be my friend lol
I know there are a lot of these posts so I may not find anybody, but Iād like to make some pals who also have EDs so we can support each other a little, and so I can talk about things related to it freely. I almost never post anything ED related (these few memes on my blog are it) because I donāt want to contribute to the proana sentiments out there...Ā Therefore Iām not looking for any blogs or anything, but I just want to talk, we can use tumblr messaging or discord or something?
A little about myself to give an idea: Iām 18 and just started college, which means I finally have control over my own intake since Iām living away from home. Iām a big fan of memes like everybody else, and passionate about politics (hella left), video games, and vocal synthesis like vocaloid- not an anime person tho.Ā In terms of stats if you want to be similar, Iām female, 5ā²8ā³, currently around 130 lbs (I was forced to stay above 140 at home, so Iām a little behind). I donāt think Iāll ever be satisfied with my weight, but right now the number Iām aiming at is 115. I donāt keep a hard calorie limit for myself, but I tend to stay under 600 or lower most days.
Once again, Iād like to make clear that I donāt want to encourage each other in our poor habits and behavior, so if youāre looking for anĀ āana buddyā Iām probably not your gal. I just want someone that I can relate to :^) if you feel like it, hit me up in the dms!Ā
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I need friends so,
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š»your UGW is 90-120 lbs
š»youāre 5ā6+
š»you like low cal recipes
š»your CW is 130+ lbs
š»under 20 years old (since I am)
š»wanna join an ed groupchat
Iāll be starting a groupchat if people are interested!! Reblog or message me if you wanna join!!!!
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I canāt believe I have to watermark my ed memes but the last one got stolen so I guess Iām doing that now
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I ate a few crackers with avocado
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I just purged my brotherās birthday dinner. I donāt know if I feel more guilty about it being a special occasion that I just gave the middle finger to, or that I probably didnāt get it all out.
I relapsed less than a month ago and Iām already worse than Iāve ever been before. I never used to purge because I didnāt know how to do it without that choking noise- safe to say Iāve mastered it now.Ā
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can someone please recommend me channels/videos to watch instead of eating, like documentaries or recipes or food p**n and stuff like that... Iām all out of supersize vs superskinny episodes monkaS
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Down about 8 pounds since my relapse 2 weeks ago. Should I be proud? No. Am I? Hell yes.
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my ED watching me break my 30 hour fast with an entire box of cheez its
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