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aro pete fic my dearly beloved in the pipeline to maybe be finished ever question mark??

I am writing the representation I wish to see in the world and I'm playing with dolls to do it

#endev talks to herself

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#obligatory danger days reference

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Tshirt idea I had

#and by Jove I'm gonna keep doing them all

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#this is how I want to dress #no joke

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Me, in the summer heat, taking 2 points of fire damage every second: aeugh aeugh aeugh ough eough ough eaugh

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people say folks with adhd struggle with "delayed rewards" aka long term goals and as such we tend to focus more on short term rewards. what they don't talk about is that at when we Do accomplish long term goals we don't actually feel anything proportionate to the amount of work we did to achieve it. In my head I suffered for a while and then money spontaneously appeared in my bank account.

#OH MY GOD EXACTLY THIS #I feel so little about having graduated #it's like ok cool now I have the certification I knew I was always going to get #it doesn't feel like I've accomplished anything because everything happened months/years ago!! it's not real anymore!!

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Before voting, spin the wheel and get a Lord of the Rings character.

Not sure who your character is? You can look them up on this Tolkien Gateway character list, or just vote based on vibes.

For the purposes of the game, assume your vote is not "LaCE compliant." (That is, fucking an elf does not instantly mean marriage or death for that elf.)

Poll concept from @pollsnatural.

#Galadriel #I don't think I'd enjoy a marriage with her but sex would probably be pretty intense #so I'm gonna go fuck

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wish my brain didn't like to make me feel like a colossal fuckup -_-

#endev talks to herself #I haven't even done anything it's just not happy times upstairs rn

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You're just a mammal. Let yourself act like it. Your brain needs enrichment. Your body needs rest. You feel hunger and grow hair. You need to pack bond with other sentient things so you don't become unsocialized and neurotic. You are biologically inclined to seek dopamine and become sick when chronically stressed. "Hedonism" is made up to place moral value on taking pleasure in sensory experiences. I am telling you that if you don't let yourself be a fucking mammal, as you were made, you will suffer and go insane. No grindset no diets no trying to be above your drive for connection. Pursue what makes you feel good and practice radial rejection of the constructs meant to turn you into a machine. You're a mammal.

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adventures on a misty green walk today 💚🌿🌲

#green #endev irl

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Hi! Here's your Daily Reminder to Click for Palestine!

It only takes a couple seconds! 🕊️

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#I remember renting dvds but I did take vhs out from the library

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#happy pride month! #fob #patrick stump

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Happy Pride!

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psych + textposts bc it was about time i did one

#psych #my beloved

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