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NEPTUNE IN THE 10th HOUSE; Observations

No one can get a good grasp on these types. Their persona is an illusion and many wouldn't recognize them in a private setting. The first thing people notice about these types is their kind nature. They are open minded and non-judgmental. They see people as the individuals that they are, because they would like to be understood in the same way. They struggle with finding their place in the world. Growing up, they may have always felt unusual or different. They spent a lot of their time alone with their fantasies, wishing to share them with others. As adults, they channel this energy into their long-term goals. People with this placement thrive as artists because of how easily they connect to the public, they understand what the public needs emotionally. They are in tune with the collective, but sometimes this can become overwhelming when they are trying to distinguish their own feelings. Neptune tenth housers frequently lose touch with reality and become confused when trying to set goals. They dream big, but struggle with managing day-to-day objectives. They have a hard time mapping out the future, and have a tendency of becoming trapped within delusions. When times get rough, they will do everything they can to avoid the uncomfortable truths of reality. Many with this placement turn to drugs and alcohol and have a significant relationship with substance abuse. Ultimately, these individuals prefer to go with the flow and like to see where life takes them. This type of mentality is healthy, but it wouldn’t hurt if more effort was put into the outcomes of their actions. They believe in fate and know they’ll always end up where they need to be, it is not easy for them to shake this mindset when needed. This passive attitude can lead to a lack of recognition within their careers, they don’t voice their talents. If people don’t recognize their talents, Neptune tenth housers go on to assume that it is because they're talentless. When in actuality, they are not expressing their talents enough. They doubt themselves and don’t like to impose themselves upon others. But, this risky attitude is needed for them to run into the type of fate they’ve dreamed about.

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Plural culture is a plural friend tlaking to you about soemthing, and then another day talking about the same thing because both of you forgot

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plural culture is "oh god what if I'm not a system? Will my friends abandon me?" and "WAAAH I DON'T WANNA BE APART OF A SYSTEM ANYMOREEE; I WANT MY OWN LIFEEE" every other minute

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being an autistic person that scripts out interactions 24/7 but is also plural is so weird- i keep accidentally scripting what my headmates will say then backtracking and being like- “why would they ever say that?” or just generally feeling weird that i’m scripting a scenario for them-

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rlly wish the body would change to match whoever fronts :(( ❦

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I make myself laugh rlly

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Me rn

Head fuzzy

#fuzz

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the BPD urge to push a new friend away and destroy the friendship so they can't hurt you first

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Hey, shout out to systems with "frustrating" or "socially bad" traits.

systems who seem indecisive, "hot and cold", disloyal, dishonest, etc. to others due to subtle switches, passive influence, being median, amnesia barriers, etc. between headmates with very different opinions, wants, and moods

systems who have headmates with "scary" attributes/symptoms, like hallucinations, delusions, anger issues, hypersexuality, low/no empathy, selfishness, need for attention, etc. especially those afraid they're perpetuating the "evil alter" stereotype

systems who never know who's fronting. especially those with memory barriers, those who struggle with feeling any sense(s) of personhood, and/or those who struggle to keep close bonds with people due to this

systems who struggle with meltdowns, tantrums, outbursts, pathological demand avoidance, poor sense of social norms, and other tendencies/issues that make being social or just existing in public difficult

systems with fluctuating sexualities and/or triggers that make it difficult to remain with a partner/partners (or to date in the first place)

systems who infight in-system and have trouble making decisions without intense internal backlash

systems who have trouble keeping self care (and may go out of the house dirty/disheveled) due to other mental illness or due to frequent fronters being unmotivated, forgetful, or having sensory issues or triggers that interfere with self care tasks

systems whose "self defense" relies on people pleasing, avoiding stressors, getting overly defensive, or getting angrier than "reasonable"

You are loved, you are appreciated, you deserve to be a part of society, you deserve to be happy, you deserve to be understood and given patience... you deserve to be able to create, love, heal, be respected, be treated like your own age, to lead, to have a voice, to feel safe.

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brainmade culture is being a weird mesh of concepts! like. 'ghost rabbit elf' or 'spring alien'.

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Brainmade culture is the constant "what is your source? what is your source? where are you from?" am from me brain, thanks mate

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Brainmade heavy culture is okay am I just having a new OC idea or is someone trying to tell me something?

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brainmade heavy culture is flip flopping between 'im not a real system cuz most of my headmates are brain made' and 'i suddenly have a fictive so I Must Be Fake Right'

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brainmade culture is STRUGGLING to find profile pictures / faceclaims especially if you don't have a very typical appearance 😭

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Edit: I hit post instead of queue

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bpd system culture is having a factive of your FP

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