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ETHEL CAIN'S PREACHER'S DAUGHTER (2022) ALBUM PROMPTS

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it hurts to miss you.

make it stop.

i was too young.

if they strike once, then you just hit them twice as hard.

know that one day, you and i could be ok.

i'm just a child but i'm not above violence.

tell me, what have you done.

i thought good guys get to be happy.

i was there in the dark when you spilled your first blood.

it's just not my year.

you loved your dad and the love he had for your mother.

you were my whole world.

daddy said shoot first, then run, and don't look back.

you came alone to me.

i am here now, as you run from me still.

we all know how it goes.

god loves you, but not enough to save you.

i'm never gonna leave you.

it's worse to know.

he keeps looking at me.

i just wanted to be yours.

don't run, i'll take you anywhere.

show me how much i mean to you.

don't think about it too hard.

you know i raised you bеtter than this.

i need you still.

you know i'll still be right behind you.

we'll make love in your attic all night.

just know that i love you.

i do what i want.

it's already been done.

the fate's already fucked me sideways.

i feel so alone without you.

even the iron still fears the rot.

i'm not happy.

you wanna see me on my knees?

am i no good?

i should have known that there's no getting in.

i've tried, but i think it's about time i put up a fight.

i can see it in your eyes.

am i making you feel sick?

putting too much faith in the make-believe…

lay it on me.

when the preacher talks, that man demands his silence.

i've had enough.

leavе me hanging so they all can laugh at me.

i may never sleep at night.

i can't lead him back.

tell me a story.

please, can i sleep?

trouble's always gonna find you.

he's cold-blooded so it takes more time to bleed.

i still feel like they all know.

i just pray that you're alright.

i’m alone.

i thought that you were so beautiful.

good luck taking care of yourself.

i'm doing what i want and damn, i'm doing it well.

you love blood too much.

you wanna fuck me right now?

i'm sorry if i sound off.

i don't want him to worry, always wondering if i'm alright.

i don't need anything from anyone.

i am no good nor evil, simply i am.

all that's left are your walls, and you'll die there.

i'm all good out here.

i always knew that in the end no one was coming to save me.

listening to the choir, so heartfelt, all singing.

don't worry about me.

hell don't scare me, i've been times before.

i watched him show his love through shades of black and blue.

i hate this story.

the neighbour's brother came home in a box.

i spend my life watching it go by from the sidelines.

he's never looked more beautiful.

we finally reached the edge after all this time.

you might never come back home.

i didn't find my love, but i still made it this far without it.

you won't come home.

i can't let go when something's broken.

god is telling you and i there is death, for all of us.

you poor thing.

you and me against the world.

you can't hide from me forever.

i'm tired of you.

don't talk to strangers or you might fall in love.

love's never meant much to me.

he wanted to go, so maybe it was his fault.

i've killed before and i'll kill again.

it was love, i guess.

the neighbours beat on the walls while i'm face-first in the bed.

please don't look at me.

how funny, i never considered myself tough.

you wanna rip these clothes off?

you were the only one i was never scared to tell i hurt.

you got lost in it and yet you found yourself.

there's nothing you can do.

i'm so alone out here.

i never blamed you for loving me the way that you did.

why do i feel alone in this room with you?

if it's meant to be then it will be.

i tried to be good.

my mama raised me better than that.

you'll never sleep a wink at night again.

says he's in love with my body, that's why he's fucking it up.

you're so handsome when i'm all over your mouth.

by seventeen, you knew you had to see it all.

love's out there and i can't leave it be.

i invited you in.

say what you want, but say it like you mean it.

you wanna get my clothes off?

you're all the same.

take me down to the river and bathe me clean.

you wanna love me right now?

show me your face.

well, maybe not 'cause look at what i've got.

i followed you in.

the more it hurts, the less it shows.

please don't tell me.

i don't mind 'cause that's how my daddy raised me.

you watched me.

just give it one more day, then you're done.

i haven't spoken to my daddy in a long, long time.

i'll still be alright.

i have come to take what is mine.

what i wouldn't give to be in church this sunday.

i just hope you're doing fine out there.

just tell me i'm yours.

i'd hold the gun if you asked me to.

can i be yours?

that's why i can never go back home.

it's just the way that you are.

i'll come with you if you're sure it's what you need.

#prompt. . .⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴⠀:⠀specify #the way i was scrolling through my likes for a meme and this was the first one i came upon.... serendipity #literally send anything and i will try to wrap archie in your muse's canon they are a chameleon <3 #but also if they don't work i'll make a starter call that vibrates like a chihuahua

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#𝙵𝙸𝚂𝚃𝚂𝟺𝙾𝙽𝙲𝙴 : a fandom - less portrayal of archie andrews, inspired by ethel cain's preacher's daughter and removed from canon. often dc based, but very crossover friendly ! extremely personal + original take on the character, re - written as fandom - less and very headcanon heavy. sb to enslaughts.

a study in broken promises and fallen pedestals, bruised knuckles punching in the wind, hero complexes, lost childhood and butterfly nets, grief as anger, healing, what it means to have a body, and to not. 𝟶𝟼/𝟸𝟸/𝟸𝟹. re - imagined by jean, 23, they/any.

notes. prompts.

dash rules.

you do not need to be following my main to follow and interact with me over here. however, i do require that i be following you from there before interaction.

000. . . disclaimer.

the rpc's distancing from riverdale is very much understood, however, my portrayal of archie is incredibly personalized and wholly adapted to a personal trajectory of mine over the last half a decade. inspiration is taken from the cw show for his backstory, but my default verse for archie is only vaguely season five - like, but that's about it as far as similarities go. this character is a comfort muse unfortunately and incredibly comfortable for me to write simply because of how long i've been doing it. if you hate riverdale, i promise i've heard it all before and am not here to hash it out, but to write what's practically become an original character for me. if you don't wanna be here, simply scroll or block, beloved.

001. . . activity.

i'll be frank : i write pretty sporadically, and this goes for ic and ooc interactions. i can get overwhelmed juggling responsibilities often, and socializing is one of the first things to go. i un / fortunately work 40 hour work weeks, and only get every other weekend off, so my schedule makes consistent activity difficult on top of my focus. if i can successfully plot something with you, i find my muse is sooo much more involved, but i'm contradictorily bad at it due to the reasons above ; it's truly hit or miss, and i understand if that becomes frustrating for any of my partners. sometimes i’ll be able to get out a couple drafts a week, others merely once, or not at all. if i haven’t replied or answered something in a while, please know it’s nothing personal, i’m just taking my time until i feel good about what i can put down. writing is a hobby i enjoy, but if you're looking for a blog with any sort of regularity, this isn't the one for you. i have other rp blogs i try to run as well, therefore i might be very slow on this one at times. i can be quite the flaky rp partner, so i apologize in advance for that and completely understand if my antics [ or lack thereof ] result in an unfollow. if i go longer than two months without activity, i'll try to make a hiatus notice.

002. . . following.

because of the previously stated, i’m also highly selective with who i rp with. i want to not to bite off more than i can chew, and for the sake of pacing myself, my activity will be reserved for mutuals only. if my thread count gets too high for my liking, it's not uncommon that i drop threads, but i will absolutely try and let you know if that happens. duplicates are always welcome <3 [ let me know if you need me to tag same - muse posts and i’ll be happy to ! ] i regularly go on softblocking sprees to keep my follower count semi - low, but do feel free to re - follow if you feel like the stars merely misaligned for our first bout of mutual following and i'd be very down to give it another shot. on that note, it'll take me a week+ to follow back sometimes, as i like to read through not only rules, but dossiers and verse pages, especially for ocs, so it can take a hot minute.

003. . . etiquette.

the basics ; don’t be an asshole, any transphobia, biphobia, homophobia, racism, whitewashing, pro - shipping, incest, etc, will be blocked on sight. no godmodding, please cut your threads, continue asks in new posts, etc, and no stealing of any personal concepts of mine. loose inspiration is fine, but if i see repeated similarities, i may or may not approach you about it. formatting - wise, here is an example of my prose style. i primarily use big ol’ text and static or no icons, beta editor + xkit rewritten, but feel free to format however you like and i’ll try to match you somewhat. since my concussion, however, i will no longer be threading with super small text or anything heavily formatted, as this can strain my eyes and make headaches worse, even with my glasses.

004. . . shipping.

i’m all about exploring meaningful dynamics, whether they be platonic, familial, antagonistic, pre - established, etc, so feel free to shoot me a message if you’d like to plot something out between our muses ! while the mun of this blog is 18+, smut just really isn’t my thing ; referenced ‘ offscreen ’ as it were is fine, as are nfsfw headcanons and such, maybe fade to black / time skips, but for the most part, you won’t find any roleplayed smut on this blog. this of course is muse dependent and does not apply to any underage muses. romance is fine to some degree, but again, if they are a child, anything beyond lighthearted and innocent experiences are off limits, no exceptions. if i see you’ve aged up a minor character for shipping purposes, it will result in an instant unfollow. if at some point i flesh out adult verses for them, these shipping rules will not change. on that note as well, i do prefer to rp with muns who are also 18+. i don’t see your age somewhere in your rules or pinned, it will affect my willingness to follow.

005. . . memes.

memes from anyone, anytime, for the muse or for the mun, are always welcome, and often a go - to ice breaker of mine since starter calls make me nervous. please don’t hesitate to send a good handful since i try not to cage myself into answering ones i just don’t have muse for. i find if i force stuff, i’m just less likely to ever actually get it done, so don’t feel like you’re overwhelming me if you send more than just a couple for me to choose from. please remember to specify which muse your asks are for unless it’s to one of my sideblogs. if you want to start a thread from an ask, i greatly encourage it since i try to write most answers as potential starters anyway ! lastly, any memes in my tag aren't expired. if i don't want them sent in anymore, i'll delete them from the tag.

006. . . triggers.

this blog leans horror - adjacent in many ways, and this blog will be portraying that accordingly, including trigger - heavy content such as : depression, ptsd, panic attacks, body horror / issues, violence / injury, horror elements, parental death, smoking, religious imagery, as well as past statutory rape, but i will try to tag it as ‘ trigger // ’. on that note, please do keep in mind : any abuse present on my blog will be in headcanons or backstories, never actual threads. if i’m writing with villain muses, physical harm may be present, but i refuse to roleplay any domestic / animal / harm or abuse in any form. my personal triggers are visual eye gore, visual self harm, and visual vomit. please do feel free to say something if i forget to tag a post and i’ll try to tag it for you right away !

whew. all that said, i'm jean, 23, white, and i use they/any pronouns ! thank you for taking the time to read my rules, and rest assured if i follow you, that means i’ve read through yours as well <3 discord is available for mutuals upon request.

007. . . blogroll.

enslaughts. a medium activity horror - heavy multimuse. dvrast. a selective jesper fahey. low activity. follows from enslaughts. wolfsp1der. an original spider - person. low activity. wayfares. a selective western multimuse. hiatus. greatloss. a selective slow five hargreeves. hiatus. clericlost. a selective slow william byers. hiatus. mindsflayed. a selective slow mind flayer + vecna. hiatus. follows from clericlost.

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