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I have ECT tomorrow at 8. So I have to leave at 6:15 and it's not even helping. Everyone wants me in an ip facility to treat my depression but is that really going to solve the problem. I was told today that I'm the most depressed patient that they have ever worked with. Well ok I guess that says shit is bad. If I could just motivate myself to do therapy 3 times a week, ECT 2 times a week, find a good psychiatrist who can help me with my meds. Then somehow just start doing the things I use to do. But I care about nothing and do nothing. But I want to care. I really do. I want to white knuckle it like I did with my ED. Is that even possible in the state I'm in? Can I do that? I want to, I fucking want too. And somehow my body just can't. And inside I'm battling with myself saying "pull your shit together start living your life, stop feeling like this, get your ass up, move, read, enjoy life, care for you're friend, help out around the house, go back to living alone." But no my body feels like it's physically impaired. I wish I could get better by not going ip, I know I have the tools to get better, I know how, but I can't. And I don't understand that.

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to anyone enduring a depressive episode: it’s ok. you’re not being lazy or selfish. your productivity doesn’t define or devalue you. you’re coping. you’re doing the best you can, and that’s ok!

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Never forget; you are beautiful. 

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A new year reaolurion for me - try to be positive instead of always bringing yourself down about body image - it’s easy to compliment others but complimenting yourself and truly believing it is super hard for me! #positive #fitspo #inspo #quote #bbg #fit #quotestoliveby #quoteoftheday

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