, while the chunk of the FF community is a good one, you’ll stumble across those few that are just complete trash.

That make you feel like an outcast, that don’t really.. Try to see your side of things. That are to selfish to really give a single fuck outside of there own orbit.

Now, people could claim I’m salty. That because I was removed from the FC i was in on FF, that I’m upset over it- And while yes I am upset, its for a completely different reason. I’m upset that the main reason I was removed- Was because someone I valued as a friend and someone whom I thought I could trust, possibly betrayed me?

I didn’t give him the opportunity to talk to me, because how was I to trust anything he had to say. He always said he was an asshole, and that he was garbage, that he thought very little of himself...And I used to advocate for him. Tell him he was dumb and that he was wrong. But now? You are kindah an asshole. The worst kind because you lied and left me to feel embarrassed and unsure. 

You killed my character.

I deleted my tumblr because of you. Because I didn’t know what else you and you’re little click of friends would dig up to use again me. And your little click. I’m usually not someone who wishes ill upon anyone, but I hope all of them, including you, get what you deserve. I hope Karma finds all of you, and rightly bites all of you in the ass.

Anyway, I wanted to thank all of you as well- Because if you all hadn’t treated me like garbage- Which, I actually started to believe, I wouldn’t have met the amazing man I’m currently spending a good part of my time with. I wouldn’t have realized just how terrible FF is as a whole, and honestly I don’t need people like you in my life. All of you are terrible people. Well, you and the leaders. -some- of the members are good people, just a pity they are all under the rouse that you and the leaders are actually caring good people.

Anyway. It’s for the best. I just needed to vent. And I hope you, all of you see this. I hope all of you feel like miserable pieces of shit. But you wont. Because that’s how it works, right? Give zero fucks for others emotions. 

#Needed to get that one out #Ugh. #So done

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NATANT

[adjective]

1. swimming; floating.

2. Botany: floating on water, as the leaf of an aquatic plant.

Etymology: from Latin natant-, stem of natāns, present participle of natāre, “to swim”.

[Black Ink Art - Idea of Nothing]

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Dark Lady watch over you.

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Have a child Miqo sketch.

#Rp influenced #Children Miqo #So adoribs #My art #FFxiv #Though not very good art #Hung over sketches are best sketches

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"What if ...?” Wednesday!

Send in your “what if” questions! Anonymous is on!

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Ernest Hemingway, The Sun Also Rises

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Last night lineart practice (also sort of cheating inktober lol) Some of mine & Falcon’s elezen OCs, our beloved daugthers♥ Which one catch your eyes the most?

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My healer: Hey can you slow down

Tank: no

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“L-ladies? A little help, maybe? I hear a KISS will work!”

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Cards Witch aesthetic

requested by @mothraofficial

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It's ligit.

If you roleplay a ship with me,

You will get— Inconsistent ship building time because I play too many characters. The occasional obstacle when I’m not feeling lazy. Rare romance but it will have your teeth aching. Too much hot (and sometimes disturbingly kinky) smut. Badass action scenes. Some angst and drama when I’m in the mood for it or scene calls for it. Random drabbles when I get a wild hair up my ass. Occasional gif/photo sets when I feel like rubbing it in peoples’ faces. @ tagged when I remember. Headcanons about hilarious shit. And you’ll love every moment.