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[cheriiyaya]

pray for me guys first final tmmrw 🙏🙏

#xoxo...red #Abduebje im so nervous :<<

[cheriiyaya]

Concentration camp.

They built a concentration camp.

I don't think words can describe what this other than genocide.

[cheriiyaya]

im actually gonna do something this summer TRUSTTTTT

also is it just me or is telepatia by kali uchis SUCH a summer song?? like it gives off the vibes just right yknow

#xoxo...red

[cheriiyaya]

i did one for best boyfriend a while ago so now i have to ask

#Red Reblogs―୨୧⋆ ˚ #obvi theres only one correct answer n thats dazai <33

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we lost the whole emo band dawg. rip :((

#Red Reblogs―୨୧⋆ ˚ #Spoilers―୨୧⋆ ˚ #rip choso u wouldve loved mcr

[cheriiyaya]

would anyone be willing to fall for me so hard we must merge our souls together so we're tethered together for all of eternity?

#xoxo...red

[cheriiyaya]

pick a fic for me to work on but its just the titles

#xoxo...red

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im niot actually surprised by the deaths in jjk anymore im gonna be honest gege is just killing off anyone

BUT BC TODO IS BACK COULD THAT MEAN AN INUMAKI RETURN??? MAYBE??? PLEASE???

#xoxo...red

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went shopping bc retail therapy is the best therapy AND I FOUND THE CUTEST. DRESSES. EVERRRRRRR !!!!! THEY'RE BOTH CORSET DRESSES N THEYRE SO CUTEEHSJEHWIWJ2JJW i also got ballerina flats N I LOVE EMMMMMMM

#xoxo...red #Bought some k skincare as well !!!

[cheriiyaya]

wildfire season has started :<<< its so smoky outside n im coughing out my lungs help

#xoxo...red

[cheriiyaya]

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#Red Reblogs―୨୧⋆ ˚ #FEM CHUUYA IS SO FINEEEEE #BARKING OMG litt cant tell of i wanna be her or be w her T^T #ᯓᡣ𐭩 with love: chuuya

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leaked cover makes me think that dazai is gonna tip his toes in death

edit; added the leaked cover for @cheriiyaya

#Red Reblogs―୨୧⋆ ˚ #haha asagiri this is so funny you wont kill him right... #RIGHT?????

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red!! i hope you have a wonderful Saturday. i bring forth a scoop of strawberry ice cream🩷

ANNE HIHIIII !!!! i shall gladly accept the scoop of ice cream ^^ I HOPE U HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY/EVENING !!!

#red responds―୨୧⋆ ˚ #Red’s influence anne―୨୧⋆ ˚

[cheriiyaya]

I SLITHERED HERE FROM EDEN JUST TO SIT OUTSIDE YOUR DOOR !

FEATURING: D.OSAMU + PM!FEM!READER

sometimes he likes to go back to your house just to relive a few memories

CW: angst, dazai commits breaking and entering, erm lowkey forgot how to tag but theres no real warnings

A/N: FINALLY GOT SOMETHING OUT AFTER SO LONG AHEKJRBGVBFVK idk how i feel abt it tho...

this was a routine dazai knows very well.

jamming the pin into the keyhole, twisting it a few time until a click is heard and then rotating the handle to push open the door into your apartment.

just as expected, the door creaked open to a silent, empty apartment. if you were home, after all, a shot would've already been fired in his direction. maybe it'd hit him in the head, spraying his brains across the floor of your apartment and yet, dazai wouldn't even care, too enamored with you to realise the sticky mahogany spilling from a hole in his head.

dust floated in the rays of light that seeped through the curtains. items thrown haphazardly across the floor indicated you were probably in a rush when leaving, which was strange- you never were late for anything, you were always the most punctual out of the three of you years ago.

dazai could remember it vividly: you scolding him and chuuya for bickering like children, hurrying towards meetings while dazai pouted and chuuya grumbled.

and yet he could also remember how the sunlight glowed on your skin, leaving you a picture of angelic beauty in his eyes, even as your lips crinkled in a frown at the pairs childish antics as you chided them.

the kitchen was cleaner than the rest of the house, a little too clean. dazai wondered if you had even had time to eat before you left, tracing a slim finger around the rim of a mug half-filled with dark coffee. he stopped his finger along a part of the mug, imprinted a muted red in your lip gloss. you still use the same one, don't you? dazai always thought it looked pretty on you. he didn't even need to close his eyes to imagine you, your features burned into his mind and voice the ringing in his ears.

dazai doesn't think he'll feel the same those moments around you felt, with all your attention and devotion focused on him-

the sound of the door opening and shutting slammed dazai's heart into the pit of his stomach. he glanced at the oven clock-4:30? you were always held up 'til seven- before promptly ducking under the counter top.

if you came into the kitchen, he's so done.

your footsteps were muffled by the walls as you shrugged off your coat with a rustle of fabric, sighing. dazai didn't have to look to know, your hands were running in your hair, shoulders drooping with exhaustion.

truth be told, dazai doesn't think he would care being caught by you. he just fears your rejection.

your footsteps got closer and he could hear you, your sweet voice laced with exhaustion, mumble something under your breath. he tensed, eyes darting around for any kind of escape from the predicament.

his heart was racing. was he scared? no, was he...nervous? claws crawled up from his stomach, his throat clenching around their spindly fingers and his stomach churned at the thought of your face when you see him.

disgust, betrayal, hurt.

dazai is a selfish man, and yet he thinks he'll throw up if you look at him with anything but the gentle, affectionate gaze you spoiled him with.

your footsteps keep getting closer, closer. dazai's stomach churns and he holds his breath so hard his head spinned.

you were going to catch him. you were going to find him and scream at him, you were going to pat out every little insult that dazai knew he deserved but please, don't let them come from you.

you sighed and mumbled softly, turning the other way and ambled towards your room. the rush of blood in dazai's ears quieted a bit and he let out a breath once he heard your bedroom door close, lungs burning.

it's funny that he never got this anxious when faced with certain death during a mission, yet getting caught by you was enough to make him crumble. he lets out a shaky breath, half nervous chuckle and half relieved sigh as he stands up after a bit. waitng for noise behind the door of your room, dazai quietly padded his way towards the door. maybe he can leave, he doesn't have to cause you such distress again, it's for the better after all...

...or so he lies.

the door to your room opens with a creak and standing out in the middle of your living room, dazai knows he's done for. he doesn't even bother to turn around, not wanting to see the horrified look on your face. he just stands there, frozen with his back turned towards you.

dazai thinks he'll throw up.

"...dazai?" your voice was so soft, yet so filled of disbelief it hurt him to the core. you called for him again, this time with a quiver in your voice and dazai just wants to die there.

are you crying? did he make you cry? dazai didn't turn around, he doesn't want to see if he really did just make you cry.

too caught up in his thoughts, dazai didn't hear you tread carefully towards him, yet he registered the soft brush of your fingers through his clothes, the hesitancy with which you touched him that only traded for firmness as you brushed his back, as if you were checking if he was real.

"osamu." you sounded so hurt it made dazai sick. why are you calling him by his given name? he doesn't deserve it, he never deserved you after all. he shouldn't even be here in your apartment, he should be half dead in a ditch, drunk off the cheapest sake he has.

"you're here...you're really back, aren't you osamu?" you sobbed quietly.

shit, you're really crying.

reluctantly, dazai turned back towards you, swallowing thickly when your breath hitched at the sight of him. you cupped his face, the right side of his face that he'd always keep covered.

"please don't cry." he wanted to say to you, yet the words wouldn't come out. dazai remained silent, brushing tears off your face. you simply shook, rubbing your thumb along his cheekbone and dazai had to resist the urge to tear away from you and run out.

as if you sensed his wish, his hesitancy to this all, you pulled him closer, burying your face against his neck.

"don't go, please?" you mumbled. dazai let out a shuddering breath, his fingers gliding to rest on the small of your back. He really should leave, even if you begged him to.

and yet like the fool he was he stayed.

dazai walked back until he hit the edge of your couch, plopping down and settling you on his lap.

"...I really didn't mean for you to find me." dazai managed out, a weak smile on his face as he brushed your hair out of your face.

"then why did you break into my house?" dazai chuckled, but stayed silent. his lips brushed against your temple, rubbing his hand up and down your back.

"that's a secret, my dear!" he teased lightly, though his face didn't match his tone as his eyes fell upon your tear-stained face.

He sighed, tilting your head up. he brushed away your tears with the back of his fingers, lips pursed as dazai looked at you.

oh, how he wished it could all go back to those old days, when you life a little less complicated for dazai.

Now, he realises as you shake in his hold, it was never normal. you just came in and changed everything, didn't you?

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©Cheriiyaya 2024

#icymi―୨୧⋆ ˚ #yeah this lowkey flopped

[cheriiyaya]

4 Days Until May 14 1948

This date marks the 76th year of the Israeli oppression against Palestine. This date marks the day Israel drove out over 750, 000 people from their homeland to establish its "state".

This heinous event was called al-Nakba (the catastrophe, the disaster). This heinous event was the start of this genocide.

It did not start on October 7th 2023. It stared on May 14 1948. It. has. still. not. ended.

The Nakba did not end in 1948. It is still happening today, right at this very second.

The numbers are growing. Every. Second.

This is the day you remember the corporations that fund the genocide. This is the day you remember the governments that cheer-on the genocide. This is the day you remember how the west instigated hate-crimes towards Arabs. This is the day you remember how the west and Israel are the terrorists. This is the day you remember the millions of people who had been killed for ethnic cleansing.

This is the day you always remember. This is the day you never forget.

This is the day you cry for Palestine. This is the day you scream for Palestine.

This is the day you remind everyone of the country of Palestine. You must never stop talking about Palestine. Never.

Palestinian lives matter. Stand up for the ones that died and the ones that live. Show us you care.

Do not dare forget:

May 14 1948

If you want to help Palestine with financial aid, but don't have any money, there's a website called arab.org that donates for you with just one click of a button.

Please, do your part for Palestine.

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Two years ago Eurovision banned Russia from competing because of the Russian invasion of Ukraine. Now all of a sudden they wanna act like they're a "Non political" event.

Yeah, okay sure.

#Palestine #Free Palestine #Rafah

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#if you call yourself a feminist and yet dont talk abt palestinian women #youre a liar #free palestine #all eyes on rafah #block celebrities