detectivekonan

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no one wants to fuck you because you’re mean and strange

So?

#nsfw text

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I've been worried ever since I was born

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What's your spotify wrapped you disgusting lug

my only CD i got wont play no more

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people think im suddenly hearing this too but its been like this for months ever since i moved back in here. im just now getting to the point im freaking out enough to bring it up to my therapists and psych and my mom lately and im acted as if im insane. i know im schizophrenic spectrum man but comeee onnn i hate that. i can hear them talk and i dont know why no one i try to get to hear doesnt hear them but i hear them just fine.

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"they dont know your name" THEY DO! THEY DO! literally i hear them talk and mention my name and i knowww i knowww people do not like mee i am hated everywhere and i can HEAR it i can hear THEM

i dont think im hallucinating but people insist i am well i just think everyone doesnt have as good hearing as i do.

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i dont think im hallucinating but people insist i am well i just think everyone doesnt have as good hearing as i do.

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#me right now

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at the age of 26 you start to develop the fear

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trying to get my mom to reality check me but she hasnt opened her messages and im like great.

#everythings fine i think but i am like freaking out

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its been a day

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how do you know if a community group messaging thing or whatever it was called got approved. i never got any email on if the one i tried making got approved or not and i see nothing about it now. what happened

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Thinking about what the creator of this had in mind eight years ago it's haunting me

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#i need that many locks

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I Don’t Want to Die

My name is Maysara, and I am a heart patient in need of open-heart surgery due to a hole in my heart. I managed to escape the war and reach Egypt just one day before the border closed, but not without great loss and pain. I lost my mother just days before October 7th, and I was also injured in Rafah.

Your support has been my lifeline, enabling me to flee to Egypt. But now, as I face this critical surgery, I am filled with fear. I don’t want to die. I want to live, to honor the memory of my mother, and to embrace the life that your generosity has given me a chance to hold onto.

Please keep me in your thoughts and prayers as I undergo this life-saving procedure. Your kindness gives me strength, and I hope to emerge from this with a renewed heart and spirit.

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mfw i have therapy on monday

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farcilleeeee yaaayyyyy ^_^

#dungeon meshi

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