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Not sure if anyone will see this or even care, or if this even something that is acceptable to post on tumblr (it's late and I'll probably regret this in the morning but right now I don't care) but to anyone who does: Does anyone know how to deal with a really bad fear of death, or running out of time or the afterlife? I've almost broken down at least 3 in the past 3 hours, and I actually did break down crying twice cause I couldn't calm myself down a few days ago. I know this isn't reddit or anything, but it's also one of my only forms of social media. If anyone has any advice it would be greatly appreciated as I've had this fear for years, and it always makes me feel weird to talk about or think about talking about this with anyone in my life.

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Taking a nap next to mom

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i was playing scrabble and i had a B, U, R, G, E, and R and i thought “aha burger, one who burgs, but my mom will never accept that as a word” but then i remembered burger is actually a word

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I’m crying

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"An anti-hero is a hero who isn't perfect. An anti-hero doesn't ride up in a white horse, or have shining golden hair and wonderful manners. In fact, an anti-hero doesn't look like the typical hero of a story at all. Anti-heroes can be crude and ugly and selfish, but they are heroes nonetheless. As flawed as an anti-hero is, they're still trying to do the right thing. You are all anti-heroes, and I'm proud of you." -- Yen Sid, Return to the Isle of the Lost

I would like to nominate Yen Sid as the best adult on the Isle, and one of the best in all of Auradon.

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hargreeves siblings questionable advice [12/?]

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Please remember that there are aro/aces who enjoy concept of romance only in fiction and like shipping characters or writing smut fanfics but still they wouldn't do that things in real life 🤍🖤💜

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not gonna say it again

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the fact that i'm no longer the same age as the protagonists of novels and films i once connected to is so heartbreaking. there was a time when I looked forward to turning their age. i did. and i also outgrew them. i continue to age, but they don't; never will. the immortality of fiction is beautiful, but cruel.

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“My deaf puppy doesn’t notice whenever I come home, so I get to wake her up gently and see her innocent excitement.” 

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A small bear

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The Hunger Games epilogue is emotional in so many ways that I forgot so many details until I re-read the series this week. In the book of memories that Katniss makes, among all her and Peeta’s memories of the games and the victors and district 12, Haymitch asks her to add every single tribute he mentored and lost ever since he won his own games. Earlier in Mockingjay, Katniss tells him something along the line of “you closed yourself off to everyone until Peeta and I came into the picture” and he neither confirmed nor denied. And while it is obvious that he loves Peeta and Katniss like his own kids, this one line in the epilogue tells me he didn’t close himself off as much as he wanted to. He remembered all 46 children the Capitol put under his care only to witness them horribly die. Most of them were from the Seam, just like he was. All of them had families waiting for them, all of them wanted to survive. He remembered them and asked Katniss to write their stories and described them so Peeta would draw them, so that even if history books don’t deem them important enough to remember, someone will.

Also while Everlark get married and have kids, he raises geese in his backyard. I think that’s also important.