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#3amtings

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Why does American culture tell us to go with the flow? Fuck that shortcut bullshit. The reason I demand and desire more for myself, is because I learned that by pushing myself beyond pain and suffering, past my perceived limitations, that I’m able to accomplish more physically and mentally in life.

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i don’t want to look “hot” i want to look alluring, haunting, bewitching. i want to look like the kind of person hozier would write a song about.

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me @ all of my mutuals

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there’s so much intimacy in understanding. Someone who doesn’t understand you is not going to know how to love you because they don’t know who you are.

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“I don’t know but, I can’t truly tell you how to let go of things.” he said. “All I can say is, one day, you’ll stop thinking about it, without you even noticing. One day, your hands will get numb, and it will freely let that balloon fly high through the sky. You know, you can’t hold it forever, can you? Especially when it can no longer make your heart jumps like the way it did since it has met you.”

I hope happiness would last this time. //ma.c.a

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Poncho the Spanish police doggo performing CPR

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Ask me a question, any question.

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Have you ever watched

the moon from afar

and wonder what’s behind?

Have you ever stared at the sun

without blinking your eyes

and wonder if it will make you blind?

Have you ever looked at someone

and wonder what’s on their mind?

Have you ever smiled with your teeth

even if everything wasn’t fine?

Have you ever doubted yourself

and wonder about something

you thought

you can never do?

Have you ever tried to reach

for your biggest dreams

even if believing was

the hardest thing to do?

Have you ever ended up

with something impossible,

and tried anything

that could make it possible?

And if the answer is yes,

nothing you can do,

can make your worth less.

Because everything you did,

and will ever do,

will always help you

build up yourself.

One step forward // ma.c.a

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I'm feeling VERY nostalgic today.

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Love and Balance

Working on a connection with your body, mind and soul is a beautiful journey. Stay open-minded, curious, accepting, self-loving and strong; that's important. But all the while you're practicing self-love; never forget others. Empathy is extremely lacking in this world that is so focused on loving ourselves. I personally don't think we should put one before the other. I think we should love others just as much as we love ourselves. That way, we can all heal together, because we aren't the only ones trying to get through life. We aren't the only ones trying to heal from something. We are all alike. We are all human. No person is better than the next. Realize that. Change your perspective as often as you can. Feel for others as much as you can. Be there for the ones you love. Don't let it drain you. Don't think you have to save the world or that there are right and wrong things to say... just love as unconditionally as you can. Just show you understand as much as you possibly could. That's all you can do with people, the rest is up to them. And as long as you have a strong and loving connection with yourself; inner peace can be your quiet and humble retreat from a world so devastatingly lacking.

If you don't have a steady home, build one.

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Hey remember that episode of Spongebob where Sandy sings about being homesick for Texas and Spongebob and Patrick overhear it and are worried that she’s going to leave Bikini Bottom so they have a Texas party at the Krusty Krab with all their friends, recreating things in Sandy’s song but they fuck it up like, pecan pie is just a can of peas shoved in a pie, barbeque is barbed wire in the shape of a Q, and the ten gallon hats are just plastic water jugs on their heads, and like…. Sandy just laughs so hard she breaks into tears, cause she sees what they’re trying to do for her to make her feel at home because they love her and don’t want her to leave…………… yo do you ever think about that goddamn episode

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anyone else fucking LOVE BEING IN BED???

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google just made me so emo