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Bothersome beast, comforting friend

#caesar.exe

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           M O O N    C Y C L E S

     Being unaware that he is being kept alive by a werewolf heart and that it is the heart of a female, Jaesung often ends up worse for wear when unknowingly battling things outside of his control. Roughly every month, or when the moon is full, he has ‘phases’ lasting from three days to seven days of heightened arousal. It includes, but is not limited to, severe insomnia ( unable to sleep for a minimum of forty-eight hours, up to a record of one hundred and twenty hours, beyond which is he is too terrified not to intervene ), lack of fatigability ( his body does not tire at all and he feels rested and fresh consistently ), a relatively high degree of irritability since he has so much energy that he doesn’t know what to do with and hyperphagia where he’ll just constantly eat if there’s food in front of him.

     While he could be using the ‘phases’ to their full potential, he ends up fighting these changes, spending hours tossing and turning in bed and eventually self-medicating to stay asleep ( again, not because he’s tired, but because of how out of routine it is, how unnatural it is, to not be tired and sleep after a whole day, two days, three days– it terrifies him ). He is not comfortable seeing a doctor for these problems since he’s spent a lot of time in a lab and an ICU bed and he doesn’t want that kind of intervention again. But he does regularly go into shady walk-in clinics and getting stronger and stronger sleeping prescriptions, even reaching a point where he’ll self-inject tranquilizer doses, just so he can force himself to sleep until everything is better again, only for the cycle to start all over from square one.

     Jaesung is very pre-occupied with getting rid of these symptoms, almost obsessively, since his military upbringing placed a very strong focus on doing things like clockwork, getting the right amount of rest, eating the right things on the right time– that he spends a lot of this excess energy subduing himself, trying to be ‘normal’. He could potentially have other effects he doesn’t know about yet, such as heightened senses, increased sexual drive and an ability to actually shift, but that’s really hard to discover when you are absolutely in denial that anything is wrong and keep drugging yourself to sleep.

* oh I forgot to mention, on the worse days, he may even have manic psychosis but it’s a result of his own self-medication and… yea, he really brings it on himself tbh.

#[ character study: jaesung lee ] #// bros lets go

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I lived, bitch

#[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ]

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idk if u guys will believe it but ur local muppet lord now has a mini muppet prince to squish and smooch 

#// even when he pees and poops on me its ok hes adorable i love him #[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ]

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"This is how colonialism works. It convinces us that the fallout from resistance is entirely our fault, that the immoral choice is resistance itself rather than the circumstances which demanded it."

- R.F Kuang, Babel

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crystallized

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today's comforting support ship is kuro/eto/huan, what's your comfort ship?

#[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ] #// im beeeeezy but y'all never far from my mind / love y'all

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I'm gonna bake banana bread, who wants some

#// i post to hold myself accountable. i cannot back out of my banana bread commitment now #// i am gaming my own OS #[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ]

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“No. There will not be a day where I succeed as head of the family.”

#[ character study: yuujin hamada ]

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picture this setting: status post shirogane’s disappearance, ayane is now a teenager inducted into a revengeance arc with the cyber rebellion, but is still under the guardianship and responsibility of Yuujin Hamada (maternal uncle) and every time she introduces him like ayane: this is my uncle you: oh, you guys don’t look related yuujin: yeah, i get that a lot yuujin: im adopted

#// like you'd picture the child being adopted #// but it turns out the adult in the situation is the one who's adopted #[ character study: yuujin hamada ]

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Sure let's dedicate a poem to Kuroha! "Sun in the day, Moon in the night. I'd say you're a delight! No matter the season, no matter the time, not stopping to admire you should be considered a crime."

A beautiful serenade and a powerful stroke to an ever-inflating ego, Chen has pushed all the right buttons to get anything they'd like out of this morally bankrupt doctor. (+1) on your crusade party to fight crime and eventually god! To continue building your party, press X. To head towards your next objective, press Y. To access your group of party members (current party members: 3) press asgfdgDFGD.

#// chen already has ayane and shirogane on the team ! and now you have a mEDIC #// that's a full party right there letsGOO #nekofantasia

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“you’re so pretty,” okay write poetry about me then.

#[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ] #[ character study: kuroha satsuki ]

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i’ll be back to bully y’all later.

#[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ] #// im sleepssyy

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#audio

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wait how are y’all making rp threads /now/. I forgot tumblr does weird updates every few weeks and now im behind on the latest cool stuff. nyeeeEEE

#[ 🎃 head of the demon ( ooc ) ]

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@elganac​

         walking side-by-side with a few friends after spending the night barhopping, she was engaged with the gossip at hand when she took notice of the notifications that accompanied jaesung’s messages. taking advantage of the momentary pause at a crosswalk to read what he had sent her, she examines the attachment briefly, his work gradually earning her approval the more she looked at it.

         [ msg: jaesung l. ] you’re still up working at this hour? i’m flattered you’re putting so much time into this for me, thank you

         sensing her group of friends begin to move forward, her attention is split between continuing her response and gauging where she was in relation to the office she had visited jaesung in before. was he working there for the night? it couldn’t hurt to ask anyway since she was already messaging him.

         [ msg: jaesung l. ] are you at your office? i think i’m in the neighborhood. maybe i could stop by to see your work in person?

         [ msg: jaesung l. ] i can bring you something as well, a snack or something. you should take a break after all

         a “break” – truly, it was just an excuse for her to swing by to see jaesung. considering how they mostly kept in contact regarding her website, alison was curious as to how he was holding up outside of that. while two a.m. wasn’t terribly late to some people ( like herself ), a certain pattern seemed to have existed with jaesung that had caught her attention, and a part of her had a feeling the pattern was repeating.

     Robust design, accessible links, and an easy backend-- it looked perfect for the moment, but as the clock ticked and the delay between messages continued to expand, he was coming to the realization that this was probably a manic phase and he was going to have a different thought process on it later. Nevertheless, he continues combing up and down the site, hoping the Jaesung of two-- maybe five days later-- would still think this was good enough to hand over to Alison. 

     He leans back, wondering what else he could do now to pass the time until the inevitable crash, when Alison’s reply pops up on the corner of the desktop. He quickly brings it up, surprised at the quick response. 

      [ to: ms clair ] This hour is broad daylight for other people.

      [ to: ms clair ] I’m still here for a while. 

      Although, now he pauses, realizing it was indeed 2am and why was she awake and in the neighborhood? Strange. He’d definitely like to catch up with her and get to know more about her. 

      [ to: ms clair ] I have cup noodles and soda. 

      [ to: ms clair ] and coffee. 

      [ to: ms clair ] If you want anything to add on to the midnight snacking menu, feel free

      Fried chicken would be nice, he thinks to himself. Attention diverted from the chatbox, he’s already begun pulling up a menu to order in takeout. A quick evaluation shows he’s not hungry, but there is definitely an emptiness somewhere that demands for fried chicken. And soda. He can also picture the fried chicken swimming alongside the cup noodles with hot sauce drizzled over it. It looks like a spicy ice cream sundae-- ice cream wouldn’t be so bad right now either. At this rate, he was going to have to stock up the office with more food for nights like these. 

@asocier​:

→ starter

     He hadn’t noticed that he hadn’t slept the last two days-- probably since he was so preoccupied with the task at hand; he had dabbled every now and then with website design to the point where he was fairly comfortable with coding design, but bringing it all together to showcase art, fashion and personality was a challenge he was finding very interesting. It’s almost 2 in the morning when he feels like it looks good enough to forward to the client, he had done his best with the color palette she had given him but he was quite sure she’d have additional issues with the overall look-- the basic structure, however, looked pretty good to him. 

     So he screen-shots the page and is about to send it to her, when he notices how late it was-- and he attributes the lack of tiredness to excitement about completing a project. He continues to send it, regardless, she could reply in the morning later--

     [ to: ms clair ] hey. i finished the first draft. i uploaded some of the pictures you sent, just to see how it would all look, what do you think?

     [ to: ms clair ] AlisonsPage01.png

     [ to: ms clair ] it’s pretty late right now, sorry about that.

#// uwu #elganac #asocier #// man i forgot my tags #// i forget what i am supposed to tag this as

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keeping up with the mandalorians