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today i’m kinda happy... i stayed with my friends this morning and then i cooked the lunch on my own. my dad liked the pasta a lot and i was feelin very proud... i also managed to eat less.. this day is gonna be alright i hope, even if my boy isn’t here. in monday i’m going to the mall and i’m very excited to buy new clothes... the real struggle is WHAT THE FUCK IM GONNA WEAR TONIGHT? (i’ll go out with my best, fortunately we’re just gonna eat a salad cause she’s on a diet)

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My Current List of Priorities:

Lose weight

Don’t binge

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my “diary„

maybe i just made this blog to talk with no one in particular, i just wanna say things that everyday remains info myself and they’re killin me soflty (not like the fugees). i’m not gonna present myself , i don’t wanna any attention but if u’d like to talk to me i’ll be happy to reply. i just need some help , i suppouse. or maybe someone that listen to me without the arrogance to say ‘i know what is happening to u, u just need to....’ NO. i’ don’t really know what’s happening to me. i think i’m going into bulimia but no one knows it. i have a boy-friend but i’m not so sure to be perfect for him. my goals in life have always been , at first, be strong and support myself , after to be skinny and healthy. at the moment i’m a disaster and i don’t know what to do. my lire is in ruins... one day i feel like being on top of the world, the day after i just wanna hide and escape from all my responsabilities.