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I can physically feel the sadness in my body and i just want to be happy for once

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i don't wanna die, i just wanna never have existed in the first place.

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I just don’t want to feel anything anymore. I’m tired, drained, exhausted. Just let me die already.

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I feel nothing, I just distract myself the whole time, to not feel this emptiness. It feels like I’m draining

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naps hit different when ur using them to avoid being alive

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The moment you actually start thinking about suicide again after being okay is so painful

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Depression hits hard, memory like fog, time mixes, becomes diffuse, the body becomes heavy. I don't want more, I can't take more

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People will say ANYTHING to get what. They want out of you. Don’t fucking kisten.

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the world is not scary plus im strong as hell

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Meirl

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