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I'm afraid of sharing this one so pls be nice:)))))

#husbands kissing #qsmp #pissa

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Hello again ../

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meo w

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People bringing up Chayanne is a glass child like yeah this has been a huge thing and was one of the culminating points of the fight that happened with Chayanne and Tallulah last year. I love this family sm and I love the way q!Phil is portrayed as a flawed parent

I don’t think a lot of people realize that q!Phil is absolutely incapable of reading emotions specifically Chayanne’s. Especially when Chayanne hides them to act tougher and fine. It’s a double edge sword and it’s nothing that can be fixed if it’s not said to his face.

ex: when Chayanne said that he hated fighting q!Phil he IMMEDIATELY broke into “I’m so sorry” and apologized over and over again you can tell he felt HORRIBLE. He cracked the moment Chayanne started opening up about what he really felt.

q!Phil sucks ass at noticing when his kid feels a certain way and it’s something he KNOWS. It’s why they said they would open up to each other more because q!Phil just /cant/ read his kids minds. And Chayanne is trying his best to slowly let out his emotions and that’s GOOD.

It’s FINE. He doesn’t need to bleed right then and there. It will take time for him to process what happened and it will take time for him to open up and q!Phil will be there ready when he can.

And I know it fucking sucks to see it happen but I for one think it needs to happen.

q!Phil and Chayanne’s relationship is very unique and specific. They believe in each others abilities and trust each other to take care of themselves. Chayanne has always seen his dad as untouchable so imagine how he feels knowing that he’s not invincible?

Chayanne is a mirror image of q!Phil both in all the good and the bad. Things aren’t black and white as most people make it out to be and no q!Phil is not a horrible parent, he’s not a bad guy and no Chayanne does not think less of his father.

Having q!Phil in Chayanne’s life has been so important to his development and it’s been good. He just needs the balance that q!Missa brings. Because in all the flaws that q!Missa has q!Phil is there to pick him up and vice versa.

The death family is the most flawed, troubled, loved, imperfectly perfect family and it’s why I love them so deeply. Because through all the pain and flaws they prefer to go through it together. They love one another and support each other unconditionally.

#tienes toda tu boca llena de razón y tus pensamientos claros y decisivos #qsmp

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I imagine Missa seeing Tallulah's adoption certificate and printing a thousand more of those and paying them all over the house and showing it to everyone.

#qsmp #qsmp missa #qsmp tallulah #death family

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The Sun’s (Phil and Chayanne) always the most overprotective over the Moon’s of the family (Missa and Tallulah)

Like today with q!Phil being extra worried for Tallulah so he saved her first and Chayanne always being the one to jump in and attack anybody who dares to hurt q!Missa.

The entire family is protective of course but those two have this flare to them where they burn like the sun and unleash on those that dare hurt the most emotional of the family. Chayanne brings out his sword and stands in front of Tallulah and q!Missa if need be and Phil will go out of his way to scold and yell, making it known that if anyone misses with his family they will mess with him too.

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I'M SO HAPPY I'M DYING- I DON'T KNOW- AAAAHH I HAD LOST HOPE BUT- AAAHHH I'M SO HAPPY I'M GOING TO CRY

#They can't tell you anything about missa #IT'S ULTRA MEGA OFFICIAL #qsmp #deathduo #qsmp missa #qsmp liveblog

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can this semester be done already? Like please-- i am so fucking tired-- i just want to watch the streams of my minecraft dads being gay and yearning for eachother- pls- for the love of gawd let this fucking semester end! I wanna witness the vod where missa makes his letter to phil! I wanna wtiness the vod where phil says 'MY missa'! please! PLEASEEEE!

#omg same #I no longer care what my notes are #just fuck leave me free being dululu about minecraft characters

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So my beauty and the beast, Pissa au had a update:

Summary: Missa is the son of a librarian who ends up in a beast's castle when he gives his life for his older brother.

#qsmp #pissa #qsmp fanfiction #qsmp fic

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phil doesn't do romance.

romance didn't really go hand in hand with his whole anarchistic slash fighter slash father persona. he rolls his eyes at public affection. he brushes off the friendly flirting from his peers. he's always at a lost for words whenever tallulah asks for a love story at bedtime.

phil never considered himself a romantic.

but phil does have multiple pages in a photo album filled with memories he captured at cellbit and roier's wedding. he does smile warmly and poke fun at foolish when the topic of vegetta's generosity and physique comes up. he helps the kids' put together gifts when the island's couples start having anniversaries. he does have a purposefully placed skull on his backpack for commemoration.

phil thinks about romance sometimes.

as he tucks away the armor that he had displayed for months for missa's return, he thinks about romance in his life. has he experienced romance? courtship? has he courted?

when cellbit and roier hold hands as a group of them walk towards the movie theater, phil remembers the times missa would grab his arm in fear when mobs would come at them. phil remembers how the touches startled him at first. the closeness, the warm squeeze of their hands, it was new. not unwelcome, just new.

when baghera plays her ukulele at a campfire get together, everyone huddles together and basks in her soft voice and sweet tunes. phil sits with his kids, his back rested against a tree trunk, eyes closed as he takes in the peace. he begins to reminisce about missa playing his guitar for chayanne's nightly lullaby. they'd sit in their front yard, chayanne and phil crisscrossed on the grass, looking up at missa who sang spanish melodies.

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deciding to not let my writing drabbles collect dust and share them with the community :) this one's clearly unfinished but i enjoy the softness of it

i wrote this in september of last year so it doesn't quite match the recent lore lol

#qsmp #qsmp philza #pissa #qsmp missa #this is soooooo #AMAZING OP

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M8 I just woke up and will be going through the first out of seven days of exams-- wtfdym Phil said "my Missa" in chat, wdym he saw the letter, wdym he go protective and possessive over Missa, wdym the yearning is deeper, wdym he whimpered when he said he misses missa for the 57293829th time,

An what the fuck you mean I am missing all this shit as i get ready for campus. Somebody fucking burn the school so i can have an excuse to watch minecraft men be gay i fucking beg you.

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I just want Philza to send a letter back to Missa, and then Missa sees it and responds, and so on, and don't stop writing while their are apart

They should steal the idea from the frubbo and do it their own way, IF DESTINY DOESN'T LET THEM GET TOGETHER THEN BETTER FORCE IT

#qsmp #pissa #deathduo #this is not an ask is a prayer #“El amor esta en todas partes #y si el destino no quiere verlos juntos… ¡FUERCEN LO!”

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Fuck it. Deaths your duo 👍

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YOOOOOO B-DAY BOY LETSGOOOOOO

💥💥💥💥me when Chayanne, love that kid, he's amazing

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What if I made a comic on tiny Missa being held by Phil huh? What then?

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Missa saying "Where are you going asshole??" while watching an animatic of himseft where he's leaving is terribly funny LIKE MAN YOU WERE THE ONE WHO LEFT , YOU WERE THERE!!!

#bro is very good at role playing and knows how to get out of character. #qsmp #qsmp missa #at least understood our suffering

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This is more of angstyish? fluff but missa arriving home and seeing the state of phil's wings which then he offers to help preen and clean them up a bit.

It's very basic ik ;v;

That ugh- THAT ACTUALLY GIVE A IDEA, not too much like that but yeah.. yeah..

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