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Intrusive Thoughts are unwanted thoughts or images that you find distressing and/or disturbing. 

more information on what intrusive thoughts are!

what intrusive thoughts are: https://moodsmith.com/intrusive-thoughts/

how to cope with them: https://www.betterhelp.com/advice/how-to/how-to-stop-intrusive-thoughts-and-live-your-life/

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consider donating to fatma’s fundraiser. you can find her on tik tok at mydiary4112 and on instagram at fatma.alhoupi, which you can check out to see her life from before october too. she’s an artist from gaza, she’s 23 and trying to get herself, her mother and 6 siblings across the border. as of now, €16,315 is raised of €25,000 goal.

this is fatma's tik tok from 6 days ago. as of yesterday, she's in khan younes.

i have no association with fatma, but i've been following her for a while and she appears to have already been scammed by the previous gofundme organiser, so i want to boost this one.

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it always coming back to god and my father and god my father makes me feel insane

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Butch, com muito orgulho…

#god bless.

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College friendship is sending one of your friends who's graduating soon a giant list of monster theory and gothic horror academic reading recs so they can download as many PDFs as possible before they lose their university database access

#to read

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#i finally feel like there's a future with me in it :)

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I love when trans people look back on their earlier art, its always so interesting

#started t and started liking myself #like huh who knew

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as a baby butch i really appreciate your blog,, i feel so lost sometimes esp as a black butch as i haven't seen many sources on other studs,, so just having these lists is really awesome :)

Hey, thanks so much for reaching out, lovely to hear from you! I'm glad the lists are helping you, honestly that's everything I could have hoped for. Unfortunately, I have also found that it's strangely difficult to find material on black butches and studs ... but I am on the hunt nevertheless! As of the past two weeks a few more black lesbian anthologies have arrived and I have a few more lined up that I hope to procure soon--all this to say that I hope to present more material to you that suits your interests in the days & weeks to come. I hope we both can find good stuff for you. :)

(Which, speaking of ... if ANYONE out there happens to know where the treasure trove of black butches & stud lore is, I would happily trade my best cheesecake and/or cookie recipes for this knowledge. I can also provide manual labor and cleaning services.)

#:)

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save me hot tboy in cargo shorts and a sports bra

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#Spotify

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shout out to femmes,, also i am in love with you

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i love u daniel rossen

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I love the dead because we cannot let each other down anymore.

Hanif Abdurraqib, There's Always This Year

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hello white tumblr user. you have sixty seconds to explain why you don't like rap as a genre without being overtly racist or acting as if its a monolith, or the saw trap goes off.

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okay, let’s settle this like MEN. (kisses you)

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got a bruise on the back of leg,, n it hurts in a nice way