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Reminder that sharing your problems with your friends and loved ones does not make you a burden. They’d want to help you and you deserve to get those bad feelings off of your chest. 

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You don't know how close I actually am

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Literally the only way you're going to get better is by challenging your thinking and if you don't put any effort into that I can't help you

#this is directly aimed at myself #also change your fucking self care routines sometimes

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No one ever wonders how I'm doing

#i dont want to exist

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I'm not okay thanks for asking

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I feel you but I don't care

#whats wrong with me

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I have to kill myself before this group of friends abandon me too

#uuuygh hell brakn

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planning a trip to Chicago, writing incoherent stories way too fast, baking tons of food, going on a run at 3 am down the middle of the street, dancing to every song you own by yourself, and convincing yourself the construction workers outside your house are there solely to attempt to get a glimpse of you bc you’re just so out of this world beautiful, all within the span of one night

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Me pursuing Validation like

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You are not “unnatural” or “bad” if you 

Have low to no empathy

Have hyper-empathy 

Have a personality disorder

Have more than one person in your mind

Have scary/violent thoughts

Don’t have the energy for interaction every day

Can’t take a shower/brush your teeth very often

Don’t like certain noises/textures

Don’t want to forgive them

Know you did nothing wrong

Love yourself 

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You ruined me. Even now when i try to be intimate with my boyfriend i cant unclench or open my eyes. I hope you die.

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