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this pride month I am wishing everyone a very stop overanalyzing yourself and just have fun with it. have gay sex. don't have any sex. try on a new gender. stop caring about gender at all. talk to your doctor about hormones. go on a date. break up with the person you dont love. whatever it is you have been putting off doing by dithering about it in your head. just do that and fully experience how it feels without trying to put it into words. if you still need a word for it later there will be one. they aren't going anywhere. but people were here before language and there's only so far language can go in giving you a fulfilling human experience. so if you are hiding behind finding the right words for whatever it is your heart wants i hope this month you get the courage to just do it instead.

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day at the museum

insp. // it’s so fyodor coded i had to draw it

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he's so pretty i wanna spit his cum back into his mouth and make him swallow it

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HAPPY PRIDE BITCHES GO PUT A PIPE BOMB IN A CONSERVATIVES CAR TRUNK TODAY ITS FULLY LEGALIZED FOR THE NEXT MONTH 🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈🏳️‍🌈‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️💥💥💥💥💥

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Do you ever stop and think of how Chuuya's life before the PM was one of constant violence and brutality?

And how he might have been touch-averse early on in his life for how every touch he's known was vicious and barbaric?

Do you ever think about how this might be Chuuya's first experience of actual, gentle touch since he'd been picked up by the sheep??

Do you ever consider that the reason he looks so shocked aside from his ability getting swept away, is because this isn't a chokehold or a preparation to attack, but a mere hold?

Do you ever think about how No Longer Human might have taught him that gentle touch can be just as powerful as violent ones??

Oh, by the way,

Do you ever stop and consider that the reason Chuuya was reeling every time him and Dazai closed proximity isn't only because he doesn't stand Dazai but also because he absolutely hates the contact?

Do you ever think of how Dazai might have known how much Chuuya wasn't used to gentle touch and tormented him by doing shit like this just so he can see Chuuya's visceral reactions every time?

Do you ever imagine Chuuya trying to get used to gentle touch and even try to initiate some as payback?

And how he's come to appreciate and embrace it by doing so?

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no homo? bro I went to the gay island and they were wishing you happy pride there

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finally watching Impel Down decades after everyone and im so weak for his long princess hair fr here are some 5mins doodle I made while watching op

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Happy pride month 🏳️‍🌈

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Shizaya kisses comp

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i did a redraw!! happy pride month from hatsune miku 🌈

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That was Nikolai's favorite cup lol

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alternate version:

pov: they've been dating for 3 years

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thank you for reblogging that post about accepting transmascs and being against gender essentialism in that way, i know this probably sounds really dumb but it made me tear up a little bc i’m so used to the extreme vast majority of this website, especially other trans people, constantly shitting on us and wishing we didn’t transition. it’s just really nice, it really made my day. thank you. lots of love to you. 💙🏳️‍⚧️

ive seen firsthand that trans mens struggles, distinct from transfemme struggles, are their own horrific existential nightmare. neither of us has it "easier" than the other, and it saddens me how often people minimize the very real and very difficult to handle strife of our brothers.

you're loved, big dog, and happy pride.

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i am obsessed- i think i might be touch starved too...

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no no see, domesticity IS hot. how intimate it is to make food with someone, to share a bed, to brush your teeth at the same sink, to shower and use the same towels and the same laundry soap, to grocery shop and hold hands through the aisles, to be cornered in the kitchen to make out while a pot of pasta boils over on the stove. to fall asleep and hear them snoring softly and laugh at the little trail of drool out of the corner of their mouth. to spend money together and share chores and pick on each other for your weird habits. it's not always perfect and beautiful, but it's comfortable and familiar and I just think it's neat.

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Actually so tired of seeing people say Dazai manipulated Chuuya into using Corruption during their fight with Lovecraft, because that is not what was happening. Just because Chuuya says he has no choice doesn't mean Dazai is the one giving him no choice.

I'm sure I'm not the first person to say this, but if you think Chuuya is saying Dazai is giving him no choice here you are misunderstanding what he is saying and their whole dynamic as Soukoku.

Yes, Dazai is the one to bring up corruption, but as a last resort.

By this point they know Lovecraft has survived a whole fist through his chest, has turned into literal eldritch horror and he's not using an ability. All of this effectively makes one half of Soukoku useless in this fight. Dazai has no more cards he can play.

And Chuuya isn't much more confident about his chances either.

This is not the face of someone who has this situation handled. I know Chuuya is one of the strongest ability users in BSD, but I will say it as many times as it takes, he is not as invincible as the fandom makes him out to be. He took the first hit in this fight, he needed Dazai as a distraction to land a hit on pre-transformed Lovecraft.

So when Dazai brings up Corruption and Chuuya responds with this:

He's acknowledging that he knows Dazai wouldn't suggest this if they had any other options but Corruption or giving up. Their enemy is what gives Chuuya no choice here, because like hell is he ever going to choose just giving up.

If anything, what Dazai is saying in this conversation is "I know you won't chose it, but I would stand by you if you chose not to fight anymore."

Corruption is not something he suggests Chuuya uses lightly, and if Chuuya chose not to use it, he wouldn't try to manipulate him into changing his mind. Dazai is the one who told Chuuya he gets to chose how to use his power, no one else. He was the first person to tell Chuuya that. He is once again telling Chuuya that here. Even if Chuuya's choice meant them dying, Dazai would stand by him.

That's what this scene is.

It's their trust. Not manipulations.

Yes, Dazai can and does absolutely manipulate people, but this just isn't an example of it.

He was the first person to see Chuuya as human, he would not treat him like a weapon.

#THIS #louder for the ppl in the back

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IM FUCKING SCREAMING