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i'm ngl listening to australian artists is like listening to songs in a different language the way the accents are always on the wrong syllables even though it's still technically in english

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politically: a woman. socially ascribed by every single person who knows me: a butch lesbian. in my friend circles: have the most in common with trans men/trans mascs. internal identity: either the teenage guy protagonist of a campy 80s movie or or or i'm lezzing out! and thats all i know

#like it's kinda crazy how many close friends have called me butch even though i never explicitly id'd with the term bc im scared #it's like they can hear my anxieties of not being ''butch enough'' bc i spent so long being fem #im like alison bechdel about it. ''it's a beautiful word and i'm honored if you give it to me but personally i've never felt 'butch enough' #something like that. that's me i think. #list of ppl who have explicitly called me butch: my best friend... my sister... my sound design mentor... my close roommate... and more

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was saying something about frog and toad but my brain went ??? and i ended up just saying "todd" combining the two

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bands creating a banger song: aw dude i'm so worried that this opening energetic drum beat is too similar to the million other songs with this exact same cold open drum beat

me listening to the song: YAY MY FAVORITE ENERGETIC COLD OPEN DRUM BEAT AGAIN SO HYPED FOR THE SONG :DDD

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i just wanna thank all the gif makers on here. y'all really keep this site alive and we don't freaking deserve you. thank you for all your hard work. tumblr is nothing without you.

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WHY IS EVERYTHING I WRITE ABOUT GAY AND QUEER

#me trying to write a free range essay that's not about queer analysis

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the problem isn't just that media literacy is slowly becoming a dying art. it's that people straight up do not pay attention when they watch tv/film anymore.

#like are we going to pretend that media literacy was flourishing in the era of 2000s cop shows... no girl... media literacy has BEEN dead #it's just especially apparent now because we have iphones in one hand when watching tv

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unavoidable that you will be the villain in someone else's story. You will be painted in an unfavorable light. You will be the irredeemable one. and all of this will happen despite how nice you might usually be or how kind or how respectful or how warm. and you will just have to move on.

#this

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Good omens fans when someone says i forgive you

#because why was i watching hannibal and then every time will or hannibal says ''i forgive you'' i get flashbacks #which is worse crowley kissing aziraphale and azi says ''i forgive you'' and then leaves for heaven immediately after #or hannibal gutting will and then saying ''i forgive you'' only to kill their daughter and leave for europe immediately after

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#prev literally #i am so adamant about showering every day. i don't feel clean or awake until i get up and shower #call me a freak but i love getting covered in water. even when i was severely depressed taking showers was just straight up fun for me #which having the structure of showering every morning for sure let me stick to my hygene

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t shirt that says "i am a victim of the 'watching Q&A with bert and gerard 2005 taste of chaos tour bus interview every day when i was 15 and now my favorite movie is velvet goldmine' pipeline"

#WHEN DID THIS POST GET 500 NOTES LAST I REMEMBER IT WAS A 10 NOTE FLOP FOR ME AND MY MUTUALS. so embarassing #my gerard/bert speculation past from when i was 15 haunts me forever

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I know it's not the worst thing about capitalism. But I do think there's something really *bad* about the fact that between lack of leisure time, lack of disposable income, and "hustle culture" mindset that for many, many, many people the primary/only way they are able to express their creativity and artistic aesthetics is through consumer culture. Buying stuff and displaying that stuff.

When like...making stuff. Drawing, painting, weaving, crafting, sketching is like, baked deep deep into our bones as humans.

But I know so many adults who haven't like...drawn a picture since they were children.

#NO LITERALLY because u know what i've always fucking loved writing nonfiction analytical essays for fun #you know what i've been hating ever since i editorial interned. writing. i hate it #I COULD NEVER WRITE PROFESSIONALLY THIS SUCKS

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how i see the world after getting off good omens/ofmd/wwdits media polycule and get on the hannibal/house M.D./yellowjackets media polycule even though i missed the superwholock era on account of not having tumblr until 2020

#i can't tell if it's just me watching all of these rn but i feel like all my mutuals are posting about them at the same time again?? #like many of u are into house rn. lots of ppl are rewatching yellowjackets. and hannibal is like a forever thing

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April 28, 2024 - An unintentionally funny video by a zionist propagandist shows off some good organisation and discipline at the UCLA encampment for Palestine.

#this is insane to me. how is she not embarassed

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this belongs here

#hannigram i fear

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Community – 4.04: Alternative History of the German Invasion