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If you ever feel like you’ve made bad decisions just remember that somewhere out there is a theatre director at an all-white high school about to choose the spring musical

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one important thing that Must be understood about interpersonal relationships is that you have to stop interacting with people who love you like they’re one slip-up away from leaving you. you have to trust that the ppl you love mean what they say. you have to believe that when they say “this hurt my feelings,” that they’re also saying, “can you please love me this other way next time?” and you have to wrap your head around the fact that even if you don’t understand Why someone loves you, you can accept that that they do. true, honest, & open love does not function like hp in a video game !!!!!!

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Being an autistic adult is scary. I've long since stopped trusting my ability to infer what other people are thinking or feeling about me. Best I can do is educated guesses.

This person has generally been friendly towards me, but is that because they like me or because they're hiding their burning hatred beneath a veneer of politeness? There is literally no way to know. The worst part is that you can ask but there's still no way to know if they'll tell you their honest feelings or not.

The only assumption I can make is that if someone repeatedly makes the unprompted effort to approach me, that person probably likes me reasonably well. So the logical course of action is clearly to never approach anyone first and only speak when spoken to. This is definitely the right solution. Good job, me.

No.

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i feel like the idea that divorce is monumentally traumatic for kids is patriarchal propaganda because my parents’ divorce was the least traumatizing aspect of my childhood. like them being married and under the same roof was sooo much worse and their divorce was just this massive weight lifted off my shoulders

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im adopting the ‘dark jock’ aesthetic. i’m going to lurk around crumbling old institute buildings in a black tanktop with a skull on it and a backwards ballcap and i’m going to get dark academia people to write my essays for me while i call them nerds and doofuses and prep for the big dark football game

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Me sexting: what would you do if you found me with my hands tied ;) My feminist bf: I Would Free You

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the youtube "stop drawing like this" community doesn't want you to know this but you can shade however you want forever btw. it doesn't have to make sense in fact you should actively be pissing people off with how inaccurate your light source is

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One struggle 🫡

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we sexualize the unemployed failgirls a lot but i think at some point it comes across as a joke, it’s not though. lonely tranny sitting alone in your apartment you can’t afford, averting your eyes from your bank account every time you feel hunger, hiding from the dangerous eyes of the world outside, trapped trapped trapped, i love you i love you i love you and i will still love you when you discover the better world you belonged in since the beginning

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read philosophical investigations asap

before they get you

I could be seduced into neo-Fregeanism at any point lads. Pray for me.

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AOC is at the Columbia encampment. The students need to wise up fast and kick her ass out.

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i got free ice cream at the restaurant cause i wasn't wearing a bra 😇

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#big boobs #id say small but my ex gf would kill me

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in the hour or so it took me to draw this op turned reblogs off