crispyblonde

[crispyblonde]

i made it through stressy af work stuff and i only teared up for like a minute because i felt guilty that my staff was watching me be stressy

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗼𝘂𝘁. ┊ alexa — play my own worst enemy #im also v tried but downing the last bit of crown peach i have

[crispyblonde]

maybe i'll write later in the week i doubt i'll have the time or energy the next couple of days ): i vegged out and binged b.aby r.eindeer instead, in utter horror. i'm anotherdumbbitch on d.isco 💜💜

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗼𝘂𝘁. ┊ alexa — play my own worst enemy #i've also just been feeling like shit about jess in particular #but its probably my depression talking i think and im trying to snap out of my funk

[crispyblonde]

it's the way that jess is so smitten with cam in the three amigos verse but if he shows her any surviving pictures of when he was a kid she's cackling and then apologizing and complimenting his glow up. and asking him to never fully shave so he never looks textbook chad ever again

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗼𝘂𝘁. ┊ alexa — play my own worst enemy

[crispyblonde]

thinking a lot about the verse lost time for jess and her girls because of @winch3ster .how infuriated she would be to find that her family has kept them a secret from sam their whole lives, particularly at the behest of her mom and sister. they know about angels and demons existing, but it isn't like the angel that dropped off the girls went into much detail about hunting and what that means. clarissa wants nothing more than to protect the last pieces of her daughter she has left and she's terrified of the darkness that follows sam... it still doesn't make sense to her that neither of the winchesters were able to save jess that night. there is definitely a fracture in her relationship with clarissa that takes a long time to heal.

in this verse i think alyssa is maybe a bit more open to not believing the fbi profile of the winchesters and that she wants to find them to vet them before she lets sam into the lives of the twins. after all, death and destruction follow the winchesters, a path lay out before her by more than one fbi agent and she thinks its very telling the angels brought the girls to them and not to sam. while clarissa tries to shut it all out and give the girls the best shot at a normal life she can, alyssa breaches the hunting community while she's still in college and tries to make sense of the emotions that come with that and the implications that has on her view of the winchester brothers.

there's a lot of conversations between jess and her parents and jess and alyssa that happen behind closed doors and i'm sure she said something about how her dad should have grown a backbone to stand up for sam and the girls's right to know their father if he really believed sam to be the person that jess saw him as (as kyle claims).

please me writing jess's family is a land mine for drabbles.

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗵𝗲𝗮𝗱𝗰𝗮𝗻𝗼𝗻. ┊ is it me? am i the drama? #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝘃𝗲𝗿𝘀𝗲 𝗶𝗻𝗳𝗼. ┊ lost time

[crispyblonde]

📸

send 📸 to see your muse through the lens of jess's phone -- this girl definitely needs to pay for max storage

#lilyspaintedred #please she's so cute #auntie jess whipping out the camera at all times #psd is heads will roll by kaijucatrph

[crispyblonde]

📸 YES.

send 📸 to see your muse through the lens of jess's phone -- this girl definitely needs to pay for max storage

#unbearablyindifferent #u mean the find ways to make sarah smile as much as possible challenge?? #featuring miracle because tell me that doesnt look like #tw dogs #cw dogs #psd is heads will roll by kaijucatrph

[crispyblonde]

Send a 📸 to see 3-5 pictures that my muse has/has taken of your muse(s)

send 📸 to see your muse through the lens of jess's phone -- this girl definitely needs to pay for max storage

#winch3ster #!!! picking just five was a challenge please #jess documents every moment and begs sab to take time for the little things at all times #the /worst/ kind of 'lemme take a picture' mom #psd is heads will roll by kaijucatrph

[crispyblonde]

📸

send 📸 to see your muse through the lens of jess's phone -- this girl definitely needs to pay for max storage

#sialiia #psd is heads will roll by kaijucatrph #no one: #jess: pose!!!

[crispyblonde]

she was listening to you. she really was, but she got distracted by how long sam's fingers really are.

❝  i -- sorry. you were saying? ❞

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝘀𝘁𝗮𝘁𝘂𝘀. ┊ me? — just hanging around #here's jess's sinday contribution #i gtg and do something somewhat productive before i sleep

[crispyblonde]

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗷𝗲𝘀𝘀. ┊ blue eyes and her devil may care stare #usfw #jess i'm not half naked for nothing moore

[crispyblonde]

at least she can count on lily to have her back.

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗱𝗮𝘀𝗵 𝗰𝗼𝗺𝗺. ┊ bombastic side eye #pls gnsog #she's still mortally wounded by her daughters

[crispyblonde]

Too cute *_*

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗷𝗲𝘀𝘀. ┊ blue eyes and her devil may care stare #pls

[crispyblonde]

strong contenders for jess's auto contact photo

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗼𝘂𝘁. ┊ alexa — play my own worst enemy

[crispyblonde]

there's something comforting in simply having company that knows about all of this. this other woman saved her life and that's quickly eating at her resolve to keep in the shadows to ensure her resurrection isn't found out... but there isn't much time to dwell on her future in the middle of a vampire nest that she's wholly unprepared for. she takes the machete offered to with a sheepish downcast of her eyes, tucking her own blade away. clearly there's a lot for her to learn.

her eyes trace the vampire head as it rolls along the floor, bared fangs and all. disgusting. no wonder fiction strayed far from this reality. footsteps echo signaling another vampire its animalistic hissing hits her ears. this time jess is ready and a bit desperate to prove she's not completely useless. hacking her machete through the air with all of her might (she's read decapitation takes much more effort than one would assume) the tiniest bit of pride is evident in her eyes as she wipes some of the creature's blood from where it splattered on her hands. ❝  thought they'd stick to smaller numbers to avoid detection. ❞

"it's  okay,  you're  okay."  sonny  shook  her  head  as  the  stranger  apologized.  still  in  a  protective  stance  to  make  sure  no  one  got  to  the  blonde.  though,  she  was  surprised  and  impressed  when  she  was  suddenly  stood  next  to  her.  glacing  at  the  blade  in  her  hand,  sonny  pulled  another  machete  from  her  belt  and  handed  it  to  her,  "makes  it  easier  to  cut  their  heads  off.  dead  man's  blood  already  on  it."

brown  hues  back  onto  the  chaos  surrounding  them,  sonny  sucked  in  a  breath,  "can't  say  i  know.  it's  like  they're  growing  in  numbers.  happens  when  you're  in  their  nest."  almost  immediately,  a  few  vamps  started  charging  their  way  and  sonny  sliced  at  the  head.  watching  it  drop  and  roll  away.  "the  faster  we  take  them  out,  the  sooner  we'll  get  out  of  here."

#snnynatural #v: Burnt #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗶𝗰. ┊ inside she was on fire; crashing & burning #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘂𝗲. ┊ baby i'm not even here

[crispyblonde]

p.itbull/t.pain coming within three hours from me twice this summer? 👀👀👀

#╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗼𝘂𝘁. ┊ alexa — play my own worst enemy

[crispyblonde]

❝  makes me want to keep tabs on them, see how long it takes for them to learn not to be shit. ❞ from what she could, a certain subset of humanity may never learn from their mistakes. a victim of circumstance, no matter the consequences they face. it is truly disturbing how much money and that kind of charm that's almost slimy can really get a guy.

❝  i know. just not feeling like showing any cracks in my airtight tough girl persona. ❞ she laughs, hoping to brush past the vulnerability that lies even in the very sentence trying to cover it up. maybe she should say something, but she's too intrigued on how she will handle fire in a controlled environment.

she doesn't want to be tied down by that fear for the rest of her life.

"You know it. All we gotta do is watch carefully, and we'll have no shortage of opportunities to even the score. " And Meg certainly did enjoy any chance at making people who terrorized others feel small, and vulnerable for once. If they knew what was good for them, they'd learn from the experience, and behave better. But, if they didn't...

Well, Meg kept plenty of lighters on her at all times.

At the almost too quick response from Jess, though, her brow furrowed a little. "Well, if you're sure, we'll get going. But... fuck, this is probably awkward... just, know you can talk to me. Y'know, if you need to."

Feelings were still sometimes a bit nebulous for the demon, but she did care... she did want to be as good a friend as she could be.

#bitchheroine #v: Burnt #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗶𝗰. ┊ inside she was on fire; crashing & burning #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘂𝗲. ┊ baby i'm not even here

[crispyblonde]

❝ i guess we call ourselves hunters. original right? ❞ part of bringing herself into this because she didn't know what else to do when she found herself alive again meant keeping a distance from others that did this as much as possible. that sense of community is lost on her. ❝ unfortunately we don't have neutralyzers like the men in black, but you can at least go home to a normal life knowing i got this thing when it's all said and done. ❞

of course she remembered. right down to the exact intonation Jess used when it left her lips, " turtleneck. " spoken with a nod, as though it should have been obvious that she had remembered. one of the few blessings her eidetic memory gave. though she held out hope that it wouldn't haunt her later tonight, replaying over and over what she should have done or said.

" so what are you like ... a vigilante or something? "

#tcnderhearts #v: Burnt #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗶𝗰. ┊ inside she was on fire; crashing & burning #╰––– » 「 ✞ 」 𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘂𝗲. ┊ baby i'm not even here