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help that one girl I wrote about who’s super thin that admitted to liking my bf sent him a pic of her back tattoo but she’s completely topless and you can see her thong 😭 yes nothing inappropriate is really showing but it’s still a sexy pic like who sends that to a guy friend they know is in a relationship…. and then he sent it to me being all “look at how cool her tattoo is” SIR why would you ruin my day by giving me thinspo 😭 you can literally see her teeny tiny waist and her spine poking out it looks exactly like th!n$p0 you’d find on her 💀 day ruined lmfao fuck (I saved that pic so fast lol I’m gonna hyperfixate on it for the next few months and cry)

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my bf once again is pmo bc he gained like 5 pounds maybe and now he’s calling himself obese and ugly meanwhile keep in mind he’s been underweight forever and he’s actually finally a normal weight for his height 💀 and then I call him out for saying that shit around me knowing damn well I’m the actual fat one who’s twice his weight and he goes “no you’re not” LIKE YES TF I AM bro 😭 this reminds me of high school when the thin girls would complain to my face “ugh I need to lose a few pounds I’m so fat” knowing I’m literally twice their size … like don’t pmo!!! it’s fine to feel unhappy with your weight but saying you’re soOOo fat to someone who’s literally been overweight my whole life is just shitty and if he feels so disgusted with himself for gaining a few pounds then how am I supposed to feel knowing I’ve gained almost 50 pounds since we started dating 💀😭😭😭 relationship weight is no joke yall

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me coming back on tumblr once a month to have some pr0-4n@ content as a treat 🫶🏼

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when marina said “I want back my virginity” I never understood it bc I hated being a virgin when I was a teen but now … yeah she was right LMAO I know it’s a made up concept but I’ll always feel like a part of myself belongs to him and I was def taken advantage of but oh well no one’s first time is great ig

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why does playing dress to impress on roblox seriously work as th!n$p0 for me LMFAOOOO

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I hate that being h!gh on edibles is literally heaven but the munchies are real and hit so bad it always results in a binge 😭 can I just get zooted without wanting to stuff my face brooogodnsjssm

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mfw the girl I’m convinced he’d cheat on me with ( a friend of his who is perfectly his type and she admitted to liking him) reposts a tiktok about hating fat ppl and she literally is tiny and looks like all the th!n$p0 on here 😍 I bet she sees him post me and thinks it’s not fair that a fat ugly pig like me is dating the guy she likes lol it makes me wanna rip my skin off but also like haha bitch goes to show being ugly on the inside really is a thing bc with that rotten fucking hating ass bitch attitude no wonder you could never keep a relationship 🤫 anyway can’t believe ppl are so proud to shame others for their looks it kinda caught me off guard bc why was she hating like a man 🤢 hating on bigger girls isn’t gonna make your flat ass grow any faster !!! (yes I see the irony in this post)

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gained 5 pounds back since me and my bf went on hella food dates lmao but that’s life ig. anyway I don’t have it in me to try and properly diet anymore so imma just re$trict

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my bf was looking thru my phone which is fine idc but he almost found this page which is the one and only thing I hide from him but the gods were working in my favor bc the app wasn’t loading 🙏

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leaving tmrw to visit my bf for two weeks and the amount of dates we’re gonna go on is enough to make me wanna cry. guess I will be ordering a salad from everywhere

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oh boy mental health is going down fast like really fast and it’s very very very bad this time like I haven’t felt this low in years ouch

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my bf’s friend just called me a pig lol I haven’t felt this horrible since I was bullied when I was like 9

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Jean Paul Gaultier: Spring/Summer (2009)

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bf bought me lingerie and he said he doesn’t think it’ll fit me lol I love my life!!!! how humiliating

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Nightclub singer at home, ca. 1960s

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shoutout to my fyp for this