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wyll in elegant robes...

(lines-only version undercut)

#mesmerizinggggg #bg3

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had to sit and wait for two hours in a cafe today, so I sketched a little :>

#good food good food OP #bg3

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The Golden Fiddle

#gorgeoussssss #bg3

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Chatoyant Elixir (1 h): Confers True Sight (Feline)

Meow meow meow meow meow. Meow meow meow! Meow nya mew meow meow? Rowr meow mra meow. — His Royal Majesty, First Claw of the Realms and Conqueror of the Sunbeam Throne, the King of All Cats

#this was so funny #gw2

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after a life of dwarves on top of barrels to kiss your lover in dragon age im so happy they animate everyone kneeling to hug and kiss the dwarf...

#YES #I really appreciated them bowing down #bg3

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i want to live (all origins)

#SO COOL #bg3

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A drow that hates parties.

#honestly amazing #supporting women's wrongs #bg3

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Vampires & Vampire Hunters but make it about during the late 1800s in the Philippines

#oh he ded #also this is GORGEOUS #I'm in awe

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i made these a month or so back in some kind of haze about my health/financial situation and just like. never was able to get the wherewithal between frequent flare-ups after the fact to put anything together about it, but here I go now I guess lmao

The decision on my disability won't be made until about August 2024, that is assuming i'm even lucky enough to be accepted on a first try while i don't have a diagnosis and am so young.

I genuinely can't work anymore. I tried working 10 hrs a week, using my wheelchair to avoid falling (and hurting myself lmao) from standing too long. I wasn't kept because I called out for literally half the shifts I was scheduled because just that small amount of labor was making me flare up so badly I could barely leave my bed.

This has been happening since I was 16, getting noticable at 17, and began only being taken seriously by doctors at 19 when I began falling and using a cane to prevent falling. I'm 22 now, and had to move in with family after a Lot of stuff caused my stress to skyrocket and catalyzed whatever is wrong with me terribly. I'm perfectly healthy on paper, which makes the whole "watching my entire youth be drained away while my body feels like it's dying around me and i am losing more and more feeling and in more and more pain" thing all the more frustrating.

For nearly a year now i've been dependent on my sibling so i can eat, go to long distance doctors visits, care for my cats, and for having a place to live. The only thing I've been able to take care of myself is my medicaton and doctor bills. It's kind of the only scrap of independence i have left, and they're already doing so much for me when this could very well end up being well. forever. whether anyone likes it or not.

I've been doing it through commissions, and through the stray incredibly kind ko-fi donation. Each time I pay for something I go back to zero. Because of my disability, it takes me a lot longer to finish commissions than it used to due to needing to wait to be able to feel my hand enough to make something i feel is worth someones money. I appreciate everything anyone has done, monetary or not. Even just liking the few things I am able to make lately means a lot.

Unfortunately, it doesn't stop the fact that I am struggling to afford medications, I can't pursue a wheelchair prescription that I do need at this point because I wouldn't be able to afford the hundreds of dollars in co-pay, and there's rarely ever anything left I can sacrifice to buy something small or do something fun for my mental health that is suffering a ton from the unavoidable isolation of. not being able to leave a house or have a car or a job or even go see my friends because i hurt so badly. My computer's hard drive is failing (though much lower on priorities since I'd made that gif) and my drawing tablet is wearing down, neither of which I can hope to afford right now, really. I had to spend a large chunk recently on both my near yearly testosterone prescription ($100 for 10mL) and getting a tall step ladder so I stop hurting myself so bad while getting off my loft bed. (~$80)

All that to say. Shit's fucked, and not just for me by far. Like I said, I have open commissions (thinking about implementing slots soon..) and a Ko-Fi, plus a Redbubble I get some cents from. If you happen to like what I make and have the means to get a piece of art or even just send a little bit towards me it would mean the world. I'm not the most important cause out there, please by all means help out someone else who needs it more if you get the chance. Anything that anyone does for me, even if it's just sharing my little guys around, is more than enough. thank you love u <3long

#it's fucked you have to pay for shit yourself #reblog for visibility!

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Finally: Starting Wyll's portrait!

Playing with asymmetry and some abstract elements, but mostly excited for the dark burgundy color palette...

#ooh pretty #bg3

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Ready for battle!✨️

I started wanting to draw Wyll as a bit of warm-up, but I kept getting frustrated that I couldn't draw him. I almost gave up and self depreciate as I do. However, ever since I've come back to Art in general, I've been motivating myself to just draw, not be so anxious, and work at it. And I did. I kept going with this, not even consider coloring until I essentially greyscale shaded, and then suddenly, here we are. I'm glad I didn't give up. I think Wyll would have been proud of me, and that makes me cry happily.

#my guy <3 #no matter what I will always love him #bg3

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So I try to doodle this two with the watercolor brushes. 😚

This style is so relaxing

Wyll and Miana from baldur’s gate 3

#HUG HIMMM #bg3

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The Blade of Avernus

#so cool so cool #bg3

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bg3 merch available on my store this easter weekend :D

#wyllstarion stickers!!!!!! #lets goooooooooooo #bg3 #wyllstarion #bloodpact

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More BG3 regency au! This time Wyll and (human) Miri.

#GORGEOUS #bg3

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I do rather like that, you know.

#aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa #they're so CUTE I hfjdfdfjhdfkhdf #I love them #bg3 #wyllstarion #bloodpact

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@bearthethirdwheel, @yaboy-robin

#waaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh #losing my shit at how sexy this is #oakweave #galesin #bg3