eddiehmu

[eddiehmu]

in your arms (waiting) | mac ayres

#( &. itunes; )

[eddiehmu]

21st century girls | bts

#( &. itunes; ) #thIS SHIT IS SO LIT #MY FAVE SONG #u already kno eddie stans bts #his bias probs namjoon or hobi

[eddiehmu]

“Juni? Like Junito Rocket Racer Rebel Cortez?”

“Who do you think you are bringing up Joonie???”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. yuri; )

[eddiehmu]

Eddie let out a soft chuckle in response to the stranger’s comment. He too was someone that was usually good at keeping his mouth shut and maintain his patience when needed, but as the woman failed to move on the next customer, the line only grew longer. “No but I totally feel you, though. Hold up, I’m gonna say something. --- Hey! Counter lady! We’d like to get our drinks too. And we're just as cute as him, are we not?” he asked, putting his hands on Pip’s shoulders as he put his face beside his, pouting his lips.

The line was considerably long this morning, an impatient Pip tapping his foot as his eyes wandered around the place. The girl behind the counter of the coffee shop gave flirtatious smiles towards her costumer, whom she had been chatting to for the past five minutes already, much to the annoyance of others in the queue. “I often pride myself on the fact that I can be rather patient, but right now… not so much.” His body was turned towards the person behind him, a chuckle escaping his lips.

#( &. convo; ) #( &. pip; ) #eddie #wyd

[eddiehmu]

JUNGGIGO (정기고) feat. ZION. T (자이언티),  CRUSH (크러쉬) & DEAN - 일주일 (247)

#( &. itunes; ) #imma do replies after hw #i meAN IT THIS TIME

[eddiehmu]

"I don't, though... Tae, I'm not everyone." He could see that he was trying to push him away, making Eddie feel like needed to give him some space. He knew when to drop things, when some things were probably better left unsaid. But as he thought of ways to try and avoid getting too deep, Tae seemed to have a completely different agenda. "Wh...what?" He stared at him, wide-eyed—unable to respond otherwise to his comments. Eddie always thought he was such a resilient person, his tough exterior enough to fool anyone. Though, that's all it was. His exterior, what he wanted people to see. "I... I can't relate," he stated honestly. "But I'm sorry. I'm sorry you feel that way, I mean."

Tae wiped his face, smearing his eyeliner as he shook his head. “You can’t help. Nobody can help. They all think I’m crazy. They think I’m in denial.” He scoffed. Tae was tired of hiding everything. He wanted one person to know that he was hurting. Maybe then they could help him find Jax. “I swallowed the whole bottle.” His face held no emotion. “Swallowed it down with a bottle of wine. One more hour and it would have worked.” He played with his fingers. “Have you ever been so depressed to the point where death feels like the only option?” Tae questioned. “I feel that every single day.”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. tae; ) #:'(

[eddiehmu]

With his eyes growing wide at the mention of his scar, he let out an amazed laugh. "I mean... yeah. But you... wow." He gestured his hands toward the other as he stared in utter astonishment. "What did they feed you in Tillamook?" he asked, his eyebrows knitting. "And what are you doing in Brighton? What the hell? How did you even... this is crazy, man."

A small smirk picked up at the corner of his lips, along with a hint of disbelief playing across his features because, well, really what were the chances? First Minny, now… He made a mental note to start buying lottery tickets at this point. “I really don’t forget faces. Or scars on faces,” he chuckled. “Wow. You got… taller.”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. kylan; ) #*jungkook voice* wow

[eddiehmu]

160528 | Credit: 散漫的喵喵 [01, 02, 03, 04]

#( &. visage; )

[eddiehmu]

He shook his head, his brows furrowing in confusion as Tae went on. “No... I didn’t say that. I didn’t want you to leave either.” Eddie was now staring him in the eyes, feeling that the words he said meant more than it seemed. He gulped, wanting to say something back, but finding himself at a loss for words whenever Tae had something else to say. Telling him he was wrong wasn’t going to make him feel better, and it definitely wouldn’t have helped the situation either. Instead, he stayed silent for a few moments, giving him some time to let out all the pent up feelings. When he finished, Eddie stood in his same position, staring at him, wanting to help him any way he could. “I’m not against you, Tae. I just... I wanna help.”

Tae stared up at Eddie and his eyes widened. “You don’t think he’s coming back.” He didn’t pose it as a question. “You…you think I’m dumb for waiting for him, don’t you?” He whispered. “You think I should have tried harder to leave, don’t you? You’re just like everyone else.” He cried. “You don’t care about me. Nobody fucking cares about me, but Jax!” He yelled, getting angrier by the second. “You probably just want to fuck me like most guys I meet.” He glared at Eddie. “Jax loves me and he will come back. He’ll see that I’m okay. He’ll see that I’m alive and that I’m back home. He’ll look for me and all of you will look fucking stupid.” 

#( &. convo; ) #( &. tae; ) #SRRY THIS WAS DELAYED #I ENDED UP WATCHING THE FIRST EPISODE OF THE GET DOWN #AND NOW I J WANNA BINGE WATCH THE WHOLE SEASON

[eddiehmu]

“Oh.” That was all he could say. The name did sound somewhat familiar, but it was no one that he’d been close to before he left. But Tae’s case seemed to be the exact opposite. From what Eddie could gather, Jax was someone that meant a lot to him but chose to leave in the end---and without a word it seemed, as Tae wasn’t even sure if his old lover would return. He shrugged helplessly, not wanting to say what the other didn’t want to hear. But he couldn’t lie to him. “I don’t know, Tae.” He frowned as he continued to stare at the floor, unable to decipher his vague words. “Sometimes... people make promises they can’t keep. And I’m not sure if this guy is someone you should be waiting out on.”

“Jax.” He nodded. “It’s been three months but he’s gonna come back. He said he’d never leave. He said he loved me and that he was different.” He forced a smile. “He’s coming back, right? He has to. He needs to know that I made it. I made because I wasn’t supposed to leave him.” He spoke, not explaining himself.

#( &. convo; ) #( &. tae; ) #tbh yes #boi needs help

[eddiehmu]

His face remained practically expressionless as he watched Tae, feeling useless in the situation. He had never been one to properly deal with other’s emotions---he couldn’t even deal with his own. But seeing Tae so sad, so vulnerable, it made him wish that there was something he could do to help. “I’m sorry, Tae,” he repeated as his gaze fell to the floor, suddenly feeling ashamed of himself. Though, his curiosity only continued to make matters worse, as he wanted to know who exactly this “he” was. “Who... who is he?” Eddie asked, feeling like he’d soon regret it.

Tae was shaking and he squeezed his eyes shut. “N-nobody can touch me. He’ll know. I have to wait till he comes home. He’s coming back. H-he said he’d never leave. You don’t leave people that you love.” He nodded, reassuring himself. “He’ll know that you touched me and he won’t want me anymore.” He began to bawl. “It’s all your fault for f he doesn’t come home! You ruined everything!”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. tae; ) #pls dont cry #everythings gONNA BE OK

[eddiehmu]

A content smile spread across his face as he held the other in his arms. This was the first time the two have ever hugged, and everything seemed to be going better than expected. That was until the mood suddenly shifted. “Huh?” Eddie asked, moving back only slightly to see Tae’s expression. His whole body jumped when the other yelled, causing him to quickly back away. Tears streamed down the male’s face and Eddie had no idea how to react. He definitely hadn’t expected this reaction. “I’m sorry... I didn’t meant to...”

Before he knew it, Eddie’s arms were wrapped around him. His body stiffened and he began to breathe heavily. “Let me go.” He whispered, voice shaky. “Please, Eddie, let me go.” He began to cry, trying to push the taller male away from him. “I can’t. Please, let me go!” He yelled.

#( &. convo; ) #( &. tae; ) #PLS EDDIE #LOOK @ WHAT U DID SON

[eddiehmu]

His eyes widened, brows raising as he nearly let out a laugh. “You can’t, huh?” Eddie shook his head as his grin widened, already coming closer towards the male. “We’ll see about that.” And before he could object, he lurched forward and wrapped his arms around Tae.

Tae watched as Eddie opened his arms and a look of fear flashed across his face. “I can’t.” He crossed his arms. “Plus i don’t want to.” He scoffed. “Why don’t you hug yourself, fucking giant.”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. tae; ) #chILL EDDIE

[eddiehmu]

“Really? I don’t think the K-dramas are that bad,” he admitted to the stranger. Or at least he thought it was a stranger. He hadn’t recognized the male when he began to speak, but the longer he looked at him, the weird feeling of familiarity only grew stronger. “Whoa, wait... nah. You can’t be... nah,” he shook his head in disbelief. 

“Gonna have to take a hard pass on that one,” Kai snorted in response. “No offense but I’d rather watch moss grow on rocks.” Looking up from his phone, he found himself stumped for a moment when he thought he recognized the person who’d been speaking. 

#( &. convo; ) #( &. kylan; ) #lololol #naaah

[eddiehmu]

“Oh yeah. When she threw it into the sea, my first thought was ‘That old lady just threw away my college tuition’. She could’ve donated it or something---it was just such a Taylor Swift move,” he agreed, shaking his head. “You could be a scammer. Anyone could be a scammer. How do I know you’re not a scammer?” he asked, raising his brows. “I’m not making assumptions, okay. I’m just tryna make sure you’re cool. And you are... so far. There’s still a lot to be determined. But for now, you’re cool.”

“True, the real frustration hit me when old Rose threw away that necklace, though. I mean, why? What was the sole purpose other than being difficult? Like, did you see that little evil smirk? What a nasty move,” she laughed softly. “Do I honestly look like a scammer to you? Ouch.” And her hand rested just above her heart, pretending to be hurt as she looked at him dramatically. “Okay, I don’t know what it is with all these assumptions, but I can assure you, I am not an obnoxious crier.”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. chaewon; ) #im crying idek what he's saying i gtg

[eddiehmu]

He couldn’t help but laugh as he knew exactly what she was talking about. “Yeah... they kissing scenes are usually pretty weird. They kinda just put their lips together and stay still. Like, I know I’m not a good kisser but even I could do better than that. Those K-drama directors should just hire me instead,” he joked.

“I guess you’re right. Can’t always enjoy everything, right? But alright, like I said, Korean drama’s I’m okay with. It’s just, I keep on cringing at the kissing scenes because they always are so awkward somehow? Like damn, haven’t these actors ever really kissed another person or what’s the deal?”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. minhee; )

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His face scrunched up as she told him of the comments she’d heard before. “Haha, damn... guys are dumb. Sorry you had to hear that,” he said, letting out an embarrassed chuckle. “I mean I guess. But honestly, I don’t think I’m anyone’s dream man,” Eddie admitted. “Big Bang, man. They’re legends. You gotta love them. HA, yeah. Trump can go... away. If he could just shut up and move on with his life, I think the world would be a better place. Kanye all the way. I’d vote for him too, to be honest. I feel like hella people would scold me for it, but I don’t care. Come at me. I’ll proudly wear a Kanye for Prez shirt.” He chuckled once again at her comment, a smile growing on his face. “Bangkok reminds me of that Childish Gambino song. But wow, that actually sounds so cool. What’d you do there?” Crossing his arms, he stood in a comfortable position as he gazed at the female. Coming back to Brighton definitely seemed like a good idea after all. “Well I’m glad you’re back too,” he replied with a small grin. “Now that you’re here, we can be best friends. Best friends that get turnt to Fanstasic Baby and support Kanye’s presidency.”

"Yikes, I can understand you wouldn’t want that, no. Oh, things like, how much will a twenty get me? Or the one that almost made me puke, nice legs! What time do they open? I felt disgusting. So saying you can be someone’s dreamman isn’t actually that bad after all, eh? Ayeee! Yes, you know the one! It’s not even a guilty pleasure song of mine anymore, I just love it. Ooh, good choice, Kanye knows how to hype everything up. Although I’m not sure if he’d make a perfect president- I’d still vote for him, though. Everyone’s better than Trump. Her eyebrows quirked up for a second as she wondered why he’d look everywhere but her, was she being too much again? Her guess was yes. Her lower lip got caught between her teeth, but that stopped soon enough as he hit her with a question. “Bangkok! For just around six weeks, I.. had to return earlier than expected. But it’s okay, I’ve had a good time. I’m glad I’m back, though.”

#( &. convo; ) #( &. jackie; ) #lol bcs i dont even rlly like big bang #but eddie does #eddie would fight me