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;; hiya everyone ! long time no talk ! i’ve missed writing so so much and i really want to get back to it ! i really want a fresh start though so i’m going to work on doing a bit of a reboot. stay tuned ! :) 

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;; hellooooo my loves! i have missed you all immensely ! sorry for being mia for a while ! i’ve had really low writing motivation and between having a rough semester at school and the mental and physical illnesses both flaring up, i just haven’t been able to be here. HOWEVER, i’ve been re-reading some old things lately and it’s been really sparking some inspiration to make a comeback. SO.... i think to give myself a fresh start, i’m going to work on archiving and making a fresh blog. so stay tuned for that. i love you all and can’t wait to get writing with you all again ! :D

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@lcvedriven​ said: “That is so mean and I am so proud of you.”  Hop and Joyce 

       ❝ okay, uncalled for. ❞ she hates that she’s trying not to smile. coming from anyone else, it would feel patronizing. it should feel patronizing, but SHE KNOWS jim doesn’t mean it that way. after everything they’ve been through together, jim hopper is possibly the one man in hawkins, hell maybe the entire world, she trusts not to patronize her. but still. ❝ you of all people should know i’m MORE than capable of being mean when i want to be, jim. ❞

#joyce tbt #joyce really said 'im grumpy cat' today #she loves you tho jim we promise XD

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THE SANDMAN | 1.02 “Imperfect Hosts”

#C BIANCHI ✩ visage | sometimes you have to stand out in order to blend in #MICHAEL ✩ visage | leader of the heavenly host #PERSEPHONE ✩ visage | her name is a secret we cannot speak #okay but it's the way ethel was legit just basically supernatural!cassandra and i was LIVING for it

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@rotless​ said: “Every once in a while, you need to see the sun rise. It might be that night for me.” for callie from michelle

       she just WATCHES her for a long moment. god, how had they made such a mess of things ? how had she made such a mess of things ? callie’s used to filling the silence in their relationship, used to standing up, jumping into action, making it all okay. that’s what she’d done for the better part of two decades. now, sitting so close and yet miles apart, she finds that she both doesn’t quite know how and she doesn’t want to. so she just takes one final drag on her current cigarette before putting it out, blowing out the smoke with a long, drawn out exhale.

       ❝ i’ve had A LOT OF NIGHTS like that lately. ❞ it’s not what she’s expecting to say when she finally does speak, but it feels right, somehow. ❝ honestly, there’s something calming about it, it’s like a reminder that... ❞ i love you. i miss you. i’m sorry for everything. god, i miss you so fucking much. you have no idea. ❝ the world goes on, that no matter what you’re going through right now, the world is still turning and you’ve got another chance to get through it. ❞

she steals a glance at her then and instantly regrets it. somehow, she keeps telling herself that michelle will affect her less, that she’ll be able to LOOK AT HER without her breath catching or her heart threatening to quit on her, but that time hasn’t come yet. with a sigh ( you really are a sucker, caroline ), she tucks her hair behind her ear and moves just a hair closer. ❝ do you want to talk about it ? ❞

#C STEVENSON ✩ answers | gotta raise a little hell #rotless #rotless: michelle

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@fedoraxcrowned-temp​​ said: Raymond's gonna kiss Cassandra silly just because he can 💞💞💞

       she’s not complaining in the slightest. she’s really not. it does catch her off guard a little, not because she doubts him, but because they’re not usually that type of couple. it’s not that physical affection isn’t part of their relationship, it CERTAINLY is, but they’re more... wait until a gesture needs to be made and then make it people. it’s not one of their finer attributes, but it’s how they’ve been up until now. this... this is new.

       she likes it.

       her fingers find his as she returns the kiss, head just tilting ever so slightly as she pulls away. ❝ now i’m VERY MUCH not complaining, ❞ she squeezes his hand to accentuate her point, ❝ but do you mind telling me what on earth that was for ? if only so i can be sure to repeat the occurrence in the future. ❞

#C BIANCHI ✩ answers | the architect speaks #fedoraxcrowned

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@synethesis​ said: "I know. It's not in my notes either, but it's in my heart." - from imogen to laudna

       she shouldn’t laugh. she knows she shouldn’t laugh, but she says it’s so matter of factly, like it’s perfectly normal, and it’s so genuine and sweet and IMOGEN that, as per usual, laudna swears she can hear a heartbeat pounding in her ears. a low chuckle rumbles in her throat as a fond smile turns at her lips. ❝ you’ve been taking notes ? gods, when do you even find THE TIME ? ❞

#laudna tbt #synethesis #synethesis: imogen #here have some soft bc they deserve it?

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@unawaken​ said: “I didn’t say I had good rhythm.” from sylas to delilah?

       she laughs for the first time in what feels like days. FUNNY, how she always seems to do that when he’s around. she normally hates these functions, dreads them even. she’s even taken to finding excuses to tell her mother as to why she can’t attend them, but oh, she’s ever so glad she didn’t do that today. ❝ hush, sylas. ❞ the smile on her face is wide as she says it though, her hand warm as she slips it into his. ❝ quite frankly, you could step on my feet through the entire number. so long as you’ll AFFORD ME A DANCE, i don’t really care. ❞

       she catches herself then, years of finishing school and governesses and her mother’s lectures all flooding into her mind at once. the blush stains her cheeks and she misses a step as they’re walking, pausing just for a moment to recover herself. ❝ i... apologize. that was rather forward of me. i merely meant that i was relieved to see you here today. normally, i have to spend these evenings being PASSED AROUND from man to man like i’m a piece of livestock so... seeing a familiar face, someone whose company i actually enjoy, was a welcome surprise. that’s all. ❞

#D BRIARWOOD ✩ answers | our hearts we have sold for diamonds and gold #unawaken #idk bc i just had the image of them when they were in that like #early 'we definitely really like each other but what are relationships in this day and age' phase #and y'know just... being at some stupid ball or something for whatever reason #D BRIARWOOD ✩ young verse | wanna watch the sky one more time before infinity

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critical role - bell’s hells - arc 1 sentence starters

all sentences taken from episodes 1-23 of the third campaign of critical role. feel free to change pronouns, phrasing etc. to fit your needs!

“Kids like fun scary. You’re scary scary.”

“What time are you going to wake up? You’re being lazy.”

“Smiley day to you!”

“All right. We’re done talking in front of you. Let’s go.”

“She’s effective. You’ve just gotta be careful around her.”

“I’m immediately concerned about the creepy ass bitch 40 feet away dripping with goo.”

“Do you want my face to wear off after a few minutes?”

“There is no thinking here tonight.”

“Of all the isms, optimism is the most optimistic!”

“The rat makes sense.”

“Plan A is shit now. It’s Plan B.”

“Does no one crime?!”

“God, I miss cartilage.”

“We hate furniture.”

“So your hobbies are baking cake and covertly protecting the realm from evil. What an odd retirement!”

“Jazz I don’t fuck with.”

“Every once in a while, you need to see the sun rise. It might be that night for me.”

“I’m glad the noise has stopped for you. I’m glad you’re at peace.”

“I get headaches just listening to people chatter out loud. I can only imagine the dumb shit people have rolling around in their heads.”

“Why does everyone think I need so much sandwich?”

“Don’t backseat rope hold.”

“They say that goodbye is the hardest word to say, but it’s not. It’s Worcestershire.”

“That is delightfully fucked up.”

“Well the head got up and the head got hit.”

“Did you kiss them? Did you kiss the beef?”

“Should we get a late lunch before murder?”

“You don’t want to do murder on an empty stomach.”

“What are the chances we’re going to wander into two terrible things in one day?”

“My telekinesis is much stronger than I am.”

“I’d love to see your insides.”

“I thought it was gonna be otters!”

“Inanimate objects! It’s a conspiracy of inanimate objects!”

“You should poke it. We’re pretty sure it’s dead, but there’s only one way to tell.”

“Oh, you’re all sorts of fucking crazy.”

“I’m just saying come correct or get corrected.”

“I don’t want to make this awkward, but I have this group on toy retainer so…”

“You’ll figure it out. I don’t have time to put you through business school, fuck.”

“All of them are going on a date with the cook.”

“That’s got to be a record. We did three clusterfuck break ins in one day.”

“I feel like we resort to the B&E route quite a bit. I feel like we should mix it up.”

“I was going to say it’s Tuesday, but that’s not real.”

“I’m getting my wood’s worth!”

“I’m not disappointed, I’m just angry.”

“How can you make something so nice still sound so creepy?”

“Let’s go do some crime, fuck it.”

“Think of it as a very complicated vacation.”

“Don’t get me wrong, I am appreciative. I’m also gonna fuck off in the morning.”

“You know, I thought I was the king of cagey. What is it about this group?”

“You silly, silly noble.”

“As harsh as the world may seem at times, there are good people out there. It’s easy for them to be drowned out by the noise.”

“Those who are loved are never lost.“

“Those who are loved are never lost… Unless it’s like your keys.”

“You can accomplish anything if you believe in yourself or if you have wealthy parents.”

“Friendship is pastries!”

“I don’t fuck around when it comes to wood.”

“I kinda hate it and I kinda love it, but I mostly hate it.”

“Have you ever, in your entire life, been bumped so hard your ring fell off?”

“Y’all came in with weird energy and you done fucked me up.”

“Paying his debts? In the bathroom? That sounds like a lot of work!”

“I feel like this is a pretty open and shut nightmare.”

“You are a cup.”

“May the hair in your ears never fall out.”

“As you said so yourself in your head probably, we’re a bunch of bumblefucks.”

“When you aggressively whittle wood behind the bench like that, it looks like something else.”

“I’m gonna protect the dead lady.”

“Lick salt, fucker!”

“Anything worth doing, anything really really complicated, should not be done quickly.”

“I love other peoples’ problems, please.”

“I feel oddly comforted and it disturbs me.”

“I’ve been up for a while just kind of looking at you.”

“Do you want to eat our face off?”

“You should never have to run into the storm alone.”

“Trees: Nature’s titty tassels.” 

 “If you’re looking for a book repository, we’re in a fucking swamp.” 

“That is so mean and I am so proud of you.” 

“It just turns out I’m really good at killing wood.” 

“Is it cake or is it death?” 

“Who’s Santa now, bitch?” 

“Fuck this haunted house.” 

“I’m a big, shiny rainbow motherfucker right now.” 

“I know where you power down.” 

“Right feels weird.” 

“Did I just mention that because I love it or because we’re contractually obligated to? Maybe both.” 

“I often find a little bit of understanding helps in easing the fear.” 

“Anybody can be grumpy if you work hard enough.” 

“I thought you were a healer. You cut me deep.” 

“Just cause you have a soul doesn’t mean you know how to use it too good.” 

“It has been nearly two weeks and I have forgotten how extremely strange you all are.” 

“Okay, goodnight, I’ll watch you sleep.”

#MEME | incoming #bc seashell told me to rebagel a meme

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;; hello fellow critters, i hope you’re all doing as okay as you can be ! please know i am mentally giving you all hot chocolate or some other warm beverage you like, wrapping you in blankets, and giving you big hugs.

idk if this helps, but i feel like after all this time, i trust matt as a dm enough to know that he has a bigger plan for this. it’s not like him to be unnecessarily cruel. he’s not the type of dm to just kill half the party for the lols. i think there’s something more to this and yeah, having to wait till next week is gonna be torture, but i’m gonna try to keep the faith.

that said, feel what you’ve got to feel. i’m here with open arms and lots of love.

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;; THE IRONY OF IMOGEN SAYING “RUN” IM CRYING

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;; sorry i only did like one thing today. my body has decided to give me some kind of food poisoning/stomach cramp hell thing, but all the memes have been helping so much and i’m honestly really inspired and excited to get going again ! 

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       ❝ okay. ❞ laudna rolls her eyes, giving her metallic companion a playful shove. she has to admit, it’s nice to be able to laugh with them again, after everything. ❝ I DO KNOW how babies are made, fcg. i was a person before i was... ❞ she gestures to herself. ❝ this. ❞

@songshieldandselfcare​

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hello everybody ! i go back to school tomorrow, and like a crazy person have decided that’s a great reason to try to be more active here ( to be fair i do have three hours between classes with not a ton to do soooo ). and i’m going to try to do that by posting another meme of stupid things my d&d group has said. feel free to send me these and i will use them to get the rp vibes going again !

stupid things said during a d&d campaign sentence meme part 2

“I would drink the ocean foam.”

“At least if you die in a graveyard, it cuts out the middleman.”

“You don’t take a bitch’s crystals and rocks.”

“Get your hands out of there!”

“The trains are all assholes.”

“Wait, was the rocket ship chasing the trains?”

“He is one of the least problematic engines!”

“Wee woo, bitch.”

"Okay, but what the fuck is up with inches though?"

"The cult was coming from inside the party all along.”

"I don't want your keystones!”

“I didn’t say I had good rhythm.”

“That gives me like… distinguished crack house vibes.”

“So we found this guy in a barrel… “

“This place is sadder than the blue cinnamon rolls.”

“Oh, she’s another fucking dream bitch.”

“I feel like ________________ is a shadow and gender does not apply.”

“I swore to myself I would never talk about the corn palace.”

“My foot does not need you!”

"They fucked and then had a lot of children and now you're here.”

"It's 2 am. It's not math time."

“I’m basically a spooky librarian.”

“Okay, raise your hand if you slept last night… That’s what I thought.”

“Thanks, I came up with it on the spot to be an asshole.”

“_______________, when’s the last time you cried?”

“Y’know what, __________________? You’re a fucking problem!”

"I measure with my heart and when my ancestors tell me to stop."

"I know. It's not in my notes either, but it's in my heart."

"Because everybody died so they don't need as many tables."

"Its not his fault he was made to be a creepy nom nom monster"

"I like it when they kill him."

"Every family vacation needs a little bit of trauma."

#pls specify a muse if i couldnt decide before i certainly cant decide now XD

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okay ! so first step in my revamp is establishing what muses i’m going to be writing ! first and foremost, i’m doing myself a favor and NOT really having primary, secondary muses, etc. muses are weird. sometimes they’re loud, sometimes they’re not. i’m going to write who is loud and when muses go quiet, i sometimes might not write them for a while. i apologize if that happens to be someone you want to interact with. PLEASE know that i love and adore you and i will reply as soon as they wake up again. i’m always happy to plot aus so if you want to do that with someone who is awake, let me know !

i’ll be making a more fancy muse page and stuff, but until i have the spoons to do that, i’ll be posting A LIST under the cut. i’ve almost definitely forgotten at least one muse so if you followed me for someone and they aren’t on here, know that i probably still intend to write them and just forgot. feel free to ask. i will also write certain muses on a request only/private basis so that also works, though mostly for partners i know really well !

so without further ado, here is my current working muse list ( in alphabetical order ):

JOANNA BEAUCHAMP - witches of east end HELEN BLACKTHORN - the shadowhunter chronicles CASSANDRA BIANCHI - the blacklist DELILAH BRIARWOOD - critical role JOYCE BYERS - stranger things SAMANTHA CARTER - stargate JUSTINE COOPER - angel/buffyverse THERESA CULLEN - westworld KARA DANVERS/SUPERGIRL - dctv CASSANDRA DE ROLO - critical role JOCELYN FRAY - the shadowhunter chronicles ALMA GARRET - deadwood the archangels: GABRIEL, MICHAEL, and RAPHAEL - angelology TINA KENNARD - the l word/the l word: generation q KEYLETH OF THE AIR ASHARI - critical role LAUDNA - critical role LIL LOVELL - coyote ugly HELEN MAGNUS - sanctuary PATRICIA MAGNUS - sanctuary ABBY MCDEERE - the firm ( tv ) JULIA MCNAMARA - nip/tuck SUSAN MILLER - swingtown MAGDELENA MILLS - once upon a time ( oc ) RAQUEL MURILLO - la casa de papel NALI - critical role ( oc from call of the netherdeep ) PERSEPHONE - mythology MAUREEN ROBINSON - lost in space ELIZABETH SINSKEY - the robert langdon series ( mixed portrayal ) JACKIE SHARP - house of cards JACK SLOANE - ncis CALLIE STEVENSON - goliath ( divergent ) MYFANWY THOMAS - the checquy series CAROLYN TYLER - proof ALLURA VYSOREN - critical role STACY WARNER - house m.d. EMMA WHITMORE - timeless

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;; orym @ everybody else: you’re a good leader orym: is one of the best leaders in the group

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;; ashton low-key with the leader vibes despite their protestations

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