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🎀 lloromannic sanriocore outfit 🎀

original art by @tramgad

#sanrio #sanriocore #lloromannic #cosplay #grunge #harajukufashion #harajuku #kawaii #yamikawaii #pudds #deadpudds

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🌙 by jodiemuirart.

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i found my words

sometimes people leave after getting to know you because they don’t want to take on your burden.

sometimes people get close to you, but they just want to get into your pants.

sometimes people cling on to you for because they have something missing from their lives, and you seem to have it.

sometimes people hang out with you so their status increases.

sometimes people let go of you because they’re no longer willing to accept you for who you are.

most times everyone does everything for their own benefit, be it companionship, money, sex or status.

don’t be surprised though, just be yourself and the world will filter people like this out for you naturally.

just. be. yourself.

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under the glow of the city lights

deep dark thoughts outshine the bright

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✨Yes/No Tarot tips✨

Here are some ideas to help you answer those pesky Yes/No questions using Tarot. These are just ways that I’ve found work for me and Yes/No card interpretations that have always given me the answers I seek. Sometimes, this varies from reader to reader, so use this as a springboard to find out what works for you! 

If you pull a Yes card in reverse, it could indicate a “Yes, BUT…” or a “Yes, IF…”. You’ll need to understand what each card means in reverse to determine the caveat for a reversed Yes card. 

Pay attention to the positive meanings for each No card. Sometimes, things aren’t as clear cut as a simple No. Sometimes, it becomes a “No, but…” and gives you clues about how you can change your No into a Yes.

If you pull a Maybe card, you can often get a feel for your options either way by drawing additional cards to go on either side. For example: Two of Swords is a Maybe card and often represents a difficult choice between two options. You can draw two cards to set on either side of this card that represent the two choices and their pros and cons. 

YES

Major Arcana: Fool, Magician, High Priestess, Emperor, Empress, Lovers, Chariot, Strength, Hermit, Star, Sun, Judgement, World

Cups: Ace, two, three, six, nine, ten, page, knight, queen, king

Pentacles: Ace, three, six, eight, nine, ten, page, knight, queen, king

Swords: Ace, page, knight

Wands: Ace, two, three, four, six, eight, page, knight, queen, king

NO

Major Arcana: Death, Devil, Tower, Moon

Cups: Five, eight

Pentacles: Four, five

Swords: Three, five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten

Wands: Five, seven, ten

MAYBE

Major Arcana: Hierophant, Justice, Hanged Man, Wheel of Fortune, Temperance

Cups: Four, seven

Pentacles: Two, seven

Swords: Two, four, queen, king

Wands: Nine

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i do both

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i’m glad i still remember how to show concern, kindness and basic love for people who i count important and family in my life. 

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“sorry, I don’t want to give you hope”  “sorry, I don’t want to stop loving you”

#sigh

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“你为男生死”

-grandma

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Komm, süsser Tod

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even if no one in the world wants me

i still want me

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Time to fall in love all over again

This time, with myself.

#tattoo #piscestattoo #pisces #horoscope

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but can I?

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11/10/19 2.25am

“ but who? “ is not a valid question anymore ok hey you, I hope you’ll remember this first night of tour with the sunway band. your dry eyes staring upon screens, searching for answers. but behind that, there is warmth from the sofa bed stacked up with mattresses and 3 pillows, hsuenyee and venus sleeping like kids on the double bed, the nice minty feeling of the plaster justin lent to you, soothing the scoliosis pain. also remember ryan patting you and asking you not to cry because he doesn’t know how to comfort girls because he’s never had a girlfriend before. hsuenyee patting you and cheesan giving you tissues. laura being a mom to you, making sure you’re okes and offering to drink beer when she has to study. tien soon and ali asking for card games. chun yeen and his powerbank. alfred, eve, py, louis and matin are sending all the love they can. adam ng is a genuinely concerned friend.  There are so many people who still love you, who will still do their best and want your presence. Live on it. 

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break through my silence