orvies when they remember that the reason Dokja hated Kim Namwoon sm was because he was the character Dokja could see the most of himself in and he couldn’t understand why Jonghyuk kept taking Namwoon in in every regression
something so devastatingly tender and painful about yoo joonghyuk stopping kim dokja from stabbing himself (after the whole oldest dream reveal) paralleling how twsa saved kim dokja when he was a teen. yjh was bleeding and his veins were bulging because he GRIPPED the unbroken faith’s blade so damn tight to stop kdj in time. it would have taken a lot of force since kdj put “every ounce of energy” in that strike. in twsa, his pain and desperation were—in a way—what protected kim dokja. it’s a small detail but i’m sobbing over it because kim dokja has always been saved by yoo joonghyuk and in his efforts to repay him, kim dokja can’t see how yjh just so desperately wants him to be safe i’m losing my mind
Certainly, Yoo Joonghyuk's reaction to Kim Dokja's death was puzzling.
Yoo Joonghyuk stayed in his room like a broken person for a while before suddenly disappearing, saying he would be back in three days.
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