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My coming out as a trans lesbian. (A message to my followers.)

Yes, everyone. I am "gay", or should I say, I'm a lesbian.

This may come as a shock to some of you since I would talk about "hot men" and even make captions about attracting hunks and whatnot. If you notice an absurd amount of those kind of captions surfacing this past week until now, that's because I was dealing with comphet, short for compulsive heterosexuality. In reality, I do not like men nor am I attracted to masculinity.

Why until now? One, it’s because I wanted to wait for the right time to come out and it was coincidentally on Lesbian Visibility Day. Two, it’s something I've been questioning ever since I found out I was trans. This didn’t happen in a day or two. It’s been years and I would have thought I was just pansexual. However, I was not sure whether I genuinely liked boys or if I just liked their validation. It turns out it's only the latter and I was questioning whether I was really gay or just gynosexual. I admit that getting positive reception from them turned me on and I could see the kindness and affection they displayed towards other women (something that really made me euphoric). But the moment you would place me next them for more, say, intimacy (I'm trying to keep it PG), I felt that spark turn off. Don't even get me started when they're bare or worse, send me D-picks (it's so nasty).

Now, I've never did any of that IRL. But, I've tried to interact with them through social sites. Not just in Tumblr, but in other sites like Grindr. If you ever think of creating a Grindr to meet, don't bother. It's hot garbage! All of them were chasers and not a single one was attractive. Only one "guy" seemed to be "cute"; it was a femboy, who was commencing their transition into a woman. Those were the only men I thought I was attracted to, but the reality is: I was only attracted to their femininity, but not their body or intimacy. Femboys are still men and I'm not attracted to men.

That got me questioning: Am I really only liking people for their femininity or do I genuinely only like girls? To make a long story short, I've never felt so much better than imagining myself being the lovely girl... of another girl! I always loved women as a guy, but now that I'm about to transition, being into women as a girl feels so right for me! No more comphet for me!

I know this is not the norm on these kind of blogs as the majority tend to be attracted to masculinity. However, I do want to say that even trans lesbians exist on the feminization scene. That leads me to tell all of you for the next update: You won't be seeing anymore new straight trans girl captions after the first few days of the next month. That's why you saw those kind of captions bombard my blog these past few days. It's just my way of saying "Let me just get it done with". I'm actually glad you enjoyed them, but I just don't feel any connection to those kind of captions anymore. I'll try to upload them when I can since I've been busier than usual.

Anyways, I'm happy you read this very long post. Even if you're not a lesbian, I hope this note at least gives you an insight on not keeping your true feelings locked any longer. Everyone deserves to be themselves. You should too.

Sincerely, Nikki.

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Trans lesbians are also valid. Happy Lesbian Day everyone!

Illustration done by the wonderful Pink-Horizons over at DeviantArt.

#transgender #feminine #tgcaptions #trans girl #lesbian #you are valid #trans lesbian #international lesbian day #lgbt art #art not mine #lgbtlove

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How old were you when you saw this girl and grabbed your "phantom breasts", wishing you had them big and hard like hers?

This may be before or after your time, but I remember these "Demotivational Poster" memes surfacing the webs as a kid around the late 2000s. They started to wane sometime around 2009 when the "Rage Era" started and didn't seem funny anymore. Honestly, I never liked them at all.

However, the reason why I'm using this as a Throwback Thursday continuation is because this image of a hot Millennial girl was very commonly used for Demotivational Posters around this time frame (I wanna say this pic is from 2008). I don't recall seeing this pic, but I am definitely familiar with the feeling of "phantom breasts". Have you ever tried to mimic girls like her and wished how you also loved to have her big knockers, but felt down because you were way too flat? Trust me, I felt that way, and I still do.

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After all, the view matches better with your ideals than it did before.

Here’s the real Throwback Thursday caption that I tried to upload. Question: did anyone use this pic other than Desireeraye? I feel like I’ve seen this pic used in another caption (or maybe it’s just a Mandela effect). Anyways, I hope you enjoy the view here.

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You know you want to. What's stopping you, girl? Dress up like her, go out to a club, allure a nice hunk, and suck his c*ck. He might even give you a good f*ck.

Today’s Throwback Thursday is going to be a little different as I’m having a bit of a technical difficulty trying to upload a nice caption. Instead, I’m going to upload a caption with a different theme. You might be familiar with “Reblog” captions. Well, I made one as an honor to those “Reblog” captions of yesterday. But instead of using a random pic, I used an actual pic of me.

For those not familiar, I had a voting poll consisted of what caption I should write with the “Reblog” theme. Well, here's the alternative "Reblog if" caption, or how I should call it, the loser caption. Then again, I know that the sissy fandom loves being called a loser, so maybe it fits so well haha!

P.S. This is just a caption made for fun for some of my fans. You can share it as a sissy caption and steal this post for all I care. However, do NOT obligate me to participate or commit me to any BDSM shit.

#feminization captions #tgcaptions #forced feminized #feminization makeover #mtf trans #maletofemale #crossdressing captions #i want to be a girl #feminize me #give up your manhood #sissy ferminization #trans captions #permanent feminization #feminization kink #feminization hypnosis #boys will be girls #submisive and breedable #all dolled up #bimbofy me #female hormones

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Though you’re not as cracked as you used to be, at least you get a thrill when a boy online lets you win an online match.

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Sorry if it’s too hard to read, but I bet it isn’t as hard as what you’re imagining right now. And that too, can be as addicting if you’re into it. ;)

It’s Woman Crush Wednesday and today’s figure is a modern classic seen on feminization captions: Katy Perry.

Known for her pop hits like “California Gurls” and “I Kissed a Girl”, as well as for her attractive looks and figure, she has been a female role model for those of us who were growing up in the late 2000s-early 2010s. This was around the time when feminine sexuality became more empowering and Katy was one of the prime figures on that movement, as well as her contemporaries such as Lady Gaga.

Though she has been more of a polarizing figure as of these past few years and I’m not as big of a fan like I used to, her heyday self still gives me a warm and cozy feeling when I was still discovering my female side. Many of the earlier feminization captions here on Tumblr had pics of her and even played an influence on how future captions would become. Who would have thought a woman who had a thing for kissing girls would influence others into feminization and sexual liberation.

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It’s what a girl like you wants from a man 😉

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The excitement of looking like a femme fatale is so priceless, you could stare at your reflection for hours!

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As a guy, you had no game. As a trans woman, you make guys go crazy. The best part? They know what you want. You always get what you want.

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In return, you love it when he makes you feel like the woman you've become, both in bed and in public.

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Feminization is your future! Your ex-girlfriends will see you as one of them. Once you unleash your inner woman, there is no going back.

Well, I made my promise for fan service. Lowkey, I had fun making these polls and seeing the different results. It made me feel more confident on showing my feminine self to all of you. Here are the overall results from the poll:

69 votes! That’s a nice number 😉

Here is the prize caption with a surprise face reveal! While I don’t really look like this (yet), this is the closest of how I want to look. I made this caption in the style of the older “Reblog if” captions from Tumblr’s heyday. Some people will think this is an old caption, but it’s actually from today! I will make another variation of this pic with the other caption for Throwback Thursday since I loved how l looked here. Anyways, enjoy and reblog! These will be my only "Reblog if" captions. Might as well also be "sissy captions" while you're at it. But make no mistake, I'm no sissy, I'm a woman. A trans woman.

-Ashley “Nicki” Nicole

#feminization captions #mtf trans #maletofemale #crossdressing captions #permanent feminization #feminization #tgcaptions #feminize me #i want to be a girl #trans captions #give up your manhood #feminization makeover #sissy ferminization #feminization hypnosis #boys will be girls

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This is something we all wish to be one day, don’t you think?

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