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besties!

#ellie williams #help #this made High me last night choke on my food #why do i love this picture so much

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also to the person who read the entirety of no chances at 7am the other day. you are so real.

#made me giggle #ellie’speachrants

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TEAR YOU APART IS AMAZING OMG!!!

THANK YOU ANON THIS MEANS SO MUCH U HAVE NO IDEA <333

#ellie’speachasks

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hi team :) i logged back on and saw no chances is getting a LOT of love and i just wanna say thank you!!! its so lovely to see people still enjoying that series, it was my favorite to write and share with you guys and i just appreciate every single reblog, like or comment i get 🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷🩷

#ellie’speachrants #thank you #love yall more than you know #thank u for enjoying my work i could cry thinking about it

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oh this will make me cry thank you lovely<333

Fic recs!!! (Even though nobody asked)

I feel like we need to create more of a community here on tlou2 and support each others writing. I’ve read fan fictions for years but never written anything myself before this year.

Now I realise how much hard work it takes to write as much and good as many of the writers here do and how much likes and comments especially means, it always makes my day to get a nice comment on my fics. 💞💞

So here are some of my fav Ellie x reader fics here on tumblr:

Western nights by @ikn0wtheend

Thoroughfare by @ikn0wtheend

Marley and me by @total-dxmure

Don’t you dare fall in love by @ohcaptains

Literally anything by @hunnylagoon

Afterglow by @whenlostinthedarkness

Nothing compares to you by @elliesbelle

Invisible string by @elleloquently

Click by @s-4pphics

No chances by @elliespeach

Friends? Never. by @ellieluvr420

The hard way by @totheblood

I hope this encourages someone else to post their fav fics and support their favourite writers💞💞

Daily click guys

#crying fr #thank u #ily BAD

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so um…… ha ha hahaha yeah …..

why are lesbian situationships so heart breaking these mascs must be stopped

#abbi did my tarot and pulled the fool card on me THRICE #this girl is the bane of my existence #we’re done tho fr

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hey do we remember me bitching and crying ab this girl for months? we did move ahead and start talking again..... i will not be taking questions at this time

why are lesbian situationships so heart breaking these mascs must be stopped

#sigh #here we go again #ellie'speach rants

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BETTER THAN THE ORIGINAL ABBI YOU ALWAYS EAT

michelangelo’s ‘the creation of man’ with ellie and abby ♡

#abbi my beloved #ellie williams #abby anderson

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tear you apart mini chapter | ellie williams

˗ˏˋ"because you need me." ´ˎ˗

pairing ellie williams x fem reader synopsis ellie owns her own vinyl store and the day you wander in changes both of your lives forever. she quickly becomes infatuated with you, desperate for your love that she believes is meant to be. when things in your life begin to spiral, ellie is there to catch you, but you'd never suspect she was the reason you fell in the first place. wordcount: 1k warnings: ellie manipulates reader a bit, readers depressed, other than that nothing. this is lowkey soft. an: so sorry to do this to yall, but have this while i take my leave! short but sweet :)

a week had passed, and ellie’s plan had worked better than she expected. being with you that night had formed some sort of bond between you and ellie. you never wanted to leave her side, and ellie had to keep reminding herself to not show that she was over-the-moon about it. ellie mostly stayed at your place, allowing herself to finally tidying up the small apartment. she also got you blinds. 

you didn’t protest to any of it, you didn’t do much of anything actually. you slept, a lot, ellie waking you up for meals and to stretch your legs. but you’d always find yourself back in bed within the hour. you spoke a few words at a time, slowly like you were trying not to sob with every movement of your mouth. if ellie hadn’t known the extent of your relationship with suzanna, she’d be more concerned. 

you have barely reached out to shauna, who has been texting you every day, each text sounding more condescending than the last. ellie usually deleted them while you slept. you didn’t need to be bombarded while you grieved, and ellie knew you were in no position to talk with anyone but her. last night, you even said as much. 

ellie was finally curling into the soft sheets, after finishing the dishes from the dinner she had made for you both, which you barely pecked at. you turned over from the endless stare to the wall and looked into her crystaling green eyes, “why?” 

it was so soft, so innocently spoken that ellie choked back the lump building in her throat. her callosed hands reached up, softly brushing back hair from your face, “because you need me. because i want to.” 

the lines have been blurred, as to what ellie felt was appropriate. if it was up to her, she would kiss you until she stopped breathing but she knew it wasn’t the time. that you’d likely stop her advances and finally tell her to leave. but now that she knew what is was like to kiss you, to taste you on her tongue, to feel your hands rustling through her hair, it was torture. her own specially devised torment, one that she would endure for you. 

anything, for you.

you nuzzled into her, as you did every night. this is as far as you’ve gone with her since that night in the bar. allowing ellie to feel the warmth of your skin, but nothing further. she relished in it in, fearing that after your grief subsided, you’d discard her. no. no, you wouldn’t. 

ellie pondered in your silence, your head resting lightly on her chest, likely feeling her heart beating for you just under her skin. ellie knew she shouldn’t know about suzanna, and what she meant to you, maybe it was in her best interest to ask. casting a line out, and she hoped you’d latch onto it. 

“what was she like?” ellie said into the darkness of your room, brushing a hand over your back for comfort. you sighed, and ellie opened her mouth to apologize for bringing her up, for shattering whatever walls you had spent the last week building up. you beat her to it, and ellie was relieved when your voice was still soft, warm even. 

“motherly, in all the ways that mattered. my own mom was a wreck, cared for my siblings more but suzanna, she always made me feel like i mattered–” 

“you do matter,” 

“i know. but, to be told and to believe it is different. she made me believe it.” your hands resting atop ellie’s stomach started to fiddle with her shirt. 

“you two must have been close, then.”

“more than you know,” you exhaled with a quick chuckle. one that ellie had not heard in days, a smile tugged at her lips. “can i tell you a secret?” 

ellie prepared herself, of course she already knew your secret but hearing it come from your sweet mouth was different. you explained everything, how you and suzanna came to be the way you were, how she had made you fall in love and then discarded you when once she was done. how she toyed with your emotions but still, you loved her. ellie bit back anything she really wanted to say. 

she tricked you. she knew you felt abandoned and still pursed you, only to leave and come back as she pleased. used you for your body, your kindness. 

“i could never tell shauna, and i think hiding it from her was part of it. the fun. it sounds horrible, i know. but i really did love her.” 

ellie chose her words wisely, “i’m sure you did.” and then, an idea. “what would shauna do, if she found out?” 

“i’m never telling her–” you started, a little defensive. ellie knew she was pushing it, this conversation, but she was hopeful you’d forget it in the morning and only remember that she held you till you fell asleep. 

“no, i know. but, if she did, i mean how would she even react?” 

“she’d likely never speak to me again. i don’t think any of my friends would. i mean, i’m a homewrecker.” your voice cracked and ellie pulled you closer to her. 

“technically, you’re not. no home was wrecked by you.” because it was me, i’ll happily carry that burden for you. a yawn escaped you, and ellie pondered how you could be tired after laying in bed all day, but instead of questioning it, instead of pushing further, she nuzzled down into the bed with you. “don’t worry, your friends will never find out. get some rest,” 

so you did, feeling safe in ellie’s embrace. while you slept, ellie formulated her plan. your friends would indeed find out, if ellie had anything to do with it. your friends, especially shauna, had to go. they didn’t care about you, not in the way ellie did, not in the way you needed someone to care about you. she knew the risks, the fallout of you losing all your friends, but she’d be here for you. she would be enough for you, she’d make herself enough.

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#ellie williams #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams x you #ellie williams fic #ellie williams tlou #ellie williams fanfiction #modern!ellie williams #modern! ellie fanfic

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More Ellie midriff with a happy trail please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please please

ellies midriff with a side of happy trail coming up! :3

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band!au ellie the love of my life apple of my eye my one and-

should i colour this hrmmmmmmmmm

(based on my band!au !! :3)

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butch woman save me

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what are some good ellie blogs?

oooo there are so many. I’m def missing a bunch but here’s some of my fav writers on here in no particular order. get ready for a LONG ass list under the cut

@lovelettersfromluna

@seattlesellie

@elliesbelle

@lonelyfooryouonly

@spaceshipellie

@cinnnamongrl

@astralnymphh

@enbesbians

@sleepyangelkami

@totheblood

@coeurify

@ellieslittlewh0re

@whore-era

@ellieswrldd

@elliespeach

@carmellie

@cinnamonmilf

@callmelola111

@elsweetheart

@ourautumn86

@hotxcheeto

@hazelnutsforellie

@no-nameno-face

@phantombriide

@bellswlw

@valetinetexas

@me-and-your-husband

@loaksky

@machetegirl109

@cybertronic69

@evera-era

@l44serbeam

@elliesflwrgirl

@luvrgrlellie

@moncherellie

@serevena

@saintels

@novacqnes

@koitrash

@booppooo

@ellieswaifu

@baptismbaby

@picklehater101

@findmeintheferns

@scandalcus

@savannahsdeath

@clemellie

@cybrs4pphic

#THANK U OMG IM CRYING #HONORED

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team i have news

it seems i can't multi-task. like at all. i've been trying to go back and forth between my own book, and fanfics and i just can't. im working on one and thinking of the other while doing it and i can't concentrate. i have about 1000 words in on tear you apart part four, and im thinking of posting it just to give you guys something because i don't think i can keep writing fics with my book being unfinished. i likely wouldn't post anything after for a while, until my book is completed. i know i havent been pumping out fics like i used to and this is why, im consumed by my book and the more i write it the further i go, and i cant just leave it and work on something else. these fics take a lot of time and brain power and i need it for that. im really sorry!

i'll post the small blurb later tonight as a little peace offering :) pls dont hate meeeee

#ellie’speachrants #ellie williams x reader #ellie williams

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RANDOM TEXTS WITH GF!ELLIE — CHRISTMAS EDITION

everything star wars related is totally self indulgent but i also genuinely believe she'd be into it bc she likes space and fantasy

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hehehe

#BRO FUCKKKKKKKKKK #ID DO ANYTHING #ANNYTHINNNGGGG

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