diet-daydreams

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well shit it’s been like a year but i (stupidly) weighed myself and i think i’m relapsing🤡

#tw ed stuff

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my dad at my fucking halo top wtf

#ana thoughts

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nvm i relapsed lmfao

i want to relapse so bad i feel fucking disgusting

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i want to relapse so bad i feel fucking disgusting

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EVERYONE DRINK WATER RIGHT NOW AND REBLOG TO KEEP THE HYDRATION GANG CHAIN GOING

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only 60 calories for one of these yogurts…yeah i think i’ve found my new safe food😁

#ana food

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when mitski said “but if i gave up on being pretty i wouldn’t know how to be alive.” yeah, she just gets me</3

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the mentally ill urge to rip myself open and take out all the fat😐

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back to restricting lol…

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bulimia relapse today wtf is wrong with me💔

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my mom just bought new espresso pods and they are literally so GOOD im probably just gonna have iced coffees all day tmrw 💀

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6 lbs away from reaching a gw wish me luck besties😬

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i’m so glad my job has me on my feet for like 7-9 hrs a day bc i stg it’s so much easier to fast and burn calories there?? like i work at a cookie shop so it’s not like the temptation isn’t there (bc it is believe me it is lmfao) but i tend to crave savory foods more than sweets anyway so it’s not rly a problem?? idk i’m just glad i’m not at home 24/7 anymore bc there was always too many temptations😬

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my aunt told me i look thin today and omfg instant serotonin boost😩👍

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i don’t care what it takes i stg i will be thin by the time winter rolls around!!!

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i literally just had to purge bc i ate so much food today and my stomach was hurting so bad why do i always do this to myself wtf

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i ate so much today i feel so fucking gross ughhdjdfhhf