i attend christmas parties from outside. how can i ever try to be better nobody ever lets me in. don't want money just someone who wants my company let it once be me. who could ever leave me darling but who could stay? i've never been a natural all i do is try. i'm alone on my own and thats all i know. fell behind all my classmates and i ended up here. to a house not a home all alone cause nobody's there where i pace in my pen and my friends found friends who care. i tuck myself in and turn my nightlife on i wish i'd never grown up. ones i loved trued to help so i ran them off and here i sit alone behind walls of regret. when my depression works the graveyard shift all of the people i've ghosted stand there in the room. i hate it here so i will go to secret gardens in my mind people need a key to get to the only one is mine. you're on your own kid you always have been.
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the way if i can do it with a broken heart ever gets a full stage production in some future tour or other awards show or something idk it will be so upsetting to hear the crowd shouting "more!" but like......what are they gonna do??? not do it???? the levels
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okay so where are my fellow guilty as sin? stans at
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Who uses typewrites anyway?
all too well (short film) | fortnight music video
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