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beco+81 (@beco_plus81)

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i am at the very beginning of the rest of my life. this truth will not change with age

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Tiana Clark, from "Maybe in Another Life" [ID in ALT]

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hozier said it better but yeah to me death is a strange and brightly backlit figure catching sight of you in the headlights and slowing to a stop beside you, stepping out of the vehicle and kneeling down to lift and cradle the shattered, gasping animal that is your dying body in warm, gentle arms and dark folds of fabric and moving you out of the road, so that even in your confusion and terror and futile struggle for a few more agonizing moments of survival you're surrounded by love and know that you're held, that you can let go when you're ready

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every time i start to feel cringe for being too deep in the hyperfixation i remember the intense depression i have waded through and have to remind myself that enjoyment is fleeting (so grab it with both hands), and life is for loving (so hold that love close), and if anyone thinks i’m cringe they must not be having a very good time (and i hope they can find a good time soon).

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I’ll forever be the person who says "It’s okay, I understand" even when my heart is literally shattering.

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with the lyrics "hold me like water, or christ, hold me like a knife" hozier really took the concept of craving intimacy to another level

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I just want to remind you that sometimes your life really doesn't begin until you are 26+... Romanticizing and obsessing over our youth is harmful. Growing up is beautiful. Discovering who you are and how you interact with the world is a gift. Maturing and learning what you truly want out of life and living in that purpose brings fulfillment and peace. Your life is not over in your early 20's because you haven't figured it out yet, it's just beginning.

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Flashes of a feeling. Panels 2 and 4.

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Our little stupid conversation means more to me than you think

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in your 20s you must rediscover the joys of arts and crafts to stave off spiritual decay

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unfortunately i want to make purchases :(

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Rewatched The Good Place for the first time since s4 dropped and. Oh my god. The Good Place said "people are a result of their environment but we always have a moral responsibility to be better" and The Good Place said "every day the world gets a little more complicated and it gets a little harder to be good" and The Good Place said "even in the face of total nihilism, when nothing you do will matter, you still have to at least try. Because trying is better than the alternative" and The Good Place said "if you have bills to pay and shit to deal with you don't have time or energy to become a better person" and then The Good Place really said "people get better when they get external love and support. How can we hold it against them when they don't " and THEN The Good Place really said "no one is irredeemable. Everyone can try to be better today than they were yesterday" AND THEN! The Good Place said "Heaven is just enough time with the people that you love" OH MY FUCKING GOD.

#heaven is just enough time with the people you love #💔

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hi everyone. does anybody else miss something they can never return to. anyone else being swallowed whole by grief. anyone else clinging to love as a life preserver

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fuck i completely forgot i need to curl up on my couch and scroll my phone for six hours. can we reschedule

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